SECOND CHAPTER - Train×of×thought IS OUT!
After such a long time it was more like a dream trying to be a memory. It has been over ten years, so it is hard to remember if it actually happened. But then he realized.
‘It did happen, it definitely did. But I probably wasn't as emotional about it as I was in that dream. I definitely wouldn't be now.’
Killua clearly remembered the place it happened, and he still could have the gifted bracelet in his luggage. Yet he was slightly confused by how deeply his younger version was yearing towards the other boy.
Gon Freecss.
It was the last night they saw each other, so after this exchange he had to be ready to let him go. Yes he was attached to him, but in this dream it felt like he was deeply in love with him. Or something close to that feeling, which was mostly the center of his confusion. Wondering if the love for him was actually true or the creation of his mind. Even so, he hasn't seen him for 10 years, with minimal contact, the feeling in this dream was unnecessarily deep. Killua couldn't even imagine how he could look like, since he definitely matured like him currently being 24 years old.
Im tired, send help and hugs.
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