[virgocoldbrew]

Here’s my new chart:

106

104

102

100

99

Gw1: 98

97

Ugw: 96

Yikes

[virgocoldbrew]

Omg I’m so disgustingly fat.

[oykukevill-deactivated20221105]

[virgocoldbrew]

I keep binge eating and it’s SOOO hard to stop. I just want my old ED back. I never binged ever.

[virgocoldbrew]

It’s so hard for me to lose weight now!!!!!!

[virgocoldbrew]

I feel like a failure. I’m the fattest I’ve ever been I swear. Please help I need to lose at least 5 lbs in 21 days. Is this possible?

[virgocoldbrew]

Also I’m so excited to lose this weight and start seeing some progress

[virgocoldbrew]

Forcing myself to get on the scale everyday really do be fueling my motivation

[virgocoldbrew]

A little frustrated but have to remind myself it’s impossible to gain weight if I stick to this

[virgocoldbrew]

Curious to see my weight in the morning bc I’m actually starving right now. Stomach pains and headaches. If the number doesn’t go down I’ll lose it.

I really want to aim for 2lb a week minimum ugh I hope I can do this.

[virgocoldbrew]

My thighs are literally so huge :(

[digestvegaanx]

[virgocoldbrew]

Probs going to do a 24 hour fast after this meal

[reald0pe-deactivated20241124-de]

[virgocoldbrew]

I know it’s “bad” and yeah I did gain back all of the weight but that was triggered by a very emotional year and dealing with health issues that scared me into recovery but weren’t even really correlated.

But when I weighed my lowest, I felt incredible and the most confident of my life. I felt delicate and prettier. So, I know it is worth it. If I could lose the 10lbs again I would be so happy. I lost 1lb since yesterday so I believe weighing every day will keep me on track.

[the-lost-lilith-deactivated2022]

Everyone here keeps telling me this ED shit is a curse, it won't make you happier, its just a fast fix and then you'll gain it all back, you'll die,

But I've literally never felt better. I've lost so much weight, I can exercise more than I used to, my insecurities are going away with every single pound. I've stopped feeling hungry so I don't suffer as much when I fast, I rarely binge anymore, I feel like I'm in heaven.

[floatingorion-deactivated202206]

This is literally what I want ! Having a body that can pull off swimsuits & minding my own business...