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“Half of me is beautiful

but you were never sure which half.”

           Ruth Feldman, “Lilith”

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Lilith through the Houses

To find your Lilith placement go to astro.com and enter your birth details. Go to extended chart selection and type “h13″ into the additional asteroids part and press go :)

Lilith in 1st house: This placement is the ultimate sex symbol placement. I think the mixture of Lilith’s energy and power in the house of identity gives the person with this placement a general overall vibe of “I will ruin you” that’s super hot. Plus it’s generally subconscious - I don’t think people realize that they’re giving off that vibe. Sex and drugs can be a common outlet for these people and they’ll happily engage in anything considered taboo just for the shock value. Mind games, manipulation and power are key traits in this placement.

Lilith in 2nd house: Reckless spender! They’ll gain money pretty quickly but be just as quick to blow it all again on a wild lifestyle. Very over the top materialism but to the point where they end up with spending or gambling addictions. They believe money is power and mixed with Lilith’s intense need for power, this can become a dilemma. They also cannot stand to be criticized so unless you want the backlash, keep your mouth shut.

Lilith in 3rd house: A quick wit that frequently lands them in hot water. I think this placement gives the person the ability to offend or shock others without the fear of consequences. These people may often step on their siblings to achieve their own agenda. They also see their childhood fights and heartbreaks as something that is very important to their reality and resent people from their past for effecting them certain ways. Sick/gross imagination and sense of humor as well.

Lilith in 4th house: Usually this placement brings problems with parents or home life. These people often focus on work so it can get them away from home so they don’t have to deal with it. This person feels alienated from their own ancestors and past. Often, these people also have the urge to emotionally manipulate and hurt others which is something they have to push past.

Lilith in 5th house: This placement may bring about Lilith themes within childhood games such as intense jealousy if other children performed better or games based around assault or death themes. I think these people often resent their kids for being the reason they can no longer enjoy leisure activities so they usually avoid having children at all. They often may become paranoid that they may abuse their children as well. 

Lilith in 6th house: This person is the master of less is more. They will find a way to do something that requires no effort due to insane procrastination. They also bring sexuality into their job life. They’re someone that would casually sleep with co-workers and tell anyone that questions them to shove it. Probably very intensely hate anything to do with healthcare or doctors. 

Lilith in 7th house: This person doesn’t want to be tied down and resents the idea of marriage. They also desire someone that is darker and more mischievous than them and they look for that in others. Your enemies are not afraid to voice their distaste of you and you often feel quite publicly attacked. Partners often want to “tame” people with this Lilith placement and that’s something that she’ll hate more than anything. 

Lilith in 8th house: The ultimate BDSM partner though. This person will literally change your life. They have some downright scary fantasies and need a partner that will keep up. They’re also the kind of person that will literally wait for you to die so that they can have your money. They literally want to own you and everything you have. Also, if they tried, they’d probably be able to harness magic more than any other placement.

Lilith in 9th house: They’re an amazing liar. They’ll lie their ass off and you’ll believe every single thing they say. This placement would be very good at starting and running a legitimate cult. They’re very good at spreading believable information to masses of people and I honestly wouldn’t put it past them to end up cult leaders of some kind or convincing mass amounts of people that there are new religions or that certain conspiracy theories are true.

Lilith in 10th house:  This placement is pretty much an advocate for any attention is good attention. They’d unintentionally have reputations for being sexual or inappropriate. Often it’s a placement for those that have “fucked their way to the top”. They know how to use their sexuality to get ahead and it works for them. They also would never hesitate to back stab someone if it meant their own success.

Lilith in 11th house: This placement brings sexual tension to like every friendship these people have. Often they get stuck in friends with benefits situations. These people also sometimes resent their friends and immediately don’t trust them due to their past experiences. Sometimes they may also feel outcasted by their communities which leads to them often becoming loners and disliking groups or organisations of all kinds.

Lilith in 12th house: These people may often experience nightmares or unwanted thoughts of horrible things such as assault. Many people with this placement also fall into substance abuse as a way to escape. Strangely though, people with this placement often dislike being alone and will be outgoing in order to surround themselves with people as when they’re with others, their fears are pushed to the back so they can focus on their friends.

Part 1: Lilith through the Signs

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the two faces of the mars signs

mars in aries  - no sheets, we fuck on the streets like men

mars in taurus - lady/gentleman in the streets, probably asleep in the sheets

mars in gemini - clown in the streets, clown in the sheets

mars in cancer - suppressed aggression in the streets, unleashed aggression in the sheets

mars in leo - narcissist in the streets, best in the sheets…idk what to tell y’all, that’s my placement lmfao

mars in virgo - high class in the streets, eats ass in the sheets

mars in libra -  soft and passive in the streets, somehow even softer and more passive in the sheets

mars in scorpio - freak on the streets, double freak in the sheets

mars in sagittarius - picky in the streets, down for whatever in the sheets

mars in capricorn - classical lady/gentleman in the streets, freak in the sheets case…watch out sis they’re the most likely to be sociopaths

mars in aquarius - freak in the streets, freak in the sheets

mars in pisces - having an existential crisis in the sheets, pls someone hold them and tell it’s gonna be alright

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I’d rather revel in the present than dwell on the past…

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“Mourning Glory” Natalie Westling by Inez & Vinoodh for W September 2015

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🌀astrology notes: degrees basics🌀

-a planet at 0 degrees should be thought of as the purest expression of that sign. it has just been born and hasn’t been shaped by outside influences. where you have a planet in 0 degrees really shows a powerful energy of yours and where you will be the most inventive

-a planet at 29 degrees has went through all the other degrees and has grown into what it’s learned from the other degrees to get where it is now. a planet at 29 degrees will be mature and hard-headed in their sense of right and wrong

-at the degree your sun is at, you may have a defining moment or something important will happen at that age. for example, my sun is at 20 degrees, so i could get into a car crash, get into a serious relationship, move away, etc. when i’m 20 years old

-a pitted degree is a depression or hole in the ego of the planet. the pitted degrees vary with each of the 12 signs. these degrees can block you from figuring out your full potential dealing with the planet.  they can also symbolize misfortune

-elevated degrees are the opposite of a pitted degree. they show the high points or peaks of the planet. no matter the planet, the energy from it will turn beneficial. these degrees also vary with each sign and represent an increase in fortune

-critical degrees are the most important degrees of each modality. you may have trouble expressing this intense energy properly, but if you work through these hardships, the power that you possess with those planets will be insurmountable.

cardinal critical degrees: 0, 13, 26

fixed critical degrees: 8, 9, 21, 22

mutable critical degrees: 4, 17

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I’m made up of black coffee, untamed hair, and poorly suppressed anger.

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Basics Of The Tetractys

The tetractys also known as a tetrad, the mystic tetrad, the tetractys of the decad, and the pyramid of emanation is a equilateral triangular figure consisting of ten points arranged in four rows. The Tetractys is a reality map that can be used to understand more about existence through the connection, and relativity of the points, or emanations that make up it. The Tetractys is a geometrical representation of the fourth triangular number in mathematics, and creates a perfect equilateral triangle. It is also connected to pythagoreanism, which is the teachings, and beliefs held by Pythagoras, and his followers, who saw the symbol as very important mathematically, and philosophically. Pythagoras understood that the tetractys was a symbol of the musical, arithmetic and geometric ratios upon which the universe is built, and because of this it was considered sacred geometry.

The first row consists of 1 point, the second row consists of 2 Points, third row consists of 3 Points, and the fourth row consists of 4 Points. The Tetractys is a combination of the monistic understanding of source, the dualistic system of the metaphysical law of gender, the triadistic system of the three principles of alchemy, and the tetradistic system of the 4 western classic elements. All of the points of the tetractys add up to ten, which corresponds to unity, completion, and higher order, and makes the Paradigm a decadistic system.

Monistic:

The Monistic row of the Tetractys represents:

Source

Monad

Unity

Singularity

Divinity

Divine wisdom

This is the first point of divinity where all other emanations are created from. It represents all the raw power of being, while also acting as a divine essence of everything.

Dualistic:

The dualistic row of the tetractys represents:

The Dyad

Masculine/Feminine

Creation/Destruction

God/Goddess

Yin/Yang

Love/Strife

Light/Darkness

Activity/Passivity

Limit/Unlimited

Peras/Apeiron

The dualistic row of the tetractys is the first separation of the whole, and the beginning of motion. Where two forces of the whole push against each other changing, creating, and destroying as they do so.

Triadistic:

The triadistic row of the tetractys represents:

Sulfur, Mercury, Salt

Mother, Child, Father

Body, Mind, Spirit

The triadistic row of the tetractys separates out the states of being, and the canvases in which the universe will be painted upon.

Tetradistic:

The tetradistic row of the tetractys represents:

Fire, Air, Water, and Earth

Hot, Dry, Wet, and Cold

The tetradistic row of the tetractys is the separation of the core aspects of existence mostly being elements, and qualities that make up everything, and put the rest of existence into being.

Emanations, or points:

Source, Masculine, Feminine, Sulfur, Mercury, Salt, Fire, Air, Water, Earth

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