pictorial weeds

because thoughts, words, love, visual captures, they mean everything to me

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2014.

It was a big year of milestones - 

My brother got married

Planned my garden solemnization (mini nightmare)

Got solemnized on 1st March 2014

My parents turned 60

Got heartbroken for one of my best friend's loss

Got a house

Renovated our house

Planned my wedding (big nightmare)

Got married the traditional way on 14th September 2014

Got a new family

Spent our first $100K on wedding and house

Went full on my cake business whilst working full time 

Lost a friend to someone

Did my first 4 tiered wedding cake

Clinched my first big wedding event 

Moved into our new house

2015 is coming to me full on, bigger and busier!

grateful for 2014.

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Hello we meet again...

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Looking back... #blocmemoire #wedding #igsg #sgig #sg #photooftheday #singapore #instadaily #sgig #sginstagram #actualday #bride #couple #sgbride #weddingsg #love #instalove #igers #instagood #kennyshanweds" #repost #repost+

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#throwback to the #bali times. back in this hustle and bustle, I think I would like to enjoy some peace and zen again, soon.

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Comfort days...

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Still in love with this.. #oneolive #madeinoneolive

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its the final week. finally. wow, time flies. ok this is getting scary...

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i wonder if everyone goes through the same thing as i do. i admit, i'm a worrier, one of those who worries too much about things that are beyond my control. i try to be perfect, but i'm far from it. i want to be in control of everything that i can so that it will turn out the way i wished for it to be. but reality is tough, people relations are tough, everyone is different, every family can be worlds apart. tell me now, i know its not easy, but sometimes, life hits you hard at the time you least expect, and when you think you've gone so far and done your ultimate best, you're proven to be wrong.

so, such is life. and life is short.

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Whenever you need a lightbulb moment.

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Train of thoughts. Furniture shopping yesterday!

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Got so hooked onto this song recently. Its a really beautiful song, challenging to sing, and the music video really just topped it out wonderfully.

Chandelier is originally a song of sadness, depicting the struggle between the glitter and glamour of a party girl and the sadness and self-destruction it brings. What's really amazing is this little girl named Maddie Ziegler, only eleven years old when she danced this video. Having participated in many dance competitions, this music video impressed not only myself, but many others with her talent and expressions! Crazy is - this music video was taken continuously in one take, meaning every dance move and facial expression must be impeccable and absolutely spot on! And it all boils down to one word to describe both Sia and Maddie - talent.

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Semi aftermath. Kenny just killed someone 😨 thanks to my brother and his wonderful assistant yet again! @stevengeteven #kennyshanweds

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"You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser You can be the pencil and I can be the paper You can be as cold as the winter weather But I don't care as long as we're together"

and as i've said before, he's my worse hell, but also my best heaven. love isn't easy...

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"All the roads you took came back to me

So I’m following the map that leads to you"

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bkk bound ✈ ✈ ✈

So, i was bangkok bound for the last 3 days. It must have been the busiest, most packed and fruitful trip i had for a long time because every moment was spent doing something, and there was no time to waste!

Of recent times, life has been consuming the best of me and it was difficult to move on without feeling like a train-wreck. This trip was really what I needed to break through and break free. As tired as we were, it was a trip to remember, because I've seen things that I have never seen before, done stuff that I've never done before, tried things that I never thought I'd try. It was like a set free and let loose for everyone of us, and I'm thankful for friends who are important to me as I am to them to be taking out some precious time (and sacrificing sleep) to go crazy with me!

I was a happy and worry-less girl for three days, now time to embrace the rest of the shit in my life. Bring it on, bitches!

Ending off with prolly the only 2 clubbing pictures that are decent enough for display!

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So it's August already? Time, please slow down. I think I'm having a hard time catching up..

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i guess, like every other girl, i just want to be loved, and treated like a princess. who doesn't? no matter how strong you are, sometimes people don't realize its just a false front that you are showing because we are all afraid of appearing like the weakest link.

i should just forget it, and stop counting on people to make me happy. we are all responsible for our own happiness afterall.