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if you are visiting my page i want you to know that i love you and to seek help if you are needing it. love, anon *i don’t reblog thinspo/meanspo, mostly memes*

[anawithoutbanana]

me: wow i had more than 1000 calories today. maybe i’m on my way to recovery

my ed 2 seconds later:

[moonlightprlncess]

Me, weighing myself in the evening after drinking 2L of water, with my clothes on: ...

Scale: +5lbs

Me: wow, how rude. *has a mental breakdown*

[himspos]

despite what i’ve posted on this blog already, it’s always ever been purely directed at myself. it makes me sad to know anyone else goes through what i’m going through, and i sincerely hope you all can get help and recover. 

[fancyyuki]

[skiinysiisterstarviing]

me logging onto tumblr and seeing people actually restrict and lose weight while i am a fatass and binge every day:

[dopesmokingliberal]

me: wow i wish people would notice how sick i am & be worried about me

also me when anybody says i’m getting too thin/need to eat more: wow i can’t believe you. literally stfu

[diaperpants420]

[cokezeroandheavymetal]

[vitaminwaterbabe]

i wish it wasn’t so difficult to feel at peace with my body

i’ve been eating a lot lately and drinking more water, i feel less tired, i know it’s good for me

but at the end of the day all i feel is guilt

guilt that i ate so much and guilt that i didn’t feel bad about it, i know that doesn’t make a lot of sense

i just want to like the way i look but i never do

whether i’m starving myself or eating three meals a day, i just don’t like any of it but one way or another i find my way back to tumblr

[yanderemiku]

people with eds, who caused your ed and why was it your mom?

[tiredty-blog]

look what i made <3

[fuckmessier16]

[coco-000]

I am at the point where going back to eating disorder feels like coming home because I have nothing and nobody else.

[rosariumm]

[vitaminwaterbabe]

somehow i always find my way back here

[hellsbellss]

can someone hide all food sources from me pls i beg u

[penismusicfan]

Meme from old deleted acc