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Me: I've never met another trans woman, or lesbian, have few friends and little socialization, all time going to taking care of others, as it has always been often less that willingly. but maybe with years of effort eventually things will change, and in the meantime I have fun working on videos :3

Me, a few weeks later: I've been adopted by a gaggle of trans women, met so many lesbians, spend all day socializing and feel truly loved and accepted and *understood* like never before. I have a darling girlfriend I adore, people I cherish in so many ways and on so many levels, and I've rediscovered parts of me I thought had long died. And people are eager to love and appreciate me back. I'm not sleeping well, haven't all month, because I am so excited to wake up. Like a kid the day before a field trip or trip to a theme park. I'm happy. I'm satisfied. Life is wonderful.

There has not been a moment in the last few weeks where "chat with gorgeous trans women who enjoy my company and I theirs" has not been an option. and frankly when I have that option, it's getting taken. I can press these little keys or make my little noises and make us both happy doing so. I said that having a life would slow me just as much as being a caretaker, but I didn't expect that would instantly happen and I'd have both on my mind XD

Don't worry btw I'm sure I'll figure out a routine that allows for work time eventually but for now I am busy making up for lost socialization and thriving~

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BACKNESS CANCELLED. ITS FUCKING DELTARUNE TIME BAYBEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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I am so exhausted

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Gods time

Guess who's back >:D It's finally here. the 22 biggest gods of the Inner Sea, plus a dozen more quicker mentions because I can't help myself, because maybe you don't know Teki Stronggut or Arshea. Part 2 coming eventually I guess. Best episode I've made hands down I reckon, and I need a big nap now. But regardless of your system, I think if you like worldbuilding or backstories for characters, you'll like this one. Writing and ideas are where Paizo shine. But I've ranted here about them for months now. From abuse to sex workers to the forge, stabbing to labor unions to monsters, from killing gods to what the difference between the types of gods even IS. It's finally time to learn!

I've already found more that won't stop happening! And the worst part is that I welcome it. MORE! As for why I've been gone:bedridden for we

But goblin gods still best gods. do YOU have a god of eating because you're just kinda bored and want to chew on something? No? because we're the best >:3

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Once more for people in my own time zones :3 really proud of this one, easily my best to date imo.

Gods time

Guess who's back, and with rent lowering gunshots >:D It's finally here. the 22 biggest gods of the Inner Sea, plus a dozen more quicker mentions because I can't help myself, because maybe you don't know Teki Stronggut or Arshea. Part 2 coming eventually I guess. Best episode I've made hands down I reckon, and I need a big nap now. But regardless of your system, I think if you like worldbuilding or backstories for characters, you'll like this one. Writing and ideas are where Paizo shine. But I've ranted here about them for months now. From abuse to sex workers to the forge, stabbing to labor unions to monsters, from killing gods to what the difference between the types of gods even IS. It's finally time to learn!

I've already found more that won't stop happening! And the worst part is that I welcome it. MORE! As for why I've been gone:bedridden for we

But goblin gods still best gods. do YOU have a god of eating because you're just kinda bored and want to chew on something? No? because we're the best >:3

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Just thinking of more mundane things with Vivi and Amelia's eventual relationship. I think one of the first sessions after Vivi and Amelia get together will actually just quickly fizzle out into heartfelt connection from disappointment and fear. Like the first time they actually PLAN a "lets secretly have a night together and be naughty >:3" date. They've both been dreaming of this so long, and it IS great, but you cannot have that hype be met. Especially off the bat when they're both so inexperienced. Amelia will wear her favorite lingerie and notice Vivi doesn't actually seem as into her as hoped, like there's a fakeness and reservation (she is extremely perceptive) and spiral thinking she just doesn't like HER. When in reality she's just not a fan of lace, the holes and intricate patterns are too distracting and texture not the best on her newly sensitive skin. but her being thrown off slowly triggers a breakdown, a cascade of little things. Vivi sees doubt and assumes she's having doubts. Starts thinking she's not actually fun to play with or maybe her personality's driving off, starts getting overbearing and intense in a way Amelia would usually be fine with but she isn't herself right now. At one point they realize they didn't properly go over kinks and icks, because Vivi gets triggered from seeing a whip in the gear Amelia brought. That sort of stuff. In the end sure, they're lying in bed together cuddling. but crying, finally letting out the bad side of the tension. the worries, the fears, the terror of losing what they finally had again. of it all being a dream, or the other realizing they made a mistake. They thought they were going to get intimate, and they did, but on a heart to heart level. and they both are honest to themselves and the other, for just a moment, that this is what they really wanted all along. and that's when the relationship REALLY gets going. They both sear that moment in their brain, as something to help ward off the doubt. and without the fear, THEN they can start learning each other. With the mental block out of the way and emotional connection strong, then they build up to the most wonderful physical intimacy. Because they're both deeply hurt and scarred people, and there are going to be growing pains and bruises and mistakes as they slowly unravel for each other. They want desperately to dive in, but they don't actually hit their stride until they take the time to accommodate for each other *and themselves.*

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You know this is the first time I've gotten to the end of a video and still loved it. felt fully proud. didn't hate it from having seen it 1000 times and it having worn me down. this pace it nice. and once I'm working on normal sized projects and doing so consistently (instead of constant month long stops for health) I can hopefully keep decent upload speeds too! It's nice to be finishing subtitles (took a few days as expected) and not hate things XD Gotta give it another polish check to spruce up timings and fix errors, get things exported, and make the thumbnails of course. but will hopefully have it out this week :3

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Settle in Class!

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Welp, decided to actually draw somehting up, and I enjoyed messing with shading. Vivi's hair was fun to mess with.

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OMG ITS SO GOOD this is so nice!!! and the good colors, and you made me nice and round too, I'm so happy :3 Also seriously great work on the hat and hair :3

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I just felt the need to call you cute. You can ignore me, don't worry about it

<///< totally just didn't curl up in a little ball whimpering and blushing and kicking my feet. Not something that often happens to me, happened for the first time in years like a month or two ago. and that's kinda the norm. so I'm gonna be riding that high for a long time. Thank you so much! >/////>

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New canon: Amelia's demisexual ass occasionally summons succubi for fun. Not for the "oh to turn into vivi" reasons, nonono. They take damage when rejected or reminded of how you rejected them. I mean she summons them with lesbian flags hung up in her room and a bottle of gin. and when they fall for the "dumbass horny summoner in lingerie" bait, she slowly heckles them to death. "Wow you're pathetic. I'm right here, in your aura, and you can't lure the most touch starved woman in her 30's? I've been pining for girls for like 20 years and your unlovable ass can't even even manage lust. No no, it's fine, here's some health potions. Get more chances to fail your only purpose. If you beg pathetic enough maybe I'll give you a hint" They can cast mind reading, but that only works for a few seconds, minute tops, then you're immune. So on occasion they'll catch a stray thought and turn into an actual person she likes. They'll be smug, because they FELT that attraction. but guess what dumbass, she's demi. You aren't *them,* she's attracted to the person she loves not just goblin shortstacks and mentor figures. so look like a twin all you want, you're missing the foundation needed for the attraction. ...look I wasn't kidding when I said she had a sadistic streak. she's still our loving little cinnamon roll necromancer, but her old witch hero/mentor got assassinated by adventurers for a REASON. And she learned more than just magic.

(also the lingerie, flag, etc as bait is IMPORTANT. Succubi are ALL lust. Lust for power, revenge, money, they can tempt with anything. But the logic is that this setup will make them go for thier usual staple of sexual lust, then further targeted taunting and straight up pride will get them stuck in the loop. besides, it's just a summon, it's not REALLY dying just going back home. and it's just a demon. she wouldn't do that to like a person unless willing)

...I've got an episode idea XD

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hello! :3 how's your week been?

Very busy! I've been in a "episode work is fun actually" mood but could tell it was going to wane, so basically devoting all free time to locking the fuck in. definitely need a break now but it's basically done! Just need to make thumbnail, do the subtitles (which I'm dreading) as some little miscellanious stuff. gonna go over it again with fresh eyes in a day or two to make sure I didn't miss anything but I'll probably post it in like a week or so! :3

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You know it's really nice to see NPCs in wheelchairs. It's not a TON, but in this sort of fantasy you don't really anticipate any. And on the PC side, SO MANY AID OPTIONS! Mobility aids for your animal companions, normal and magic version. Scent aids too, if your old dog has injured his nose or what have you. and of course guide dog harness as well, and speaking of things to help players!

Splint, support, mecha tail, prosthetic eyes, hell even a few magic eyes. ones that can grant good vision, or telescope, or pop out and act like a drone! Hearing aids, or better hearing aids that gives you super hearing once a day! Speechbox to translate thought into spoken word, or a confabulator that lets you make instruments speak your words! ring that scans pages and reads them to your brain, GLOVES THAT MAKE GHOST HANDS APPEAR AND SIGN WHAT YOU'RE SAYING FOR YOUR HARD OF HEARING FRIENDS. And if your legs aren't the best, you might not even care! Not just a cane, get a wand cane, or one with echolocation, or one that can act as club OR greatclub! we got 10 different chairs with attachments to boot. at low levels you can get ones that handle stairs and move with a twitch, by mid levels you've got magic submersibles and mobile workstations and spider chair. Hell, there's one that's just a bathtub on wheels for mermaids and such. And if a limb's gone, that's fine. There are normal prosthetics of course, or get magic/tech ones! One that looks like a branch and can grow fruit, a mecha leg with springs or a rocket boost, an arm that absorbs then turn into a weapon at will, or is a ghost arm, or is also an immoveable rod because FUCK YOU trying to yank me around.

Its built up over years, but all the rules being up on the archive and most being specifically listed as ALWAYS available options for official play (just missing a few of the ones with like storm magic and stuff)? It's wonderful! I expected just like magic self moving wheelchairs or a sword cane. I didn't expect ALL THIS!

Nethys Note: No description was provided for this category of item

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Commission for @vivi-the-goblin

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EVERYONE LOOK now I got an Amelia to go with Vivi! I'll put it in my next video too, got a perfect segment to slip in both the commissions (And point people her direction because she's awesome <3)

I just had to go with phantump (lost child, ghost, like that's just her) and cubone (obviously). Was tempted to throw in a delphox but settled on these two AND IT CAME OUT SO GOOD!

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OMG I was going through the NPC core and you know what they have? CORN LESHIES. one with abilities like "Corn Maze" and "Kernal Barrage." HEY GUESS WHO DESIGNED A MAIZE LESHY WITH MAIZE MAZES AND RANGED CORN CANNON 5 WEEKS EARLIER!

Honestly like mine better because of the Pop reaction, proud of that, even if the maze is a bit clunky. BUT HA! YOU'RE TOO SLOW PAIZO! That's a lie you're so goddamn fast I can't hope to keep up with 1/10th of the cool things I wanna talk about T_T

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Struggling not to fuck up the pacing of my video to beef with a wiki.

the wiki will take a book saying that Vekelvore is the fattest and most beautiful of the 4 goblin creator gods. And extrapolate that to mean "Excessive weight is considered a sign of beauty among female goblins, with the ideal of goblin sexuality being an obese female barghest." That's just wrong.

1-that's not even what it says.

2- there are only 4 creator gods, 2 of which are goddesses, and the other goddess would drown you just because you got her attention. Most attractive of the two options does not mean "they prefer the form of fat dog creatures above anything." Like it's saying she's the prettier of the two.

3- MOST IMPORTANTLY. Goblins often depict SPECIFICALLY HER as a GOBLIN. And you might wonder if they wrote that before this knowledge, or maybe that's not good enough. Well you know what the entire deal of a Barghest was before this information? They turned into the paragons of goblinoids to deceive them (and eat them in D&D, in pathfinder they would also eat them but it was mostly to become thier leader. But they couldn't do that UNTIL they turned into a goblin, because Goblins fear and avoid them. but they're very enticing to as goblins. that tells me it's the fat goblin form that's the appeal. To the point that when barghests stopped doing that, they made sure to mention that SPECIFICALLY the one we think is hot still gets depicted as a goblin.

Now all the facts combined tells me one thing-

Goblins know that fat girls are the best. It's not just me, one of the few things we can agree on as a "society" is that fat girl tummy is peak.

I am literally pausing the last stage of editing to insert a new segment because the world needs to know. but at the same time it's essentially stacking an aside on an aside no matter where I put it at this point which could really hurt the pacing. uggggggh.

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Like I could make it text on screen! Keep my pacing! but it would seem like I was just copying the wiki when I've actually debunked it then spent hours pouring over tomes to prove it *correctly.* and I can't bear the thought T-T

Struggling not to fuck up the pacing of my video to beef with a wiki.

the wiki will take a book saying that Vekelvore is the fattest and most beautiful of the 4 goblin creator gods. And extrapolate that to mean "Excessive weight is considered a sign of beauty among female goblins, with the ideal of goblin sexuality being an obese female barghest." That's just wrong.

1-that's not even what it says.

2- there are only 4 creator gods, 2 of which are goddesses, and the other goddess would drown you just because you got her attention. Most attractive of the two options does not mean "they prefer the form of fat dog creatures above anything." Like it's saying she's the prettier of the two.

3- MOST IMPORTANTLY. Goblins often depict SPECIFICALLY HER as a GOBLIN. And you might wonder if they wrote that before this knowledge, or maybe that's not good enough. Well you know what the entire deal of a Barghest was before this information? They turned into the paragons of goblinoids to deceive them (and eat them in D&D, in pathfinder they would also eat them but it was mostly to become thier leader. But they couldn't do that UNTIL they turned into a goblin, because Goblins fear and avoid them. but they're very enticing to as goblins. that tells me it's the fat goblin form that's the appeal. To the point that when barghests stopped doing that, they made sure to mention that SPECIFICALLY the one we think is hot still gets depicted as a goblin.

Now all the facts combined tells me one thing-

Goblins know that fat girls are the best. It's not just me, one of the few things we can agree on as a "society" is that fat girl tummy is peak.

I am literally pausing the last stage of editing to insert a new segment because the world needs to know. but at the same time it's essentially stacking an aside on an aside no matter where I put it at this point which could really hurt the pacing. uggggggh.

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Oh that's why I've felt so weird all day. My pills were in the close corner of my planner where I couldn't see them. I forgot my morning HRT. welp it's 14 hours past too late now I guess -_-

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