moody bitch

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today's post is brought to you by my oral fixation #selfportrait #photoedit #highkeywannafuckrightnow

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tfw your entire existence is performative and all you want is to be cuddled and not need an identity for 72 hours #midterms #selfportrait #photoedit #imsotired #killme

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honestly this is from yesterday i forget what i was thinking #selfportrait #justrealizingrightfuckingnowitsoffcenterthatwillkillme #actuallylikethiseditalot

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when you're highkey a piece of shit #selfesteem #murderme #needconstantvalidation #disgustinglyalone

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fuck recipes

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we're trying to have children tx for asking

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early morning moon reminding me of the importance of the void

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would it be reasonable to drop out of school because the boys at home fuck me better than the ones here

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rain is purifying

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i wonder if boys know i'm better than them

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come on bb onions you can do it

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The Cycle

My new parts are cold with their soft newness They age and under the pressure of my body begin to boil They yearn to get out to be cooled once again in the freedom of the void Some days I let myself erupt my molten soul into the void and return to my peace But some days I wish to burn, to press myself into my body Define and guard my edges to bring burning bits of my soul back into myself I boil hotter and hotter until I am a supernova burning up the galaxy and can understand the true relief of the void until I form once more

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I fade into the void

There are days my soul is crawling out of my skin to seep into the constant comfort of nothingness I sometimes open my edges and let parts of me slough off into the void Fill myself once again with new emptiness so I can be reborn from the void inside me

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2:47am

kiss me touch me hold me closer lick me bite me pull my hair bruise me mark me shove me against a wall  press me close and define my edges where they touch yours  mark me  remind me of my body’s boundaries light me up with pleasure and pain make me a bright star of sensation in the unfeeling void

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We Suffocate Slowly

We were made from stardust. We were made from beauty and heat and light, but we were born from the void. Birthed from nothingness and still carrying it with us. We fill it with people and food and pleasure,

but only in a void can we breathe.

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the 'vi is disappointed with her sex life' starter pack top to bottom: sigil for returned attraction, sigil for queer girls to recognize my own queerness, sigil for attractive people to approach, and a sigil for previous sexual partners to want you again

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don't fucking talk to me