How i feel picking up the blade after saying i quit

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How i feel picking up the blade after saying i quit
Waking up after a attempt be like
When the song is so good but it makes u wanna kys
When you don’t like your friends hanging out without you but you also don’t wanna hangout with them <<<<<<
When people get mad at u for being depressed, cutting, being mentally Ill, or suicidal like that’s helping…. 💀💀💀
Wanting to kys but your life isn’t bad it’s just the current situation <<<<<
Guys my life is like fnaf but instead of trying to survive the night with anamitronics i have to survive my thoughts
if you’re gonna invite me to plans you gotta tell me BEFORE i take my bra off there’s no way in hell im putting it back on what’s done is done
Me when being sexualized by a guy (i tried to kill myself last night already don’t make this worse)
Just out the hospital guys!!/j I failed obv so I’m back here no one noticed tho thankfully because if i went to a psych ward i would kms frfr
Me staring at the phone after getting a text (it’s gonna be bad i just know it)
Violent poetry >>>
Losing them hurts me. (So does the blade)
I love taking photos.
Took a nice photo today.
When all your friends do shit without you (they begged you to come but your rotting in bed)
Having depression and being lazy is different! You want “5 more minutes” of sleep in the morning, i chronically miss school, don’t drink if there isn’t water near me to avoid getting out of bed, and I’m even too drained to eat. I’m rotting in bed as i type i genuinely can’t get of bed I’m too far gone. It’s different!! It’s effecting my physical and mental health + my grades and social life!!! It’s not fun and it’s not a “cute mental disorder” for you to cosplay!!! I hate my life!!! Hope this cleared stuff up! ☺️💗💗💗