RotMaxxing

TW: i post triggering shit and honestly this whole account is just a mini diary for all my problems

[vivizzii]

How i feel picking up the blade after saying i quit

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Waking up after a attempt be like

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When the song is so good but it makes u wanna kys

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When you don’t like your friends hanging out without you but you also don’t wanna hangout with them <<<<<<

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When people get mad at u for being depressed, cutting, being mentally Ill, or suicidal like that’s helping…. 💀💀💀

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Wanting to kys but your life isn’t bad it’s just the current situation <<<<<

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Guys my life is like fnaf but instead of trying to survive the night with anamitronics i have to survive my thoughts

[kn0witwellcaramel]

if you’re gonna invite me to plans you gotta tell me BEFORE i take my bra off there’s no way in hell im putting it back on what’s done is done

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Me when being sexualized by a guy (i tried to kill myself last night already don’t make this worse)

Just out the hospital guys!!/j I failed obv so I’m back here no one noticed tho thankfully because if i went to a psych ward i would kms frfr

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Me staring at the phone after getting a text (it’s gonna be bad i just know it)

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Violent poetry >>>

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Losing them hurts me. (So does the blade)

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I love taking photos.

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Took a nice photo today.

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When all your friends do shit without you (they begged you to come but your rotting in bed)

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Having depression and being lazy is different! You want “5 more minutes” of sleep in the morning, i chronically miss school, don’t drink if there isn’t water near me to avoid getting out of bed, and I’m even too drained to eat. I’m rotting in bed as i type i genuinely can’t get of bed I’m too far gone. It’s different!! It’s effecting my physical and mental health + my grades and social life!!! It’s not fun and it’s not a “cute mental disorder” for you to cosplay!!! I hate my life!!! Hope this cleared stuff up! ☺️💗💗💗