ASK THE FANLOIDS ANYTHING! header by @ikaranaide Co-owned blog between Inky and Shan. Current Event: None! Shan is currently taking in commissions! paypal.me/ishipit
However, I do have blogs off of hiatus so follow those if you wanna see my art!
Instead, I’m doing a vocaloid cosplay call with my friend and anyone with utau/vocaloid/fanloid/vocal synths in general are free to join! It’s on skype and starts are 7:30 EST time today! (in 30 minutes!) But you can join late! Message me here if you wanna join!
Hey, if you’re curious as to why the blog is on hiatus, I’m gonna put it in this post under the read me. It will also include a short summary of why if you don’t like reading all too much! feel free to contact us here, as for my discord, which is Luki#1198 If it changes and you can’t get ahold of me through there, pm me and I’ll let you know what it is at that time.
Depression is awful. It’s been dragging me down. As well as anxiety. I’m failing all my classes, I just got a job, but I constantly fear that I’ll get fired. I love my friends, but I can get distant as well. sometimes I feel it is better that I don’t exist.
But
I know that killing myself isn’t going to help.
it never will.
Everyone is unique and amazing and DESERVES to live. It is NOT anyone else’s choice who deserves to live or not.
Before I continue, I want to say, though I have diagnosed depression and anxiety, like many others, it is very important to know that everyone’s problem is unique and requires different treatment than others. Please stay safe, and keep going for yourself and the sake of living. It’s your life, no one else’s.
Now going back to what I was saying, I am now seeing a therapist again. This one is specialized in my type of diagnosis. I’m going to work hard to keep fighting to live and accomplish the goals I have set out for myself.
This is going to take a lot of time and energy.
As much as this blog has been a blessing to my life, and I know inky loves it aswell, I CAN’T focus on it right now. My life is the most important thing to me. I need to fight for it. Even if it’s from myself.
Please understand, I love you all. I wish you guys the best, but I can’t be focused on maintaining a blog when I can barely maintain myself.
We will come back, not too long from now. And don’t worry, I will post from time to time, as well as message and chat with anyone who wants to chat with me.
But for now, I say, love to live, live to love. I’ll be back soon!
TL;DR, I’m busy with cooping with mental issues and will be back shortly. I am fine with messaging people and receiving them.
I’m gonna be gone for a little bit more. You see both of me and Inky have been really busy with school. It’s gonna be for a bit longer. Expect a really long post soon. That is if I decide to make it.
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