「 alienated by society. 」

I TORTURE YOU, TAKE MY HAND THROUGH THE FLAMES. I TORTURE YOU, I'M A SLAVE TO YOUR GAMES — I'M JUST A SUCKER FOR PAIN. I WANNA CHAIN YOU UP, I WANNA TIE YOU DOWN. OOOOHH, I'M JUST A SUCKER FOR PAIN.

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if you don’t eat your girl’s pussy i will

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Find a way. If there’s none, make one.

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「 DAARKDAAWN ⋮ ROWAN MCALISTER. 」

she   was   annoyed   to   no   end   that   her   brother   had   decided   to   show   up,   but   the   truth   was   rowan   was   more   irritated   with   HER   PARENTS   thinking   she   needed   a   chaperone.   looking   around   the   bedroom   she   called   hers,   her   vision   was   BLURRY   with   tears   and   all   she   wanted   was   to   do,   was   scream.   the   plan   in   her   mind   for   these   few   weeks   had   involved   a   whole   lot   of   BEDROOM   TIME,   but   of   all   the   scenarios   she’d   imagined   —   bringing   a   guy   to   her   room,   girl-talk   until   four   am   —   none   of   them   had   included   her   sitting   on   the   edge   of   her   bed,   CRYING   on   the   first   night.   when   hearing   a   voice   speak   to   her,   calling   her   the   nickname   only   ONE   person   in   the   world   called   her,   rowan   snapped   her   head   around   to   look   towards   the   door   and   the   first   thing   she   did   was   to   QUICKLY   wipe   away   her   tears.   he   was   not   to   see   her   look   distraught   or   hurt,   as   she   believed   he   didn’t   deserve   to   see   her   human   side.   for   all   the   time   they’d   known   each   other,   rowan   had   felt   an   EXTREME   attraction   to   luca,   but   with   what   had   just   happened,   it   was   as   though   it   had   dulled   within   her.   still   there,   just   a   lot   more   FAINT.   rolling   her   eyes,   she   wiped   away   the   last   of   her   tears,   wanting   more   than   anything   to   just   run   away,   but   with   luca’s   tall   frame   covering   the   exit,   rowan   knew   that   wasn’t   a   possibility.   INSTEAD,   the   red-haired   female   got   up   from   her   position   on   the   bed   and   walked   in   silence   towards   the   balcony   door.   opening   both   of   the   floor   to   ceiling   doors,   she   let   the   fresh   wind   from   the   beach   blow   through   her,   before   exiting,   all   in   hopes   of   getting   AWAY.  

crimson rimmed     pools of emerald finally acknowledging his presence     ,     luca bore witness to the     vast display of emotion     portrayed upon the beauty’s figure as nimble digits attempted to discard evidence of her humiliation     —     succeeding in little beyond     furthering his remorse     .     rowan had never excelled at concealing her emotions     ,     her heart taking permanent residence upon her sleeve     ,     seemingly never finding cause to influence her otherwise     .     in comparison     ,     henrik asserted the importance of perceiving others to his son with every strike of his belt     ,     the     SUBTLE WELTS AND LONG SCAR     etched in the rigid structure of his back a mere testament     .     yet     ,     in that moment     ,     he desired no such ability     ,     as it entailed absorbing the     full capacity     of the other’s anger     ,     her movements increasing the distance between them as his greeting went unmet     .     ❛     as you’re well aware     ,     i’ve never possessed a talent for apologies     .     ❜     —     ❛     BUT     …     I’M SORRY     .     ❜     he conceded     ,     slowly following in her wake as hues of hazel refused to avert from the gentle     exposed slope of her spine     ,     a rare hint of guilt laced in his tone     .     if he was to be honest     ,     the exact motives behind his refusal to cease cian’s motions sooner were unclear     .     undoubtedly     ,     the male that the vixen had deemed suitable was     …     DISCONCERTING     .     nevertheless     ,     he had maintained his fair share of questionable partners     ,     recognizing rowan’s ability to decipher her own choices     —     making his inaction     all the more perplexing     .     shaking himself from the troubling conundrum     ,     luca’s soles finally ceased     ,     stature now     hovering a mere foot behind     the red head     ,     her scent nearly overwhelming his senses in a way it never had before     .     ❛     YOU KNOW YOU CAN’T IGNORE ME FOREVER     ,     SQUIRT     .     i’ll stoop to petty levels and sleep in     the bedroom next door     if that’s what it takes     .     ❜     he teased     ,     timbre unusually warm     ,     as it often was in the presence of those who made him feel at ease     .

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「 DAARKDAAWN ⋮ YULIA KLEIN. 」

                         —————      the   young   female   had   been    ENCAPTURED    by   her   computer,   uploading   pictures   of   her   paintings   to   her   school   portfolio,   with   a   cup   of   russian   tea   on   the   table   next   to   her.   as   soon   as   the   sound   of   knuckles   against   wood   filled   her   ears,   yulia’s   face    TWISTED    in   confusion   —   she  wasn’t   expecting   anyone.   having   been   taught   by   her   parents   to   be   trusting,   she   got   up   from   her   seat  &   removed   the   chain   from   the   door   WITHOUT   asking   who   it   was   or   looking   through   the   peephole.   pushing   down   the   brass   handle,   the   sight   that   welcomed   her,   was   a   pleasant   yet   confusing   one,   “   hi   ”   she   spoke   gently,   with   her   head   tilted   slightly   to   the   side,   “   can   i   help   you   ?   ”   a   innocent   &   polite   smile   graced   her   lips.   TO   HER   KNOWLEDGE,   they’d   only   seen   each   other   in   the   halls,   exchanging   pleasantries.   yulia   had   no   idea   the   male   on   the   other   side   of   her   threshold,   had   witnessed   her   ACTIONS   in   the   alley   a   few   nights   ago.   her   behavior   that   night   could   be   BOILED   DOWN   TO   her   first   night   of   drinking   in   since   high   school   along   with   a   boyfriend   with   a   MAJOR   talent   for   persuading   her   into   doing   things   she   normally   wouldn’t.   yulia   would   NEVER   ADMIT   to   doing   something   like   that,   nor   admit   it   had   been   the   best   night   of   her   life   ;   little   did   she   know,   everything   was   about   to   be   exposed.

a duplicitous warmth     etched upon his features     ,     malik enabled the screen upon his device to go dark as the barricade gave way     ,     revealing a blonde     .     before him     ,     the petite figure reflected an innocence nearly     impossible to ignore     ,     her     gentle countenance     disguising a tainted interior     ,     preventing the assumption of naivety     from arising within the perceptive male     .     instead     ,     thick digits sank into the depths of his pocket     ,     easing his iphone into the confinement as he beheld her features     ,     subtle in his meticulous observations     .     ALWAYS CALCULATING     ,     always absorbing     ,     a method to his madness that provided     comfort to the anxiety     that consumed his daily life     .     ❛     sorry to bother you     ,     love     .     ❜     malik hummed     ,     dialect oozing from his tongue akin to honey     ,     pools of gold portraying warmth     .     ❛     i accidentally forgot my key inside of my apartment next door     .     so     ,     i’m kind of locked out and my phone is pushing one percent     .     i was wondering if i could     borrow your phone     for a second to call the landlord     .     ❜     he breathed      , the virtuous query concealing     UNHOLY MOTIVES     .

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「 DAARKDAAWN ⋮ SHAE DEMPSEY. 」

                       —————      although   the   plans   for   the   trip   to   palm   springs   had   been   settled   WEEKS   ago,   at   the   last   minute   shae’s   boyfriend,   ford,   had   decided   to   join   them   &   with   that,   ten   became   ELEVEN.   currently   standing   outside   the   house,   SHARING   a   cigarette   with   the   man   who   had   decided   to   care   for   her,   despite   her   shifts   in   attitude   &   constant   cattiness,   the   femme   was   hoping   for   a   CAREFREE   &   fun   time   with   her   friends.   joy   was   clearly   visible   on   her   face   (   an   emotion   rarely   seen   with   shae   )   as   she   leaned   in   &   let   her   ROSY   brims   connect   with   ford’s.   it   wasn’t   until   she   pulled   away   from   his   arms,   that   she   NOTICED   who   was   passing   by   them without   as   much   as   a   look   in   her   direction.   seeing   H I M   again   instantly   caused   the   female   to   clamp   up,   her   previous   smile   now   replaced   with   a   scowl   while   VIRIDESCENT   eyes   studied   the   tall   man.   suddenly   her   hopes   that   this   vacation   would   be   easy,   were   sent   flying   out   the   window.   while   the   friends   &   ford   begun   laughing   at   atlas’   actions,   shae   ROLLED   her   eyes   at   both   his   actions   as   well   as   his   TERM   OF   ENDEARMENT   for   the   other   female,   she   let   go   of   ford’s   hand,   to   be   able   to   cross   her   arms   across   her   chest.   being   sure   that   he’d   left   her   because   she   didn’t   MATTER   to   him,   the   brunette’s   feelings   of   anger   boiled   up   again.   she   had   been   pretty   sure   she’d   L O V E D   the   man   only   a   few   months   prior,   &   he   didn’t   as   much   as   greet   her    ?   low fucking blow.   “   i   need   another   cigarette   ”   she   mumbled   to   herself,   as   the   group   of   friends   HUGGED   their   newly   arrived   peer.   ford,   completely   OBLIVIOUS   to  shae’s   annoyance,   reached   out   his   hand   to   the   other   male   for   an   introduction,   as   shae   found   herself   exiting   the   house   on   to   the   deck,   with   one  hand   CLENCHED   as   though   she   was   hoping   for   a   chance   punch   altas’   face.  

easing the attire-filled duffle to the floor     ,     the grin perched upon atlas’s features     only widened further as     he felt the female’s tiny fists begin to collide against the     rigid muscles along his back     ,     her pleas to be released filling the air     .     ❛     alright     ,     alright     !     ❜     he conceded     .     ❛     BUT YOU HAVE TO SAY PLEASE     .     ❜     the dialect provoked laughter among their peers     ,     of     which only intensified     as the blonde slung over his shoulder blade begrudgingly muttered a     PLEASE     in response     ,     her movements ceasing     .     no further prompting needed     ,     the male gently returned the figure to her prior stance     ,     A SMACK ECHOING     as her palm playfully struck his pec     .     ❛     you’ll forgive me     .     ❜     atlas finally muttered     ,     countenance creasing momentarily as he winked before finally greeting those that now surrounded them     .     though his happiness to be in their presence for the next few weeks was genuine     ,     the task of greeting his peers was mind numbing     ,     the vision of shae with another continuing to     gnaw at his brain stem     .     SHE WAS STILL HIS     ,     at least     ,     in his minds eye she was     .     seas of navy absentmindedly seeking out the siren     ,     atlas instead bore witness to the stranger’s introduction     ,     a grin remaining     on his features as the two shook hands     —     the other clearly obvious to the knowledge he had once     fucked his girlfriend     .     ❛     good to meet you too     ,     man     .     i’m atlas     ,     glad to have you along for the fun     .     ❜     HE LIED     ,     entertaining the male momentarily as shae’s disappearance became more noticeable     .     quietly     ,     the bartender distanced his stature from the chattering group     ,     venturing towards the deck as his gaze beheld a familiar beauty     .     ❛     it’s very rude not to say hello to the man     ONCE RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR ORGASMS     .     ❜     he tsked     ,     tauntingly     .

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「 DAARKDAAWN ⋮ ROWAN MCALISTER. 」

                          —————         dancing   alone,   eventually   lead   to   a   guy   she   knew   nothing   about,   grinding   up   against   her   from   behind.   the   redhead,   who   already   had   a   few   drinks   in   her,   was   ENJOYING   THE   ATTENTION,   as   the   random’s   hands   moved   up   her   body.   the   careless   atmosphere   in   the   room   quickly   shifted   though,   as   a   STRING   OF   WORDS   flooded   her   ears   from   a   voice   rowan   had   been   hoping   not   to   hear   for   a   while.   her   gray-ish   green   eyes   SHOT   open   as   the   male   she’d   been   dancing   with,   practically   ran   away,   causing   rowan   to   turn   around.   she’d   been   expecting   to   see   cian,   but   when   seeing   the   tall,   dark   and   handsome   luca   at   cian’s   side,   she   PAUSED   for   a   second,   looking   up   into   his   eyes.   the   pause   didn’t   last   long   though   ——   before   long,   she   had   her   arms   crossed   under   her   chest,   LASHING   OUT  at   her   brother,   “   what   the   hell   are   you   doing   here   ?   ugh,   did   mom   &   dad   send   you   to   babysit   me   ?   ”   she   questioned,   already   knowing   the   answer.   all   eyes   were   on   her,   and   under   any   other   circumstance    she   would   have   loved   it,   but   in   this   case,   she   felt   nothing   but   HUMILIATION.   growling   in   annoyance,   she   turned   her   gaze   to   meet   cian’s   eyes,   but   trying   to   intimidate   her   brother   with   her   TINY   stature,   resulted   in   a   laugh   from   the   shorter   of   the   men.   “   oh   fuck   you   !   ”   rowan   spat   towards   her   brother,   before   looking   towards   luca,   “   i   would   have   expected   this   from   him,   but   not   from   you   ”   turning   her   back   to   them   and   taking   long   strides   towards   the   stairs,   the   tears   begun   welling   up   in   her   eyes.   the   last   thing   she   wanted   to   was   to   let   loose   with   cian   and   luca   around.   the   two   together   were   more   intimidating   than   any   of   the   other   guys   she’d   invited,   which   resulted   in   her   KNOWING   she   wouldn’t   be   having   as   much   fun   these   few   weeks,   as   she’d   hoped   to.  

hues locked     ,     luca     endured the scrutiny     of rowan’s gaze with significant effort     ,     her pools reflecting     the humiliation brewing from within     ,     instigating the seepage of guilt within his own     —     the betrayal laced in her tone giving him pause     .     he had endured a lifetime of playful     I HATE YOU’S     as a result of his association with cian     ,     nonetheless     ,     the petite figure had never before uttered such words of     genuine disgust     in his direction     .     ❛     i’m assuming you’re proud of yourself     ?     ❜     the towering male queried     ,     tone void of emotion     ,     as his gaze remained fixated on the red head ascending a nearby stairwell that had otherwise been blocked off in an effort to preserve the state of their bedrooms     .     ❛     i’ll go check on her     —     you     …     be you     .     ❜     soles squeaking against the hardwood flooring     ,     luca retraced the route rowan had escaped moments prior     ,     countenance     contorted in determination     before ultimately approaching a creased doorway     .     inside     ,     a familiar figure was visibly shaken     ,     features flushed crimson     ,     tears descending the swell of her cheekbones as his pools finally absorbed the capacity of her appearance     .     forced to depart     the beauty’s graduation premature in the wake of a business crisis     ,     the male had been unable to remain long beyond the conclusion of the ceremony     ,     much less speak to her in the moments afterwards     .     now     ,     however     ,     the reality of how much rowan had matured threatened to     propel the wind from his lungs     —     her breathtaking appearance only highlighted by her display of emotions     .     ❛     HEY     ,     SQUIRT     .     ❜     he finally spoke     ,     ceasing his admiration as he announced his presence with a gentle knock upon her door frame     ,     easing himself into the interior of the bedroom     .     it was apparent that     an apology was in order     ,     yet     ,     one never spilled     ,     never failing to recognize the terrible execution of them whenever he had attempted     .     instead     ,     he stood there     ,     back braced against the now closed door to     prevent another escape     .