vent lair

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it’s my hiatus and i get to decide how to take a break

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losing your mind and deciding to turn it into a game

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i’m tired of losing people

i’m so tired of losing everyone i love

i’m so tired of being betrayed and backstabbed and abandoned

i just want to be loved

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i still love him and i can’t help the brainwashing he did to me

i don’t want to love him anymore

i don’t want to love him

i don’t want to love him

I DON’T WANT TO LOVE HIM

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i’m okay right now, but holy fuck i need to scream!!!!

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it feels like there’s a growth of spikes in my chest. like my heart is turning into a crystallized razor. like a sea urchin lives in my chest.

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i was gonna be in the talent show, but i got bullied out of doing it lmao.

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this song reminds me of her.

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here’s my vent place, welcome if you happen to find it, enjoy listening to me bitch and complain about things.