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so now in a purse group I’m being called a gossiper when I asked AI and was told a time February 18 at 12AM and the runway bags never gotten dropped. But I gotten answers from Coach that they were preordered up before February 18
feeling unwelcome at work
so I’m not going to get into details here but some of the rules where I work at have been unfairly directed only towards me like I’m not allowed to be first in line and for what ever buzzar reason now I’m not allowed to talk about their other locations in lives on facebook. I felt like I had been getting pushed out the door and I’m currently looking for a better opportunity with more hours and better pay. I have been taking Alison courses online for retail management to hopefully someday get to be an assistant manager and bring a positive change in retail and make it a better place to work in. Some of my thoughts is even possibly trying to get rehired by my former employer once they are hiring again or to go somewhere else. I’m just looking for a more welcoming and positive environment to work in.
so with my new employer that I got hired by in December 2024 had been treated by them like I was a friend and they allowed me to if I wasn’t scheduled to work until 2PM on a Saturday or off. And I was allowed to go be first in line as I’d get there at six in the morning before any of the customers would get there and I was allowed to play in the line games. Now during my first week there someone from corporate was at the store and this person literally was targeting me and kept on yelling at me no matter how I was doing my job and I was doing it how corporate HR had told me and this person wanted it done a different way than HR. So here is how things have been starting to make me not feeling like I’m welcome shopping there any more but they like that I have been doing YouTube shopping hauls from there store. First off I know that we are not allowed to buy anything that is worth $100 or more on load day but a coworker was allowed to buy a Michael Kors bag that was valued for over a hundred dollars and a different time this person was allowed to buy a urn that was valued over a hundred dollars and was allowed to wrap tap around garbage bags and throw them in and was allowed to throw adult items in with the items for sale. Yet they would get after me if I did the same thing and they had literally took an item out of my hold pile to literally do what I already had done which was they had to do a price check as they thought the item was valued for over a hundred dollars which it wasn’t before they had allowed me to buy it. Ultimately this week I got told after the last couple of saturdays I haven’t went there to the store and waited in line at 6AM to be told that if I’m there at six in the morning that I can’t be first in line which I think is bull sh*t that I’d have to go to the back of the line now if I’m the first person there. I feel this is not fair to me as I have noticed that they moved things around since load day so I would not really know where things are on a Saturday let alone to be told that if I’m truely there first is to stay in my car until everyone else gets in line before I can get in line which is NOT FAIR! A different time they targeted me and scolded me for not tapping together some junk broken lights together and putting them with the items for sale. My decision is to fallow through with FSET and taking Alison courses in retail management and continue looking for employment for a job that pays $14, $15, or $16 an hour and gives me 25 to 40 hours a week and will allow me to work my way up the ladder. As I’m not feeling welcome shopping there anymore and have decided to once I get a different job that I will shop there less to rarely due to unfairness and treatment but I also don’t want to burn any bridges with them. If you really want to be fair to me and you know that I’m a regular there then just F*cking let me just work Wednesday to unload the bins and at noon leave then and this way you can let me be first in line cause I truly won’t know where thingss are but I’m fine with not playing lines games. The point is that there customers would for example see that I’m there in my car and they’d figure anyway that I’m first and save my spot and then there’s no way the manager would be able to stop that from happening otherwise they’d start an argument with a bunch of customers who have talked to me while waiting in line in the past. But it is what it is and I can’t argue with a manager on this topic as I know once I do get a different job and give them a two weeks notice that the final week whenever it comes they will not schedule me on my last load in Wednesday once this happens whenever I do land a new job somewhere else.
so back at the beginning of December 2024 I accepted a job that doesn’t pay enough money per hour and doesn’t give me enough hours after I was wrongfully terminated on October 21. So yes there has been some things that I didn’t like that with my current job that I was yelled at for literally doing my job as told and I will not go into detail on it all. What I have decided to do is work where I am until I can get back into mega coop even if it’s a different location with a Chippewa address or somewhere else that will pay me $14,$15, or $16 an hour and give me 25 to 40 hours a week and give my current employer a two weeks notice and not burn any bridges with them as you don’t know if you ever have to go back to them for whatever reason. My main focus is to still work my way up at a place to assistant manager to bring a positive atmosphere to retail and then plan on my future retirement that will be in many years from now. I will be working on building my YouTube channel up so I can monitize it once I get a little over a thousand subscribers. I have a GoFundMe that is still active for raising money to help my husband and I get our bills caught up especially with my Klarna payments due to I fell behind in December due to my husband wouldn’t let me take any money out to pay for my debt. With my GoFundMe account I haven’t been able to get anyone to donate even a dollar to me so I even shared the link in some facebook groups and some took it down on me and some said oh send me the link or go here for help which was absolutely no help at all and in the USA there’s no helping hands organization to help us pay bills and if they’d click on the GoFundMe link they’d be able to donate money through that not me needing to send a different link. I think that people were assuming that I was using GoFundMe as a way to scam them when I wasn’t and I genuinely needed help with our bills temporarily. Like one youtuber said on their channel when they used GoFundMe to raise money “help someone out and in the future they may help you out in return “. Even if I can still get donations to help I will only use the funds to pay bills and possibly pay off Klarna if I can raise enough money. The thing I can say is that in October 2024 I wasn’t planning on getting fired or wanting to get fired from a company that I was actively looking for a new job so I could leave them with a two weeks notice and not burn any bridges with. It was a shock and it sent worry into me and made my husband having two or more really bad anxiety attacks and having to take him to the hospital more than once. Another piece of advice I gotten from my mom and husband which is true I don’t know if I will be going back to mega coop for employment once they are hiring again, I could end up somewhere else but my gut feeling is that I’ll be going back to mega coop. On top of that my Klarna account is on pause until the middle of March so I’m trying to pay off as much as possible before then as my husband still wants me to watch how much money I use.
I lost my job officially on October 21 but my last day was on October 20 and I was unemployed until December 4 when I had to take a job that pays way less than what I was wanting. This was so we could pay our bills because I was disqualified for unemployment benefits on November 9 and have been fighting for my unemployment benefits as I was wrongfully terminated by my former employer without notice or warning. I was literally the whole month of November trying to get back to work but had many potential employers turning me down or leaving me hanging without knowing if I got the job or not. Or told me by the way we have someone in training but if they don’t last or if we have enough hours then you have a job and then I again hear nothing back from them. I started a Go Fund Me to help my husband and I get caught up until I’m fully back on my feet and this way we can work on building back up the checking account. And believe it or not during my time of being unemployed my husband had multiple anxiety attacks and panic attacks and I had to bring him to the hospital. During my time of being unemployed and a little yet I have been getting blamed for our current financial problems as I am behind on my Klarna payments and I have been listening to my husband about not touching our checking account. But I still get yelled at by him and he was thinking about wanting to sell our house to pay our bills and he still makes me cry and I feel the pain badly and it causes me to feel extremely depressed. He admitted to be always worrying about how we are going to pay our bills constantly and doesn’t know why I’m not worrying much, but I told him that I can’t worry too much or it will cause stomach alcers like my dad said. Right now I need a miracle to get me through this cause there was times he threatened to divorce me, but I think he done that out of stress and anxiety and didn’t mean it. I haven’t been able to sleep well at night because I have been getting yelled at every so many days. If anyone does dad donates money to my go fund me I’d be very grateful for their generous help in our time of need. With the money I get from the go fund me I’d seriously would ketchup on my Klarna payments and even pay through this month into the beginning of the next month and pay our bills with it so that way we can have money for groceries and save for our mortgage payment with our regular paychecks. I have been doing surveys also to try to earn this money to pay down on my Klarna debt bills and to use at The Daa Bin Store but it’s very slow to get the money. I have also went through some of my bags and listed some online for sale and tried selling items I bought for cheap online, but again my husband feels that I should sell most of my stuff which is extremely slow seller items which I do know the value on . Here’s an example if I had decided to sell an antique doll and said that I need $400 on eBay and here no one watches it , no one views the listing, and no one bids on it , then I end up having to mark it down to where I have to take a huge loss of money in order to sell it online, or I get a reseller message me on eBay and complain about my shipping charge on the doll or asks me to take below half my asking price. Even I have somethings listed on facebook marketplace and guess what no messages on those items
day three of the drama that has went on and I went to an estate sale to clear my mind about all the hurt to me that has happened. Yesterday I was here and there anytime I even thought about what happened and how I was accused of slandering the person who hurted me and made me look bad. So I had my mind starting to clear up at the estate sale and I was starting to feel better until I got home and boom my husband criticized me for buying something and bitching me out about my purse collection. As soon as this started back up I went to the basement and put clothes in the dryer and started to cry. All of the finger pointing at me for things I’m not doing wrong is causing me to cry, get depressed badly, and make me feel like doing like my grandma did just lay in bed all day. Apparently I can’t do anything for my YouTube channel to help build it up. I’m not trying to get to a million subscribers in any way. I feel like I’m being judged for things that I enjoy doing and collecting and people taking things wrong. I’m honestly very depressed right now and feel like drinking lots of pop to calm my nerves. I feel like I’m in the same situation as Ashley Rose was a couple of years ago. If I get what I need to do done Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday I’ll just lay in bed most of the day
so with the drama that was started by one person not me they unfriended me on Facebook along with their sister. Honestly apart of me wishes Arnie’s mom was still alive cause none of this would happen. I did nothing wrong to anyone of them and I’ll leave it there
let the healing begin
After all the drama that happened yesterday that I will not talk about. I talked to some people and they gave me good advice on how to deal with this. I’m now hoping that this blows over in a week or two and I can start putting my TicTok back to public and certain youtube Content back to public soon. I honestly couldn’t get much sleep last night because of all the drama that happened. I won’t let this bother me anymore like one youtuber that I fallow that was bullied by more than one other youtuber said once she got it to finally stop “I need time to heal and to stay away from the negativity of certain people and you know who you are and what you have done to me “. With that being said I’m not going to be out thrifting this Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday and I’m going to do like the youtuber I fallowed said I’m going to take time to myself to get this off my mind. I collect purses and antiques, dolls, and currency and none of my stuff is junk it is worth money. I’m ahead on YouTube content anyway and this is a lesson do not judge someone and never spy on people in the end we are not all perfect. I will never let my self get into a hoarding situation. In the end time will heal all wounds and everything will go back to normal again.
hurting inside
so with the recent drama that has been going on dealing with my YouTube channel and TicTok and I don’t want to talk about here here. Has forced me to temporarily put my TicTok to private temporarily and some of my YouTube content to private temporarily. Honestly I’m hurting inside and like with what happened to another youtuber that I fallow that got hurt and seeing how after this all went by and people who hurted this person basically stopped and everyone forgot she is doing a lot better now than a couple of years ago. I’m going to be ok and hopefully come spring I can get my TicTok and some of my YouTube content back to public again. It’s going to take time to heal from the drama that was caused and right now my trust is at a loss. Maybe when I do the Christmas store tours for YouTube it’ll make me feel better. Time will heal all wounds and I just feel like crying right now 😢 . The youtuber I fallow is trying to get back on after a year hiatus and I can tell she is now happier than she was before.
when you’re spouse is crabby
honestly tonight while I’m trying to watch tv up stairs my husband comes to bed at 8PM and wanting to go to sleep, while I’m watching tv and not ready for bed yet. Then he starts getting really crabby at 9PM asking me are you going to bed yet it takes you forever to get ready for bed and I’m like yes I’ll go to bed before midnight for Pete’s sake. And he counties to complain while I’m finishing watching a tv show. He turned the light off and I had to turn my phone light on so I can finish watching a tv show. Then he says maybe I should wake you up at 5AM which honestly I don’t care I’d get more done before work.
Been trying to get a new job
So I’ve been actively looking for a new job so I can get more than 22 hours a week and work more than three days. I’ve been getting turned down by potential new employers or the potential employer doesn’t offer me enough money per hour to leave my current employer that pays me $15.65 an hour. It’s very frustrating when ether of this happens when I want to better myself and I’m at the point of thinking about crawling back to Menards for employment. I do have a job interview at Arby’s on Tuesday morning and I have no idea what the starting pay is there. And I can’t go no less than probably $14 right now. Next week I’m cut to working only three days which is upsetting for me and that’s not going to pay the bills. I’m going to have to be stingey with using my money for a while I can do some holiday blogs and blog the fair. By being stingey with my money it’ll help if there is a very good estate sale or garage sale that comes up. My husband Arnie needs a new car badly but the banks won’t let him.
Trying to make things right
So I have applied for to be a seller on Whatnot , but I have to quickly raise money enough to help myself and my husband. So I told my mom to have my dad sell all my guns except my 30 30 so I can have a jump start on raising the money. I will have to list on Facebook marketplace some Dooney and Burke bags and I know that this sounds crazy but I’m going to try to raise $3,000 or more. I’m going to have to sell some of the dolls and hopefully get so we can still live in our house. It’s been a ruff year and the money would help us greatly. I’m very depressed right now but I’m scared and worried about my husband. Just trying to get by while building my YouTube channel and wish me luck on raising money to pay our bills and fix my husband’s car so he can trade it off.
Things haven’t been going well lately
First off since I’ve been applying for a new job so I can give a notice to my current employer and get out of a bad situation I’ve had job interviews multiple times but I keep getting turned down for the job that I’m qualified for. My husbands car broke down and had to be towed to Markquart to see if his warranty will cover the cost of replacing his 2017 Chevrolet equinox pistons and now we are down to only my car. And by the tone of the way my mom was talking to me on the phone tonight it sounded like when I was talking to her about United for respect and she said watch what you say online and I do watch it. But now I suspect but not 100% sure I am thinking that my brothers bitch of a wife that is cheating on him and possibly abusing him and controlling him found out that my brother has for years been planning on breaking up with her and she’s threatening my parents now. I can’t say that this is happening cause I don’t know that for sure. All I can say is her daughter doesn’t look like a Peterson nor anything like my brother and her daughter dosent look like her and anyone on her side and I think Shamula Antos not only has been having an affair with another man but slept and got pregnant by a different man and lied to her parents, our parents, and my brother and made my brother think that he’s the father when he’s not.
I have a bad feeling in my gut
so last night around 10PM a coworker texted in the group chat that they couldn’t work their 1p-9p shift today and another worker took that shift. Now I am scheduled to work 8a-4p today but we have another person coming in at 2P and I have the gut feeling that the 2nd assistant manager will send me home earlier than 4p. I know it’s still early and to see how the day plays out but she was originally scheduled to do computer training from 1p-9p and now she can’t.
Wasn’t given enough time to answer
So the store manager texted me this while I was sleeping in bed at 6:11AM and she unfortunately didn’t give me enough time to answer her. I would’ve told her if she would’ve given me more time to answer her that yes I’ll come in at 10 and work till five. Once I got out of the shower and dressed and put laundry in the washer and as I was about to answer her then she texted me back this. I did not hear from you so the other manager took the extra hours thank you. What I did was I emailed my DVR vendor and told them about this and I told them that I would’ve taken the extra hours but I wasn’t given enough time to answer her. This is just one of the reasons why I’m looking for a new job somewhere else in retail, and I hate feeling like I’m on call. My fear is that the store manager one of these days will text and wake up out of bed the wrong person who will let her have it via text message or phone call for waking them up early.
Idiot driver was disrespectful at Family Fare
the idiot driver drove a white or silver suv had her blinkers on to turn down Bay Street. She stops the car and I’m trying to drive straight when she could’ve easily turned around and let me go straight. Then she gets out of her car and making hand signals that I don’t know what she means and I can’t hear her anyway and then she starts keeping on doing hand signals and walking towards my car and I’m like oh no you are not going to f*cking touch my car when you are raging for no reason and then I just drive around her carefully. Like I said she could’ve just stayed inside her car and just turned around and drove in back of me and let me go forward cause I stuck my middle finger at her and drove away. Moran people have their radio on when they are driving do not get out of your car and act stupid in public.
My employer wrongfully writes me up for something not in their rules
yesterday my employer wrongfully written me up over the assistant manager counting out my drawer and signing me off and claiming I was sitting there at the clock since 4:43PM which she had lied to HR about. So I written the truth in my comment which I knew the store manager has to send it to corporate which now they should question if this was an act of retaliation which it is from my managers where I’m currently working at. First off they written me up for saposeidly time stealing which was never in their rules or in the hand book and I have never time stole and here’s the kicker they claimed that I’ve done this before which I have never done so I don’t know why they are claiming this. From what I’ve learned is that the assistant manager can’t keep her story straight about last Wednesday and I hope her and the store manager knows that since I believe that they are retaliating against me cause I have applied and interviewed at their competitor and they are looking to get rid of me before I find a new job somewhere else. Anyway since they are retaliating against me they can lose their jobs, get written up, or demoted if I was able to prove this to corporate. Once I do get a new job somewhere else I will through the website that’ll give me a chance to report the management crew at work for retaliation and recommendations for removal of the managers and for them to be replaced. Rules should not be made up on the fly so managers can abuse their power to write an innocent employee up. My husband is recommending that once I find a new job somewhere else that I don’t give my current employer the time of day for any notice with how I’m being treated cause if I do he says that they will look for a reason to get rid of me sooner than the two weeks notice. My plan is on my very last day at my employer that I’m currently at I will file a major complaint about a lot of things at my current employer to corporate through the website in hopes that they fire the store manager and the assistant manager of station. Once I’m working somewhere else they can’t write me up or get rid of me for this complaint. If anyone asks me what broke the camels back with working at my current employer I’d say many things that have been going on for over a year that made me feel unwelcome and made me feel like I don’t belong there. So now they are trying to get my one coworker so they don’t write her up for punching in ten minutes early they are now saying that she asked if she could punch in early which means they should then write her up as well for this made up rule of time stealing. I do plan on telling work force resources everything why I want out and how management there treats me so bad. I’m to the point where if I don’t get out of that location and go to a new employer soon I will just ask for a transfer to lake halie store just to get away from the trouble and give me time to look for a new job. If you have read my last blogs about what really happened last Wednesday you’d know that I was only fallowing their rules which was only to punch out five minutes early on the earliest same with pushing in. This made up rule goes against this rule that they tell us and yes the assistant manager wasn’t able to wrongfully punch me out earlier and I feel that corporate should take full responsibility of her actions of retaliation against me and write her up for this serious act of retaliation. Would she be happy to be written up and demoted over this no , but it would teach her to act more professionally towards her employees.