[vortiqern]

clear cache ! masterlist

When will he rid you of that name? Child, curious, chosen. Like you are something to raise up to the savage sky, both the star and the sacrifice. Unless soccer is what’ll tell the right story, you say: not right now, anyways. Not while you’ve a life you’ve left to know, the body of a dead girl with your name to understand.

status: ongoing! (slow updates TT) relationships: kidou yuuto x reader, gouenji shuuya x reader, raimon natsumi x reader, endou mamoru x reader (more tba LOL) tags/warnings: female protag (who is very oc coded. no appearance stated But there is a last name), significant memory loss, unreliable narrator, minor canon divergence (cmon it's a 100+ episode show let me live), implied/referenced suicide attempt, (hopefully not) possibly inaccurate depiction of therapy, i love break trio word count: 38.5k

CHAPTER LIST:

1 ] if i will mourn

2 ] to my loving tethers,

3 ] the tress of my troubles

4 ] my tomorrow, love our sorrow

5 ] live your lesser life

6 ] tba

(more to be added !! if the chapter title is there but remains unlinked, the chapter exists on other platforms ^^)

find it on: ao3 / quotev fic tag: #talk=clearcache @vortiqern 2025-2026 ! do not plagiarize.

[vortiqern]

next chapter is almost done i just have this bad habit of prolonging conversations to be 2000 words longer than they should be

[vortiqern]

Ok it is done. after i proofread i'll release the next 10k words of literal nothingburger

[vortiqern]

next chapter is almost done i just have this bad habit of prolonging conversations to be 2000 words longer than they should be

[vortiqern]

was tagged by @i-lovedivorce for a short question game!! thank you :)

last song: swicy - unis

currently watching: house md.............

currently reading: my old drafts

current obsession: wes anderson's color grading

currently working on: U already know im duking it out with the 500 papers i have to write. but other than this i really would like to just fix the outline of clear cache because it's a mess and i don't understand anything in retrospect haha

last google search: melatonin gummies effectiveness

favorite flowers: edelweiss

[vortiqern]

HI HELLO pretty please continue clear cache its actually one of the best ie x reader fics ive ever read and the way you write and word things is devastatingly beautiful ill never forget the gutpunch that I got from your first chapter love ur work sm and i hope ur doing ok

so as it turns out clear cache is dearly beloved... perhaps not by many but Beloved nonetheless by people other than myself and that is what truly matters... wish mc!asuka could see this rn she would be So unbelievably giddy knowing her story meant something to someone!! thank you so much for this :,)

i am kind of hesitant to return to it since it's been so long and i Have been writing. but just Not for cc. i know i mention this a lot but with the frequency in which i write for academic purposes (research Especially), that alone took such a heavy toll on my motivation to do Any form of creative writing because of the sheer amount of work i had to do .... also it's probably just a Me issue but all that academic writing made my prose incredibly bland for an awful while and i fear i am Still feeling the effects. aaahaha. this is why i tell you: read a book. a good one. the most ive been doing is consume writing i like on a passive basis, so at least i might be anle to hone my inspiration and mental storage for creative references, even when i dont necessarily have the energy to write out stuff myself!!

clear cache... i know i don't write the way i used to, so it might seem awkward when i get back into the story, but i want to try... i love ie dearly, the only reason i chose to write for ie instead of blue lock (as much as i would have loved to. the trash talk is genuinely insane) was because of how lighthearted of a tone it takes despite having such Questionable occurrences and plotpoints in Canon. also because i am incredibly biased to gouenji. Ok enough rambling. but to conclude: votiqern is going to finish the next chapter if they do not die Ok? Ok

[vortiqern]

If someone Politely asks me to continue clear cache i Just might because i am Kind of feeling it Right Now

[vortiqern]

thinking about how VicRo gouenji's business is yet to be revealed.. for the sake of my oc i pray level 5 has not given him a wife

[greymet]

Endou🥳

[ilustraboo]

Victory Road Goenji

[vortiqern]

i dont want to rush you but when do you plan to update? do you have a time frame in mind? but no rush

see i was planning to sit down and just Finish the update before the end of feb i Really Was. but everytime i have free time it's just me Thinking i have Free Time because the concept of Free Time virtually does not exist in my life ................................................

[greymet]

Cats

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happy valentines!! my contribution this year is the idea that mc!asuka once had a secret admirer who gave her chocolates in her shoe box and it's this exact event that irritates natsumi so much that she decides to retaliate by giving her ultra premium chocolate from europe saying "Anonymous gift giving on Valentines is an excuse for cowardice. With that said I certainly am Not a coward." i think i could flesh this into a longer snippet sidestory chapter someday

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my html auto formatter messes up so much of my fic's spacing ... irks me soo bad to see multiple lines of dialogue from different characters all on the same line like oh my goodness i hate having to manually edit this mannn

[ilustraboo]

Starting a new adventure

I tried to choose the best pokémon for this trio. I mean, ofc Goenji must have a Scorbunny and Kido a Piplup, but I didn't know what would be the best choice for Endo. I picked Rowlet because it has its mind empty (? xd

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on that note i Do get notificationd of people spam liking my stuff and i get shockwd knowing that oh ya my thing exiss and peole are reading it and are Enjoying it? And it makess me oddly horrifird snd Happy. Very happy please do not mistake this for me being ungrateful i am Very happy ok

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How are you? ☹️ I get worried sometimes. You havent posted your story in months..

hello! first thank you for worrying :,) until now i still get mildly Disturbed whenever someone admits to me theyrw concerned. let alone Thinking about Silly old me... but i do appreciate it ha ha ha

life is life; there is no stoppijg the Onslaught of papers your axademic institute will Force you to write snd submit and revise and write and submit and revise............... skmetimes i worry that once im done with all this id have no energy left to ppursue this fic of mine. sigh.

please ignore my typos its approximately 1am. again i appreciate the concern!!and goodnifht ^_^

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I recently saw your Inazuma Eleven fanfiction on Quotev, hi author! I think it's kind of interesting that you went with Annie as the production of the school drama club. And I stalked your blog a bit (Sorry!) defo agree the jane doe song from ride the cyclone fits y/n, like the part where jane doe sings Won't you tell me at last who I am? resonates with how confused she is lmao

Also sorry I wanted to ask this for so long now but is Inazuma Eleven the only fandom you write stories for? Was wondering since you didnt have other animes in your profile

ok i genuinely forgot i uploaded it on That Site for a hot minute. ty for the reminder... to answer that i remember actually doijg mild research on what popularly western shows got japanese productions and iirc (do correct me if im wrong) annie has been produced and performed in japan since the 1980s(?) haha i only did the bare minimum for research so i am Probably Incorrect my apologies. glad u agree w my thoughts on the ballad of jane doe bc oh my god do i love that song...

no ie isn't the only piece of media i write for!! youd be surprised to see whats in my gdocs files, and although i initially created this account for ie related stuff only, it might be...... Well. Healthier for my mental if i started writing for soul eater or something idk im very fond of its setting and overall vibes too so Who Knows.

thank you for the ask :) my anons the only ppl keepijg this blog alive man