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â â So are you starting at me âcause I did something wrong or do you have something on your mind?â
Gabriel raised an eyebrow. "Someone's having a bad day I see.."
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So I've been having anxiety about this whole therapy thing. I don't know what to expect or how they're going to react to things I say. I just don't want to mess this up. I want to fix us. I think I'm going to see someone one on one, just to get a feel for the process so I don't feel so blind sided. Decisions decisions...
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âAgreed!â he raised his cup in support. âMy brotherâs a dipshit for letting her go in the first placeâ he echoed into his cup. Putting the cup back down on the table to face bobby he replied, âbecause weâre broken and no one wants to get fixed. Or we canât do it without someone else telling us..I donât know..itâs one huge argument of âyouâre not the boss of meââ. He sighed heavily. âIts like a really bad Dr. Phil episodeâŚcoukd be worseâŚcould be MauryâŚbut then none of us have questionable babies, and I think thatâs a requirement for the show.â Smiling stupidly, he fist bumped the air, âdamn right you do!â
âHey!â He held up a finger. âBe nice to the dipshit. Alex is still mah bro. Still love him. And at least HEâS better than Edward for sure.â Bobby listened to the young man with a frown. Here he was talking about himself when his best friend and his brothers were not in the right state of mind. âAh. shit. I think Scottâs the one with questionable babies. Those cuckoo girls look awfully like him. Just sayinâ.â He snaked an arm around Gabe. âListen kid, you guys have had it real rough and I think that maybe seeking out some help wouldnât be the worst idea. Everything will resolve itself.  As for me? Iâm not here pining over Kitty. We had our chance and I blew it. Iâm fine with the repercussions. Besides, plenty of Bellas out in the world.â It was the most honest he had been with himself in ages.Â
âYeah well..heâs literally my brother..and heâs a dipshit...Pfft yeah..Edwardâs laaaame. My brother is a lot of things, but not lame.â He looked sadly into the bottom of his cup, upset that it was empty, before pouring another. âHA! I'd like to see Warrenâs face if he found out. One kid, he could probably handle....five..Warren might throw him off the Empire State Buildingâ he chuckled. âI hope youâre right man..Yeah thatâs true..anyone you have your eye on?âÂ
âRIGHT? Jacob was way better than that British dude..â He shrugged, âhey man, you never know, you might still have a chance. Sheâs totally dragging Connor along for the ride until she figures out what she wants. Maybe itâs you, I mean what do I know. Iâm going to therapy soon..â Gabriel got sad at the thought of his dad, âI bet he was an awesome man..â He looked up at his friend, âNo Bobby! Youâre a good man! It doesnât end like this! Not for you! You wonât end up like Jacob!â
âEdward was just a whiny joke. âBellaaa. Donât come close to me.â He mocked the famous vampire and shook his head at Gabrielâs words. âListen kid, I donât think Kitty would do that. Even when Piotr came back after that mission, she tried and then had to call things off. She wouldnât hurt a fly. I donât think itâs me. Itâs your brother and Iâm learning to live with that butââ He shot him a sympathetic look. âTherapy? How come? Yeah, your dad was from what I have heard.â Bobby laughed. âAlright, I wonât end up like Jacob. I refuse.â
âAgreed!â he raised his cup in support. âMy brotherâs a dipshit for letting her go in the first placeâ he echoed into his cup. Putting the cup back down on the table to face bobby he replied, âbecause weâre broken and no one wants to get fixed. Or we canât do it without someone else telling us..I donât know..itâs one huge argument of âyouâre not the boss of meââ. He sighed heavily. âIts like a really bad Dr. Phil episode...coukd be worse...could be Maury...but then none of us have questionable babies, and I think thatâs a requirement for the show.â Smiling stupidly, he fist bumped the air, âdamn right you do!â
Alphonso laughed lightly at his friends comment,â Well an early congratulations, Gabe! Iâm proud of you!â He smiled âItâs the devil in me, keeps me looking good. Hahahah! And other then running missions with your brother and finishing school, trying to find the right time to ask Cat to marry me.â Al said slightly above the normal level of speech. âSorry, didnât mean to say that out loud. Shhhh, donât tell Cat I said that.â
âThanksâ he chuckled. âMust be, what did you sell? because I donât think your soul is enoughâ he joked. Gabrielâs face grew serious momentarily, âmarry? Wow. Congrats manâ he pulled Al in for a quick embrace. âDonât worry, my lips are sealed. â
âNaw, still got my soul. We just share the body.â Al waved a hand over his chest and head. âYeah just trying to find the right time to ask her, but running around the world with your brother and school kinda makes it hard. You know he still has your lasagne pan? Itâs like right by the front door at his and Warrenâs pad.â
Gabriel chuckled at his friendâs wit. âSorry bro, at least my brother makes time for somebody..â Gabriel almost choked on his next sip, âTHAT BASTARD I KNEW IT!!â He huffed, âthatâs Martha Stewart you know!â
âIâll remember. Freaking Bella didnât know what she had until it was gone.â His eyes widened.âLike when I decided oh let me be a big boy and play the field. Lost Kitty after that.â Bobby sighed. âAlex has a family that isnât full of dickwads.And from what Scott has told me, your dad was a good man. My father wrote the book on douche. This ainât no pitty party Iâm just sayinâ. He has the most amazing girl after him. He gets to be a fuckinâ Avenger. He gets you and Scott.â Bobby finished his glass. âI get a team Jacob shirt and old ticket stubs.â
âRIGHT? Jacob was way better than that British dude..â He shrugged, âhey man, you never know, you might still have a chance. Sheâs totally dragging Connor along for the ride until she figures out what she wants. Maybe itâs you, I mean what do I know. Iâm going to therapy soon..â Gabriel got sad at the thought of his dad, âI bet he was an awesome man..â He looked up at his friend, âNo Bobby! Youâre a good man! It doesnât end like this! Not for you! You wonât end up like Jacob!â
Alphonso laughed lightly at his friends comment,â Well an early congratulations, Gabe! Iâm proud of you!â He smiled âItâs the devil in me, keeps me looking good. Hahahah! And other then running missions with your brother and finishing school, trying to find the right time to ask Cat to marry me.â Al said slightly above the normal level of speech. âSorry, didnât mean to say that out loud. Shhhh, donât tell Cat I said that.â
âThanksâ he chuckled. âMust be, what did you sell? because I donât think your soul is enoughâ he joked. Gabrielâs face grew serious momentarily, âmarry? Wow. Congrats manâ he pulled Al in for a quick embrace. âDonât worry, my lips are sealed. â
âThatâs lame and pretty messed up. I got you kid. Whenâs your birthday?â Bobby laughed out loud. âYou just confessed to being Team Jacob well let me tell you how invested I am in Team Jacob. Kittyâs fault. She made me watch that shit.âHe licked his lips and shook his head. âIâm jealous of your brother man.â
âThanks Bobby. October 18th.â He grinned âKittyâs team Jacob too! I knew there was a reason weâre friends!â Taking a sip from his glass âshe didnât deserve him you know. Girls suck.â Gabriel raised an eyebrow, âyouâre jealous of the mopey fireball in the corner over there?â
Rahne smiled softly, âWell, just say the work and Ah know a good pub near by that will do just the trick for you.â Noticing the other physical reaction to his brotherâs name, Rahne then adjusted her hold on her wine glass and took Gabeâs hand in her, tugging him away from the wine table. âAlright. Distraction it is then. We donât need ye moppinâ around at a party like this, so give us a smile, yeah?â
âRahne, youâre an amazing friend. I donât think I told you that enoughâ he grinned, feeling the effects of the alcohol. He looked at Rahne and gave her the cheesiest grin. âHowâs thisâ he joked.
âBecause Scott like to dad everyone. Iâm older and he still dads me.â Bobby grinned and gave Gabriel a playful jab to the jaw. âShucks, kid. Youâre too good for this world. Hey listen, Kitty can like who she likes I guess. Do I wish it was me? Hell yeah but my life ainât over.â He looked over to Kitty and Connor together. âAre you saying that because you think Alex still loves her or something?  Iâve has suspicions. Iâm not 17 anymore. So Iâm not fighting those two for her but I think those two are hot headed enough to destroy this place. Shit. Kitty.âÂ
âScottâs not my dad..heâs lame..and you know what? He never gave me back my lasagna dish..I mean who does that?â He smiled at Bobbyâs jab. âOh they totally still love each other..itâs like a bad episode of twilight..the movie..which is pretty bad since they were all awful..totally team jacob thoughâ Gabriel shrugged, âAlex will blow anything up today iâm pretty sure.â
âMoody McGee and Goody Two Shoes? You are a blast in a glass, kid.â Bobby took a sip ofhis own alcohol. âOh please. Scott is always out doing stupid shit. Youâre not 16 anymore. Iâll talk to him.â He made a face. âHuh? Kitchenânevermind. Kitty? Yeah sheâs super pretty. Like ridiculous. Iâm not hitting on her if Iâm here with you, dude. I like Kitty, yeah. Who doesnât? He laughed at Gabrielâs words. âYouâre actinâ a fool tonight. Love.â
âReally? He never tells me this stuff..â Gabriel finished his glass and poured another. âYouâre good peeps bobby..I like you..donât know if I like you with Kitty yet..but I like youâ He hiccuped. âOh come on! You gotta admit, dude is kinda weird with the greetings in different languages and stuff..plus for someone whoâs so smart, he doesnât listen..Kitty HATES being called dear and he does it all the time..one time...I said it jokingly and she threw a mug at my head. I ducked..but man sheâs got an arm..â
âNo worries, roomie.â Al said with a smile spread across his face. He opened his arms and hugged his old roommate before refilling his own glass. âMy god Gabe, it feels like yesterday we were sitting in the room and I was professing my emotions about Cat to you. How have you been?â An obvious hue of crimson across his face accompanied with a wonderful smile.
âI remember..those were the days huh?â he took a swig of wine. âIâve been good! Canât believe iâm graduating this yearâ he chuckled. âWhat about you? What are you up to these days besides not aging it seemsâ he laughed
Bobby started to crack up. âNo dude! Scott is no shit head we got shit faced! Butââ He arched a single brow. âScott and Alex can be douchebags. What the fuck happened? Look Baby Summers, youâre too good for this world. Flee and do cool things like glacier climb. Shit that sounds amazing. God Kitty looks great tonight!â
âBobby, brother suck..be happy you donât have to deal with Moody McGee and Goody Two Shoes all the time.â He took another gulp of wine. âCanât glacier climbâ Gabriel replied, now sitting at the table with his head laying on his arm. âGoody two shoes says its too dangerous...but who knows..might die tomorrow in a kitchen fire.â Gabriel was unaware of how nonsensical he was sounding. Lifting the cup to his lips, he continued âKitty always looks nice..sheâs so pretty..wait are you hitting on her..you like kitty?â He thought about objecting but changed his mind. âWell better than the creepy dude..â
Having managed to pour herself a glass of wine before the youngest Summers had taken over the table, Rahne sloped her brows slightly. âAye? Well if thatâs so, yer goinâ to need somethinâ stronger than wine.â She mused, teasing only for a moment before looking at the other with concern, âDo ye want to talk about it? Or would ye rather just have a distraction from it?â
He looked up at his friend, âhey, yeah I wishâ he chuckled. âIâll take distraction for two thousand Alexâ he held back the urge to cringe at saying Alexâs name.
âAw. Gabe! Oh itâs so good to see you again!â She wrapped her arms around her faux brother. âI was so nervous about this whole thing and Iâm just glad youâre here.â
âAre you kidding? I wouldnât miss this!â he hugged Kitty tightly. âBeware, the bonehead brothers are at it again.â
âGeeze. That bad? Has something to do with Scott and Alex? You guys ok? No need to break out the detail just being a friend.â He poured himself another glass. âThis is glass numero tres. or four? Not sure. I get drunk easily too. This one time in college, your brother had to drive me back to the dorms shit faced.â
âYou have no ideaâ he replied, taking a deep sip of the elixer. âJust family dramaâ he shrugged, tilting the glass back and pouring another. âI canât remember the last time I got drunk. Is that sad? Does that make me sad? Iâm 22. I feel like I act like the responsible one all the time...do you know how much pressure that is for a kid like me?..youâre right heâs a shit face..â Gabriel took a deep breath âwow it really does hit you quick, Tony has good taste.â
âMy favorite Summers baby. What the hell?â Bobby laughed as Gabe zoomed past him. âAlright. Not asking. This wine is good though.Hella sweet and itâll get you right away.â
Gabe cracked a smirk at Bobbyâs comment. âI donât really care at this point as long as it has alcoholâ he chuckled. âRight away? How much have you had?â