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hey yo so i was bored and decided to log in to this shit hole, i aint coming back so don’t get any ideas but i deleted skype and all that shit off my phone so i’m so sorry to the people ive ignored, i really didn’t realise how many messages / people who wanted to contact me. i’m really sorry. i didn’t mean to completely black people out but, i didn’t realise when leaving this place that i never really wanted to think of it again. so ive decided this will be my final post on this blog for good, i’m gonna change my password to some really weird numerical & alphabetical pattern thing that i’ll never remember & then delete this email so! life update while we’re here:

i’m super duper happy, literally. i didn’t realise how happy i’d be with leaving this place. life is so much fucking better. obviously i don’t want to give the impression that y’all should all leave, because that’s not the case some people adore this place & it’s their home. it was mine, not so much anymore. i think of it more like a place i grew out of. but, i love getting to be me again. i love smiling, i love going out, actually adventuring to the outside world (lmao), making new friends, new adventures, etc! it’s so much more exciting to do that when i’m not worried about writing, drama, gossip, icons, themes, etc etc.

i don’t read comics anymore. i actually find this kind of shocking lol, considering i read almost 2,000 comics solely on nat but, i don’t read them anymore. i finished nat’s last run which i liked, tbf, and then said goodbye. felt like a good place to stop. a nice conclusion to my all time favourite character, that will never be replaced. i still obsess over her, obvs, i bought a mug the other day bc she was on it, but it feels nice knowing that now i’m a lot more than just a fangirl.

so the last update i think i gave everyone was that i was seeing a guy or something?? idk, basically ages ago i was seeing a guy, he was a fuck boy, broke my heart a lil, i then fucked a guy who was in my project group (fuck me that was awkward) and now i’m insanely happy!! me and my boyfriend have been together around 4 ish months now?? and we’re going super strong. pretty sure i’ve fallen head over heels for this guy, considering we spent 2 months (every single day....) together, he even moved in at mine lol, we were that gross domestic couple cooking & food shopping together. it sucks bc he’s away for a month but i get to see him in 2 weeks and i cannot wait!! but this is gross and happiness is gross lol, but yeah he’s hot, bearded, ya know my type (chris evans im looking @ u)

i’ve made some incredible friends, and i mean friends for life seriously. i can’t imagine living without them. for once in my entire life ive felt whole & complete, that i have friends to support me. it’s crazy because ive never felt that before, but here we are, too happy.

i don’t write anymore, either. strange but, i miss this the most, not gonna lie. out of everything the tumblr experience gave me, i miss writing so damn much (of course i miss the people i was close with too!)

apart from that, i think this is the last official goodbye. i just wanted to let everyone know that i am sorry, you can still contact me on skype (drippingredledgers) & i’m really active on pinterest tbh (antelucan) but apart from that, i’m not dead, i’m just super fucking happy & i hope everyone here is equally as happy, remember you all deserve to smile & you’re all awesome. i love you all & thank you.

#pEACE.#honestly i should start a blog about my life adventures #rule number 1 #dont fuck ppl in ur course #dONT DO IT

ding dong guess whos not dead (yet)

#wow tumblr changed lol #i was bored so i logged in #who wants a life update

#hi to whoever follows me here still!#thought i'd give a life update!#so the guy i was seeing since the beginning lmao ye he's trash #everything was great after christmas and then he fuckin ghosted me lmaoo #asshole #then #i fucked someone in my project #that didn't go well #but now i'm like?? dating! this other guy #we had a date last week which was rlly cute and we're getting waffles and seeing logan tuesday!!#so exciting times lmao #my new bae looks exactly like chris evans tbf #i was rlly down earlier this month i received some rough news as well as that boy being a dick #but all is fuckin great again #!!!!#hope y'all are well #my advice to u all: never fuck someone in ur class #never

me: leaves the internet me four months later: is still with said guy

#honESTLY #how did this happen i left the internet for a week #and found this guy #who i'm head over heels for #and i'm seeing him tonight for the first time in a month i cry i'm so happy #hope everyone's doing well

you said you might come back at christmas, is it true? are you coming back?

honestly, nah. i was thinking about it, especially the first few weeks post - leaving, i missed this place a lot, initially. but taking time away from it has really made me realise how toxic everything is here. the past week since ive been free from classes ive been low key lurking on the dash due to free time, and every damn day there’s someone calling someone out, someone getting upset about something and it’s just so?? pointless. the whole mentality of it, to me, now, is just pointless. it breaks my heart that something i was once so invested in, now is just a remnant of bitter memories. i’m so grateful for the friendships & the people i’ve met during my time here but in truth, as much as i love writing ive really?? grown out of this.

hello this is just to tell u that ella raines is legit natalia romanova ok bye have a nice christmas!!

#this is random but!!#i'm home from uni and i watched this old movie called phantom lady on the train back #and!!!! it nat #gOD #all i could think about was nAT #in the film she's a film noir detective who goes undercover soooo #it works fam it works #shes also so gorg and ugh #so so 70s! nat #this is random but i wanted to share and hope everyone is safe & well & having a lovely christmas!!!!

natalia alianovna romanova does not have the super soldier serum goodbye

#i'm not even here anymore and this still pisses me off #STOP TRUSTING WIKIS #wikis are fan run #thus if fans ( typically fan boys lbr ) see something they can add it #it's not the super soldier serum #it's not a variant of the super soldier serum #it's not the infinity formula #it's a completely new creation #natasha is not equal to steve & she never will be #because she's not captain america #she's black widow & that stands for something else entirely #nat isn't just another clone #goodbye

me: leaves tumblr me: has a guy give me his hoodie y'aLL ITS GETTIN REAL

#god he's so sweet i could talk about him all day #and he's good in bed if u get what i meaaaaaaaaaaaaaan #like mmmhm hmmm sunshine #anyway hope you all are doing great #emily updates.#leaving was the best decision i've ever made #except i did the walk of shame today guys it was awful #through central campus when it was busy at #*af

i miss you ♥

♥

#updates: me and the guy are like a thing now #GUESS WHOS GOING TO HIS RN #ME #hes such a nerd i'm so !!!!#hearteyes !!!#its been so long since ive enjoyed someone elses company i'm just !!!!#i can feel myself falling for this guy i cry so much okay #i hope you're all doing well ♥#goodbye tho #friendly reminder you're always welcome to catch me on skype tho !!#@ drippingredledgers #i love catching up with you guys !!!#♥#stay safe buttercups.

me: leaves the Internet me: SPOONS, CUDDLES, KISSES, BEEN OFFERED A DATE AT A FANCY RESTAURANT, HAS HAD A GUY STAY OVER

#honestly this is so wild I'm crying #is this literally what I've been missing out on #ugh he's so cute i adore him

me: leaves the Internet for like 2 weeks me: has already made out with a guy, stayed over his, been offered a date ITS LIT GUYS ITS SO LIT

#who knew the real world was like this #is this what I've been missing out on for 10 years lmao #basically this blog will be me updating my adventures lmaooooo

tsarova-blog

there need never be any rules between us. LET US BE GREEDY TOGETHER; LET US HOARD. let us hit each other with birch branches & lock each other in dungeons; let us DRINK EACH OTHER’S BLOOD in the night & betray each other in the sun. let us LIE & LUST & take HUNDREDS of lovers; let us dance until snow melts beneath us. let us steal & eat until we grow fat & roll in the pleasures of life, clutching each other for purchase. only leave me my death — let me hold this one thing sacred & unmolested & secret — & i will serve you a meal myself, served on a platter of all the world’s bounty. only do not leave me, swear that you will never leave me, & no empress will stand higher. forget the girls in the factory. be selfish & cruel & think nothing of them. I AM SELFISH. I AM CRUEL. my mate cannot be less than i. i will have you in my hoard, marya morevna, MY BLACK MIRROR. ——— independent rp blogs for KOSHEI BESSMERTNY & MARYA MOREVNA of catherynne m. valente’s novel deathless. penned by RIZZO & MOLLIE.

#hey guys i may not be here but my two favs my wife and my daughter made deathless blogs!!!!!!!#fOLLOW THEM INSTEAD OF ME OK

me: leaves the Internet for a week me: spoons with a guy, yALL ARE MISSING OUT

#lmao I'm sorry but #have fun folks see ya never #tbd

vulnerose-blog

this blog will be locked tomorrow. i will still be on the dash, liking & reblogging posts. but this blog will be password protected & locked. last reminder ; you can find me on skype @ drippingredledgers or on my sideblog @exceptionaire.

#thank you so so much for all the kind messages honestly #my ask box is filled and ive been crying all week.#im so blessed.#thank you all for a wonderful time but alas #i'm too old folks

#cANNOT WAIT TO LEAVE THIS HELL HOLE

You seem like a complete and utter sweetheart. I'm sad to see you go though we we don't know each other. If you come back, I look forward to it.

#thank you so so much ♥#bless your heart.#thank you for being so kind.#for safe keeping.

though i don't think we've interacted much, if at all, it's been an absolute joy having you on my dash. i think i can speak for everyone when i say you will be dearly missed. please take care of yourself, and have fun with school !! best of luck to you in all of your endeavors. ❤❤

#oh gosh i completely adore you !! although we've rarely spoken you've always been a beacon of joy on my dashboard.#thank you for being so wonderful & i wish you the best.#for safe keeping.

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