A Swarm of Dedication

Barabbas Cerebus HE>i.

[cinnamonho]

you make me feel whole, you make life worth living. I love you with everything that I am- thank you for loving me too.

[vulturesinvividcolor]

Don’t play

Mario party with your girlfriend. Everybody looses 😂

[heavenhillgirl]

[vulturesinvividcolor]

I don’t deserve you. I don’t deserve to live

[audiovisual-dept]

[vulturesinvividcolor]

💖U make me happy whether u kno it or not we should be happy that’s what I said from the start I am so happy 💞

[vulturesinvividcolor]

Thank you for being everything I’ve ever wanted and everything I’ve ever needed. Everything was forced with my heart in the past and it’s been a consistent lie about my feelings. With you a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. You’re my perfect little angel. You actually care about me. You actually know how to cook and take care of yourself. You actually know how to help yourself. Your family actually accepts me. You know how to talk to people. We can hang out with our friends or by ourselves. We go to church together and pray together. We’re gonna have some curly headed babies and homeschool them. You are my sunshine and you are my world. Im thankful you don’t have to put on 4 pounds of makeup to leave the house. You look beautiful with and without it. I’m glad that we don’t play tag with anxiety. I’m glad you’re actually an adult instead of keeping your TV stuck on nickelodeon. . Every day with you is an enjoyable adventure. And I can’t wait for many more to come. I’ve finally found my soul mate and I love you Alessia.

[cinnamonho]

I promise to hold you harder than anyone else has, I promise to kiss you more than any of them have. I will never hurt you like they hurt you, and I can promise you- I love you more than anyone of them ever could.

but you already know that

[vulturesinvividcolor]

I need this today. Thank you sweetie

[vulturesinvividcolor]

Im so happy ive found my soul mate

I can be myself. She can be herself. Its nice ACTUALLY loving my best friend. Just you and me.

[vulturesinvividcolor]

I cant run away from my mental illness

And i feel bad for everyone im close to. I dont want to live. I will die on my own terms or i will not die at all. Im slow. My head hurts. Im slow. Im frustrated. It feels like i have autism. I cant convey emotions or thought, or ideas or remember things,. I am growing brain dead. I dont want to live. It shounds like theres a beehive in my head. My friends hate me. , my parents hate me. My boss hates me. I do nothjng but hurt my girlfriend . She deserves better. I deserve the worst. I don't csre who reads this. km fucked up. I, so fucked up. I dont wanna live. My best friends hate me. I dont wanna live. I dont wanna live.

I don't wsnt tl live.

[vulturesinvividcolor]

I

Love you more than the stars and moon and all the planets. I do believe were meant to be together.

Youre forever mine Alessia

[wnq-writers]

If she’s not in love with you, she won’t be comfortable as she is right now. She’s an entirely different person whenever you’re around because she knows, you can accept her weird gestures and crazy ideas. She’s comfortable enough to tell her real stories, deepest secrets that no one else knows except her, and even thoughts that bother her every time. She knows you will pick up the phone late at night just to make her calm or listen to her endless rants about her ex that broke up with her three years ago. She knows you will be there for her through the good and bad times. She lets you enter her world and see her weakest form. That’s how comfortable she is. Please, don’t take it as an advantage. Never try to hurt her because it will melt her heart. Don’t let the smile on her face wear off. She’s comfortable with you, and you can see how her eyes are glowing whenever you’re with her. She trusts you. Hold her, forever.

E.J. Cenita (via wordsnquotes)

@jadedfeelings. 😘😘😘

(via vulturesinvividcolor)

Man..

[slaughteringbunnies]

[vulturesinvividcolor]

You turned into the person you hated

We had something going. We took time off. I wanted you to grow. Care and love yourself. Instead you got worse. You said you hated gabby. But youre just like her. Lie to me, fuck my friends, hang out with drug addicts.

Ive found someone better. I dont wish you the worst in life because i know youll find it. Im happy. Are you? I dont have to fake it anymore.

I know what i need and what i deserve. Its not you. I have real love now. Fuck you. Let me be happy and keep digging your grave.

"To here"

[vulturesinvividcolor]

Did you even hesitate in the doorway its just some thing that id like to know evn tho id still love you

Im almost ready. Im building myself back up. Im goi ng to be strong for myself and you. Were a team. I havent been head over heels for 5 years to not give this my all. I wont let you go. And i wont walk away. It has taken heartbreak and pain to realize what ive lost. Now all that truly matters is you. And i believe there is something here to be learned of grace. Because i cant stop loving you with a heart that breaks like the promises that ive made.

[vulturesinvividcolor]

I mis you

But i cant. I need someone strong. I need someone who can cope. Now im forcing myself to fall out of love witn you. This hurts. Id rather die alone if i had to. Thank you for our adventures. I want you to love me, so I can throw you away..

[mochi]

[thedenofcaseywolfe]