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it was a habit that jimin had to hold or cuddle something in his sleep. he wasn’t embarrassed about it though because he was proud of his pokemon plushies. anybody that shamed him for them were sad, in his opinion. except this time when he rolled onto his side and curled up, his arm slung over something bigger than a small soft pillow. jimin was in deep sleep and didn’t notice or be woken up even when he grew closer and hugged tighter. it felt nice enough to not even distinct between his plush and a giant person.

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Victor was wakened from his light slumber by the head increasing. Blinking his eyes barely open, he turned his head and saw Jimin snuggling up behind him. He shrugged without shrugging and went back to sleep. Being held was nice, and it was Jimin’s doing not his, so he was good. 

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maybe it was because the movie was taking too long to get interesting or because jimin hadn’t had a nap yet and today had been exhausting — but anyway, his eyelids were getting heavy and his head was tilting more. falling asleep to a horror movie wasn’t new to jimin and good thing he was a heavy sleeper so no screams would disturb him. bothering him would only be an option for victor.

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It actually took Victor a while to notice that Jimin had lulled away. The movie wasn’t that scary actually, maybe because the air was too hot and the laptop screen too tiny to give it any scary feeling at all. He simply sighed and loved over at Jimin’s sleeping form, figuring that a nap actually sounded really nice. Waiting for the movie to end, he shut it close and just simply sunk down lower and soon enough sleep took over. 

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jimin wasn’t going to question the others enthusiasm, he’s always been energetic and maybe it’s just more noticeable now because of the atmosphere. probably that. happy the other agreed though, jimin gladly got rid of the current movie on screen and randomly chose one of the horror movies from the list which happened to be ‘the conjuring’. he hadn’t seen this yet, he never watched movies that people talked about and hyped up a lot. they tended to turn out bad. at least now jimin would find out if it was good and he could finally stop thinking about the others thighs but instead some ghosts.

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Finally the horrible movie was gone, but there was no time to relax just yet. Victor loved horror movies, but hated them at the same time. He hadn’t seen ‘the conjuring’ yet, but right now he really wished for it to such really bad, cause there was no blanket covering his legs. 

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jimin glanced at the screen then at victor, which he repeated before questioning “did you want to watch something else? a horror movie?.” he’s never seen the other get so worked up over such a movie so maybe a different one would be better. plus, jimin would rather see people screaming over ghosts than making out after something dramatic happens. somehow, supernatural activity was more natural than this movie so far.

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He was so relieved that it didn’t seem like Jimin suspected what he was afraid he would. Hearing the question about changing movies, he couldn’t help but exclaim a fast and too loudly yes. It was the best idea of the day. Horror movie. Gross and not hot in any way. Great. Why had they even put on this stupid movie in the first place? To be honest, wreck it Ralph would’ve been the perfect choice, but ghosts and demons didn’t sound so bad either. 

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jimin side eyed the other again and tried not to squint too hard, “yep, really mean”. the other was so into the movie and it was boring. poeple’s love for romantic comedies were strange to jimin but he wasn’t judging, just curious. looking back at the actors, he wondered why the mans face was still intact. if this was reality, it would be smacked onto the ground but nope, it had to be romantic. it’s not like jimin could focus on anything else because all there was to pay attention to was the movie and how close the two were. victor had wiggled before and it made not only their thighs get closer but their whole body. gross. yet, jimin didn’t move and had no intention on doing so.

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“Fuck how could I?” He said quietly, hands coming up to his face to rub his temples. Panic creeping in his bones at this point. “How could I just sit here and watch Phillip take advantage of Briana like that. It’s just... It’s just not fair” He added, trying to cover his tracks. It was ridiculous. He never got pent up about movies like these, Jimin would definitely begin to suspect something.

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seeing the twist of the scene, jimin wanted to laugh and let out how she should fight him. he only did a small chuckle and side eye the other. it wasn’t shocking, romantic comedies were always the same. sex, happy, sad, laugh, happy again — same boring stuff. if this was a movie about dragons it would be way more emotional and just overall better. “cheaters don’t deserve to not be slapped.”

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Watching the scenes before him unfold, he could feel his heart beating harder, as he was stuck in the same fucked up situation. “Yeah, totally. Cheating is the worst.” He repled, trying to keep sounding as neutral as possible. The fuck had he even been thinking. Yuri was a great girl, and here he was; watching a movie after he just dry humped her brother.

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jimin wanted a fighting scene, maybe even a ghost, not a sex scene. it was bad enough they were this close in this heat but witnessing this, trying to enjoy a movie and be peaceful to instead feel even more uncomfortable was just annoying. jimin just had to nod and hope the other noticed; knowing that if he tried to speak, he’d probably just complain and grouch about the scene of two people having a great time on a bed to hide his frustration. such a thing wouldn’t of affected him if it wasn’t for victor being beside him. they should’ve chosen a disney movie to watch, this would’ve been a fun time if it was monsters inc.

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How come they put in one of the longest sex scenes in this movie? It was unbearable! Even in a different setting, this would’ve been too much. Victor moved a little on the bed, squirming just a little bit, unable to stay completely still. Just as he was rearranging the blanket behind his back the couple on screen was interrupted, by what seemed to be the mans girlfriend. An “Oh fuck” slipped out of his mind before he ever could react any other way. The scenes before him hitting straight home. 

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the laptop was resting between them, on jimin’s right leg and victor’s left. he wasn’t even paying attention when the movie was chosen but apparently it was one from most watched. jimin hoped it was fantasy or horror, something to scare them instead of bringing any other thoughts because jimin’s mind kept wondering to the body next to him and how nice it felt that their thighs kept touching. “i wish i bought a fan” he commented, desperately wishing that he’d cool down somehow so he wouldn’t sweat. if he did, he would get grumpy and getting grumpy would make him argue. as much as he wanted this to be over and just sleep, he wasn’t in the mood to fight. he just pouted and reminded himself to not whine over stupid things in the movie.

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Hearing the other speak, Victor turned to look at him. Gaze on his lips for 0,0002 second before he turned away to face the screen again, just in time to see that the movie had progressed into a dimly lit bedroom and oh wow. Great. They were watching a sex scene. Not good. With the hot air, their thighs touching and the memories from just earlier fresh in his mind, a sex scene was just not what he needed right now. “I fan would’ve been great actually.” He said, trying his best to keep his voice controlled. Embarrassing that such a soft porn scene would get him worked up so much, but it wasn’t really that at all. It was all fucking Jimin’s fault, being so fucking close. 

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“i guess” he shrugged, setting the laptop down to take hold of the blanket and fold it. it probably wouldn’t feel as nice on their necks but oh well. placing it behind them, he lied back onto it and held the laptop as he waited for victor to get comfortable himself. jimin could tell after awhile this position would hurt but his bed wasn’t big enough to move away from the other or get more comfortable. jimin wasn’t sure if he would of preferred their bodies on top of each other or how they are now; their bodies just slightly apart and jimin could feel the heat radiating off of victor. he hated summer because he didn’t know if it was the weather doing that to him or if the other felt as awkward as jimin did.

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A blanket doesn’t make the perfect pillow, but it works better than just one tiny one. The settled for a whatever movie from the most watched list, that neither of them had watched before and Victor honestly wondered how it could be from that list. It didn’t seem any good. So his mind wandered a bit. His eyes wandered a bit. Not to far, cause this was awkward enough as it was, and it wouldn’t help if Jimin caught him looking at his hands, thighs. Fuck, was it just him or was it starting to get hot in there?

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the two were on their way back to jimin’s room and something about that felt off. they were just in their, clinging and rubbing on each other like crazy. jimin wasn’t sure why the other wanted to watch netflix in his room or do anything with him. couldn’t he watch a movie by himself? did he not need to study? either way, he just sighed and opened the door to his room. “i only have one pillow so it’s not going to be comfy” he said, retrieving his laptop as he placed himself and it on the bed.

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Victor wasn’t even sure why he had though that going back to Jimin’s room would be a good idea after what they had just done up there. But with a movie playing, how bad could it actually be though? He got onto the bed after Jimin, side eyeing him as he mentioned the one pillow. “So let’s use the blanket then? It’s the best pillow of them all.” He suggested. Sure it was good to have to blanket over their legs, but having only one pillow sucked and the blanket would make one massive pillow instead and that was nice. 

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jimin looked at the flicked fry and just flicked it back. “haha, very funny” he said nonchalantly, “i do actually eat, okay, just focus on shoving these fries into your mouth”. 

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“I will” He said and though ‘challenge accepted as he stuffed a few fries in his mouth before standing up. “You got your netflix up and running right?” He asked as he walked to the other side of the table waiting for Jimin to follow him. 

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jimn rolled his eyes and sighed, not bothering to move the fries again. “they’re yours, eat them and become a better baguette” he said, looking at the other, “i’ll eat later”. still crossing his arms, the blond sat up and waited for the other to eat the food. moments like these, jimin kind of understood why some people worked out. punching and lifting stuff seemed like it would help with frustration; though, he preferred to angrily read to work his frustration out. 

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“But I already am the best baguette I can be.” He said back, but reached over for a few fries anyway. Fries was the bestest anyway, Jimin were totally missing out. “When’s the last time u ate? Breakfast two days ago?” He asked, flicking yet another fry in his direction.

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hearing the others words, it was so unnecessary, jimin hadn’t done anything to deserve that sort of disrespect. “i’m not even short, you’re just a freakin’ bagguette” he grumbled, fighting the urge to throw the fries at him but pushing them away instead. that definitely turned him off his appetite. though, maybe he needed it. it made him contribute more enthusiastically to talking, kind of. “that was mean” he muttered, now actually sinking into his chair and crossing his arms over his chest.

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The comment had been unnecessary, but at the same time Victor didn’t want to take back his words at all as it had at least gotten the other to react. “I’m a baguette cause I eat and grow” He said back and pushed the fries over the table again. The other had to eat something. Not that fries were the best thing but it was more than nothing.

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if there was any plan jimin had it was to be wary with making the other angry. it was a hard task to do considering how much jimin just wanted to sink in his chair and sleep but he managed. staring at the fries then reaching out for one, he pouted at it before placing it between his lips — not even chewing it, more so nibbling on it slowly. he wanted to avoid having as many as he could. “yum” he mumbled, trying to smile brightly but knowing his face, it probably came off sarcastic or rude. he was never good at hiding his emotions.

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Well it was. Something. Better than nothing. “You’re such a little shit when it comes to eating.” He said, chewing on the last bit of the burger. “No wonder you stopped growing” He added, managing to make it sound quite offensive but it was not what he had intended. Coming with rude comments now probably wasn’t the smartest thing, but it was how their friendship was build up. 

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he sighed, looking up for once and cringing when he did, “yeah, i’m sure”. he was use to the other talking with food in his mouth but it never failed to gross him out every time. “enjoy your food” he said, gesturing to the burgers and fries. looking away and at his hands again. his hands weren’t even that interesting just, it was something to look at and jimin was probably the worst company to have at the moment but it would’ve been worse to say no. at least he said yes and didn’t make the other upset.

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“Share my fries at leats” He said as he took one and pushed the fries halfway over the table. He had to eat something. Cause Victor was well aware of how the other wasn’t one to eat much and often even skipped meals, and that was just not ok. He could understand that it was awkward sitting here, but that shouldn’t stop anyone from eating. Eating was the best. 

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jimin didn’t know how the other could be so relaxed about what happened between them. doing that with your best friend, basically twice, isn’t exactly something that happened everyday. at least not for jimin. he felt embarrassed, not sure if he was admired or freaked out how the taller one took it so well. whatever, he still didn’t mention any of it. just shook his head and muttered a small “no” at the others question. his eyes didn’t skim any higher than the food in front of him; frankly he didn’t feel like putting any food into his mouth or have any words come out of it.

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Taking a bite of his hamburger, Victor was unable to really huff out a breath. They had agreed on no more ignoring, but Jimin was pretty being really passive. Passive ignoring? Something like that. The other was avoiding eye contact, even looking at his face even and it pissed him off. But he couldn’t really blame the other really. They had just made each other cum by rutting at each other like two horny teens. “Sure you don’t want any?” He asked again, speaking with food still in his mouth. He hated being the only one eating.