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• Stats & weight goals <3

CW: 54.6kg GW1: 50kg UGW: 45kg CW: 120lbs GW1: 110lbs UGW: 99lbs

I’ve been on and off ana for almost two years, hoping to finally stick this time!!

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Cw!! Ana & Unintentional puking.

Took a little break from tumblr but I’m back!! Not that my 120 followers were waiting on me lol. Having such a hard time fasting at the moment!! I think I’ve talked about this before, but I can’t go more that a day and a half fasting because everytime I drink, eat, or move I get really bad heart palpitations and puke a bunch. l know it’s because my body doesn’t actually have the nutrients it needs because I haven’t eaten over 1400 kcals in two years, (I’m usually at 300-600 except when I’m forced to eat) but I’ve never seen anyone else with this problem :( the first time it happened was around October I think & the time I can fast for is getting shorter. I don’t even want to eat!!! I would be so good at this shit if my body weren’t betraying me lol, maybe I need a metabolism week but the idea of that is genuinely terrifying tbh. <3

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No matter how much I restrict you will never catch me eating an ‘ana meal’ because you absolutely cannot convince me you enjoy your avocado rice cakes and seasoned ice 🙏🙏

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Cw!! Ana!!

May calorie tracker <3

Kind of disappointed in myself for fucking up so hard Sunday :( didn’t realise how much I ate until I counted up the kcals today <//3

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Cw!! Ana!!

I cannot WAIT to weigh myself oml,, I doubt I’ve lost much but I only have 10lbs till my first gw!! the suspense is killing me but I’ve drank so much water so I really don’t want to do it today 🙏🙏

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Cw!! Ana!!

Food diary <3 08/05

Net calories: -1600

Kcals ate: 200 Kcals burnt: 1800

Had some tea & a banana!! :} might still eat later because it’s pretty early but I think I’m doing well today.

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Cw!! Ana!!

Food diary <3 07/05

Net calories: -1440

Kcals in: 560 Kcals out: 2000

Only had two chicken gougons to eat but drank a whole lot of vodka and I did not know it had so many calories 😭🙏

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Cw!! Ana!!

Food diary <3 06/05

Net calories: -1350

Kcals in: 400 Kcals out: 1750

Kcals for Monday!!

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Cw!! Ana!!

Food diary <3 05/05

Net calories: -1000

Kcals in: 700 Kcals burnt: 1700

Haven’t been updating for a while as I’ve been super busy but I’ve been keeping track of my Kcals so updateing the past few days rn :}

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Me pulling the weirdest positions near food so I can see the nutrition labels without looking suspicious

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Cw!! Ana

Food diary <3 04/05

Net calories: -1650

Kcals in: 0 Kcals out: 1650

Don’t really have much to say for today :P wasn’t really hungry so no food ☺️ I also weighed myself and I’m down 1.4 since I relapsed 2 days ago :} cannot wait to start properly loosing weight again!!

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Cw!! Ana

Food diary <3 03/05

Net calories: -1350

Kcals in: 350 Kcals out: -1700

Forgot to write yesterdays so I’m doing it today!!

Do you guys ever have a day where you physically can’t eat or drink water without puking 😭😭 happens to me when I fast :( I used to be able to fast for 60 hours do problem but now I can’t even do 40 sometimes!! Tried eating an orange, drinking tea, yoghurt, popcorn, water, and I couldn’t keep any of them down!! Ice cream is the only thing I could eat even tho it usually makes me puke lol. Didn’t measure exactly but I’ll say around 350 Kcals :)

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What Pinterest tags for mealspo still work? All mine have been censored 😫

Cw!! Ana

IK it’s so hard to find good stuff on there <\\3 ‘low calorie aesthetic’, ‘low calorie meal’, ‘0 kcal meals’, & ‘meal inspo’ are searches that have worked best for me :}

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Cw!! Ana

Food diary <3 02/05

Net calories: -1270

Kcals ate: 400 Kcals burnt: 1670

Hey!! Starting a food diary to better manage my kcals <3 Fatigue hit REAL hard today + did not have the energy to make food so I ended up just eating junk food :( Had a chocolate bar (200 kcals) + a protein drink which was also 200 kcals??? How are they making drinks with that many calories that still taste like shit. Didn’t do much today either so not many kcals burnt besides my AMR but wtvs.