mary jane au rp blog

dude idk this is like... my 3rd rp blog what am i doing

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

I don't know what I'm doing here

Trans man. Gay.

Rocky relationship with mom.

I remember like. 4 things from my childhood, maybe less.

Content warnings: mentions of childhood trauma, sh, and past attempts. this list will be updated as posts progress

About the blog owner here:

run by @bassyperson. This is my 3rd rp blog, so not my first rodeo

PFP is @whitestreamrct2's art! PLEASE DON'T FUCKING STEAL IT THEY MADE IT FOR ME TO USE

The other AU Daves this blog interacts with are from the aus for The Skull Beneath The Skin ( @hear-not-what-we-say ) and Hook in Mouth ( @public-enemy-no-1 )

uhhh im pretty sure Shatter and Katt are doing ones for their daves too idk

[public-enemy-no-1]

Sorry about the hug thing earlier. I, uh... should've said something earlier.

- @w4ke-up-d3ad

No, it’s okay! Don’t worry about it, we solved the problem, didn’t we?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Yeah... we did. I just feel like I should've said something sooner.

[public-enemy-no-1]

There wasn’t any need to say anything about it before then, though.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

I just feel really bad...

[public-enemy-no-1]

Sorry about the hug thing earlier. I, uh... should've said something earlier.

- @w4ke-up-d3ad

No, it’s okay! Don’t worry about it, we solved the problem, didn’t we?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Yeah... we did. I just feel like I should've said something sooner.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Good morning, s—uh-other Dave! How are you feeling?

- @public-enemy-no-1 🌸

Better, I guess. Trying not to pick at the bandages you had the medic put on my wrists. The new sheets are uncomfortable though.

[public-enemy-no-1]

I get it, they’re pretty itchy. I can go find some more comfy sheets.

Are you feeling alright?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Oh. Thank you.

Yeah... I'm fine... why did you ask again?

[public-enemy-no-1]

I tend to worry about people I care for.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Oh... Well uh. Hm. Thank... you...?

[public-enemy-no-1]

[Hugs him 🥹]

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

AH- Uh- please don't. Please. Please stop. Uh, I don't um.... do... hugs...

[public-enemy-no-1]

Oh uh, sorry. I’m sorry. Uhh…

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Its okay. You didn't know.

[public-enemy-no-1]

Uh… anything you would prefer to a hug? Like uh… a high five or something?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

...Fist bump? Maybe?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Good morning, s—uh-other Dave! How are you feeling?

- @public-enemy-no-1 🌸

Better, I guess. Trying not to pick at the bandages you had the medic put on my wrists. The new sheets are uncomfortable though.

[public-enemy-no-1]

I get it, they’re pretty itchy. I can go find some more comfy sheets.

Are you feeling alright?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Oh. Thank you.

Yeah... I'm fine... why did you ask again?

[public-enemy-no-1]

I tend to worry about people I care for.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Oh... Well uh. Hm. Thank... you...?

[public-enemy-no-1]

[Hugs him 🥹]

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

AH- Uh- please don't. Please. Please stop. Uh, I don't um.... do... hugs...

[public-enemy-no-1]

Oh uh, sorry. I’m sorry. Uhh…

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Its okay. You didn't know.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Good morning, s—uh-other Dave! How are you feeling?

- @public-enemy-no-1 🌸

Better, I guess. Trying not to pick at the bandages you had the medic put on my wrists. The new sheets are uncomfortable though.

[public-enemy-no-1]

I get it, they’re pretty itchy. I can go find some more comfy sheets.

Are you feeling alright?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Oh. Thank you.

Yeah... I'm fine... why did you ask again?

[public-enemy-no-1]

I tend to worry about people I care for.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Oh... Well uh. Hm. Thank... you...?

[public-enemy-no-1]

[Hugs him 🥹]

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

AH- Uh- please don't. Please. Please stop. Uh, I don't um.... do... hugs...

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Good morning, s—uh-other Dave! How are you feeling?

- @public-enemy-no-1 🌸

Better, I guess. Trying not to pick at the bandages you had the medic put on my wrists. The new sheets are uncomfortable though.

[public-enemy-no-1]

I get it, they’re pretty itchy. I can go find some more comfy sheets.

Are you feeling alright?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Oh. Thank you.

Yeah... I'm fine... why did you ask again?

[public-enemy-no-1]

I tend to worry about people I care for.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Oh... Well uh. Hm. Thank... you...?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

These bandages are loose. I didn't even pick at them.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Good morning, s—uh-other Dave! How are you feeling?

- @public-enemy-no-1 🌸

Better, I guess. Trying not to pick at the bandages you had the medic put on my wrists. The new sheets are uncomfortable though.

[public-enemy-no-1]

I get it, they’re pretty itchy. I can go find some more comfy sheets.

Are you feeling alright?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Oh. Thank you.

Yeah... I'm fine... why did you ask again?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Good morning, s—uh-other Dave! How are you feeling?

- @public-enemy-no-1 🌸

Better, I guess. Trying not to pick at the bandages you had the medic put on my wrists. The new sheets are uncomfortable though.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Fuck. Why did I do that.

I hope I can wash blood out of sheets.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Fuck I think its infected.

[public-enemy-no-1]

Are you okay? There’s a bunch of blood all over these sheets…

We have pads if you need them.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

What, no I uh. I don't need pads. I'm fine, don't worry Da- other Dave. Its fine.

[public-enemy-no-1]

…

Are you sure you’re okay?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Uh. Yeah. Fine. Why?

[public-enemy-no-1]

Come here.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

What? Why? Ugh, fine.

[public-enemy-no-1]

Ohhh, boy. These don’t look good at all.

…

You know, hurting yourself is only going to make it worse.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

...yeah. I guess.

I know they don't look good. Plus the pain is starting to get worse...

[public-enemy-no-1]

Let’s go get these checked out first, then we’ll talk after, okay?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Okay. Fine.

[public-enemy-no-1]

(later I guess)

Anything you want to tell me about?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Uh. I mean. Not really...

[public-enemy-no-1]

Yes, there is. I can tell there is.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Doesn't matter. Its not like I can get him back.

[public-enemy-no-1]

Who?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

You wouldn't know him. Again, doesn't matter. I don't know how I ended up here but this sure as hell isn't the 80s, and I can't get back to when and where I was before.

[public-enemy-no-1]

I’m sure I have one of him. Just tell me who it is so I can help you.

I wish it were the 80s, too.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

The Kirk Hammett here isn't my Kirky. He isn't my sweet man. He isn't the man who kept me from getting low again.

[public-enemy-no-1]

We’ll find a way for you to get back to him, I promise.

For now, please stop hurting yourself. Like I said earlier, it won’t make anything better.

Trust me, I’ve tried it too.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

I hope you do. I really miss him.

I'll stop hurting myself. If I can manage to get back to him, he'd be sad to see I've been hurtimg myself.

[public-enemy-no-1]

It seems like he really cares about you.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

He does. He really does.

I want to be the best version of myself I can be for him.

[public-enemy-no-1]

He sounds like my James.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

I don't think I've met him yet.

[public-enemy-no-1]

You would love him. He’s a total sweetheart and he’s saved my life many times.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

I hope you let me meet him soon.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Fuck. Why did I do that.

I hope I can wash blood out of sheets.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Fuck I think its infected.

[public-enemy-no-1]

Are you okay? There’s a bunch of blood all over these sheets…

We have pads if you need them.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

What, no I uh. I don't need pads. I'm fine, don't worry Da- other Dave. Its fine.

[public-enemy-no-1]

…

Are you sure you’re okay?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Uh. Yeah. Fine. Why?

[public-enemy-no-1]

Come here.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

What? Why? Ugh, fine.

[public-enemy-no-1]

Ohhh, boy. These don’t look good at all.

…

You know, hurting yourself is only going to make it worse.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

...yeah. I guess.

I know they don't look good. Plus the pain is starting to get worse...

[public-enemy-no-1]

Let’s go get these checked out first, then we’ll talk after, okay?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Okay. Fine.

[public-enemy-no-1]

(later I guess)

Anything you want to tell me about?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Uh. I mean. Not really...

[public-enemy-no-1]

Yes, there is. I can tell there is.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Doesn't matter. Its not like I can get him back.

[public-enemy-no-1]

Who?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

You wouldn't know him. Again, doesn't matter. I don't know how I ended up here but this sure as hell isn't the 80s, and I can't get back to when and where I was before.

[public-enemy-no-1]

I’m sure I have one of him. Just tell me who it is so I can help you.

I wish it were the 80s, too.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

The Kirk Hammett here isn't my Kirky. He isn't my sweet man. He isn't the man who kept me from getting low again.

[public-enemy-no-1]

We’ll find a way for you to get back to him, I promise.

For now, please stop hurting yourself. Like I said earlier, it won’t make anything better.

Trust me, I’ve tried it too.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

I hope you do. I really miss him.

I'll stop hurting myself. If I can manage to get back to him, he'd be sad to see I've been hurtimg myself.

[public-enemy-no-1]

It seems like he really cares about you.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

He does. He really does.

I want to be the best version of myself I can be for him.

[public-enemy-no-1]

He sounds like my James.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

I don't think I've met him yet.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Fuck. Why did I do that.

I hope I can wash blood out of sheets.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Fuck I think its infected.

[public-enemy-no-1]

Are you okay? There’s a bunch of blood all over these sheets…

We have pads if you need them.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

What, no I uh. I don't need pads. I'm fine, don't worry Da- other Dave. Its fine.

[public-enemy-no-1]

…

Are you sure you’re okay?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Uh. Yeah. Fine. Why?

[public-enemy-no-1]

Come here.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

What? Why? Ugh, fine.

[public-enemy-no-1]

Ohhh, boy. These don’t look good at all.

…

You know, hurting yourself is only going to make it worse.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

...yeah. I guess.

I know they don't look good. Plus the pain is starting to get worse...

[public-enemy-no-1]

Let’s go get these checked out first, then we’ll talk after, okay?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Okay. Fine.

[public-enemy-no-1]

(later I guess)

Anything you want to tell me about?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Uh. I mean. Not really...

[public-enemy-no-1]

Yes, there is. I can tell there is.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Doesn't matter. Its not like I can get him back.

[public-enemy-no-1]

Who?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

You wouldn't know him. Again, doesn't matter. I don't know how I ended up here but this sure as hell isn't the 80s, and I can't get back to when and where I was before.

[public-enemy-no-1]

I’m sure I have one of him. Just tell me who it is so I can help you.

I wish it were the 80s, too.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

The Kirk Hammett here isn't my Kirky. He isn't my sweet man. He isn't the man who kept me from getting low again.

[public-enemy-no-1]

We’ll find a way for you to get back to him, I promise.

For now, please stop hurting yourself. Like I said earlier, it won’t make anything better.

Trust me, I’ve tried it too.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

I hope you do. I really miss him.

I'll stop hurting myself. If I can manage to get back to him, he'd be sad to see I've been hurtimg myself.

[public-enemy-no-1]

It seems like he really cares about you.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

He does. He really does.

I want to be the best version of myself I can be for him.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Fuck. Why did I do that.

I hope I can wash blood out of sheets.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Fuck I think its infected.

[public-enemy-no-1]

Are you okay? There’s a bunch of blood all over these sheets…

We have pads if you need them.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

What, no I uh. I don't need pads. I'm fine, don't worry Da- other Dave. Its fine.

[public-enemy-no-1]

…

Are you sure you’re okay?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Uh. Yeah. Fine. Why?

[public-enemy-no-1]

Come here.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

What? Why? Ugh, fine.

[public-enemy-no-1]

Ohhh, boy. These don’t look good at all.

…

You know, hurting yourself is only going to make it worse.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

...yeah. I guess.

I know they don't look good. Plus the pain is starting to get worse...

[public-enemy-no-1]

Let’s go get these checked out first, then we’ll talk after, okay?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Okay. Fine.

[public-enemy-no-1]

(later I guess)

Anything you want to tell me about?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Uh. I mean. Not really...

[public-enemy-no-1]

Yes, there is. I can tell there is.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Doesn't matter. Its not like I can get him back.

[public-enemy-no-1]

Who?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

You wouldn't know him. Again, doesn't matter. I don't know how I ended up here but this sure as hell isn't the 80s, and I can't get back to when and where I was before.

[public-enemy-no-1]

I’m sure I have one of him. Just tell me who it is so I can help you.

I wish it were the 80s, too.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

The Kirk Hammett here isn't my Kirky. He isn't my sweet man. He isn't the man who kept me from getting low again.

[public-enemy-no-1]

We’ll find a way for you to get back to him, I promise.

For now, please stop hurting yourself. Like I said earlier, it won’t make anything better.

Trust me, I’ve tried it too.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

I hope you do. I really miss him.

I'll stop hurting myself. If I can manage to get back to him, he'd be sad to see I've been hurtimg myself.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Fuck. Why did I do that.

I hope I can wash blood out of sheets.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Fuck I think its infected.

[public-enemy-no-1]

Are you okay? There’s a bunch of blood all over these sheets…

We have pads if you need them.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

What, no I uh. I don't need pads. I'm fine, don't worry Da- other Dave. Its fine.

[public-enemy-no-1]

…

Are you sure you’re okay?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Uh. Yeah. Fine. Why?

[public-enemy-no-1]

Come here.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

What? Why? Ugh, fine.

[public-enemy-no-1]

Ohhh, boy. These don’t look good at all.

…

You know, hurting yourself is only going to make it worse.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

...yeah. I guess.

I know they don't look good. Plus the pain is starting to get worse...

[public-enemy-no-1]

Let’s go get these checked out first, then we’ll talk after, okay?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Okay. Fine.

[public-enemy-no-1]

(later I guess)

Anything you want to tell me about?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Uh. I mean. Not really...

[public-enemy-no-1]

Yes, there is. I can tell there is.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Doesn't matter. Its not like I can get him back.

[public-enemy-no-1]

Who?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

You wouldn't know him. Again, doesn't matter. I don't know how I ended up here but this sure as hell isn't the 80s, and I can't get back to when and where I was before.

[public-enemy-no-1]

I’m sure I have one of him. Just tell me who it is so I can help you.

I wish it were the 80s, too.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

The Kirk Hammett here isn't my Kirky. He isn't my sweet man. He isn't the man who kept me from getting low again.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Fuck. Why did I do that.

I hope I can wash blood out of sheets.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Fuck I think its infected.

[public-enemy-no-1]

Are you okay? There’s a bunch of blood all over these sheets…

We have pads if you need them.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

What, no I uh. I don't need pads. I'm fine, don't worry Da- other Dave. Its fine.

[public-enemy-no-1]

…

Are you sure you’re okay?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Uh. Yeah. Fine. Why?

[public-enemy-no-1]

Come here.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

What? Why? Ugh, fine.

[public-enemy-no-1]

Ohhh, boy. These don’t look good at all.

…

You know, hurting yourself is only going to make it worse.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

...yeah. I guess.

I know they don't look good. Plus the pain is starting to get worse...

[public-enemy-no-1]

Let’s go get these checked out first, then we’ll talk after, okay?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Okay. Fine.

[public-enemy-no-1]

(later I guess)

Anything you want to tell me about?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Uh. I mean. Not really...

[public-enemy-no-1]

Yes, there is. I can tell there is.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Doesn't matter. Its not like I can get him back.

[public-enemy-no-1]

Who?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

You wouldn't know him. Again, doesn't matter. I don't know how I ended up here but this sure as hell isn't the 80s, and I can't get back to when and where I was before.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Fuck. Why did I do that.

I hope I can wash blood out of sheets.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Fuck I think its infected.

[public-enemy-no-1]

Are you okay? There’s a bunch of blood all over these sheets…

We have pads if you need them.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

What, no I uh. I don't need pads. I'm fine, don't worry Da- other Dave. Its fine.

[public-enemy-no-1]

…

Are you sure you’re okay?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Uh. Yeah. Fine. Why?

[public-enemy-no-1]

Come here.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

What? Why? Ugh, fine.

[public-enemy-no-1]

Ohhh, boy. These don’t look good at all.

…

You know, hurting yourself is only going to make it worse.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

...yeah. I guess.

I know they don't look good. Plus the pain is starting to get worse...

[public-enemy-no-1]

Let’s go get these checked out first, then we’ll talk after, okay?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Okay. Fine.

[public-enemy-no-1]

(later I guess)

Anything you want to tell me about?

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Uh. I mean. Not really...

[public-enemy-no-1]

Yes, there is. I can tell there is.

[w4ke-up-d3ad]

Doesn't matter. Its not like I can get him back.