Prisoner Of Own Mind

. . . . . . . . . . . . In my own world . . . . . . . . . . . . . . second account: melomaniac-thalassophile

[waakemeuupnow]

Being insignificant wasn't hurtful

What really hurt was them pretending I mattered

[waakemeuupnow]

Just when I thought I couldn't be more in love with her, she holds a baby in her arms 🥺

[aceofsquiddles]

I don’t ‘zone out’. Being zoned out is my default state, and I occasionally zone back in to check how things are going.

[quotespile]

“I didn’t want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that’s really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you’re so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare.”

— Ned Vizzini, It’s Kind of a Funny Story

[ladywithahandbook]

“Falling in love for the first time is easy, no past experiences are weighing you down. You don't know what broken heart feels like, you don't protect yourself. You go into it blindly, unprepared, unaware of the risk you're taking. Or maybe that's how it always should be as no person is the same as the other.”

- Lady With A Handbook

[ladywithahandbook]

“There would be no heartbreak today, if that day there was no snow and the christmas lights. No mulled wine in a paper cup. If it wasn't that magical time of the year and your cold fingers didn't brush against mine.”

- Lady With A Handbook

[221bluescarf]

Get Stuff Done! ADHD Edition

You know all those post-it notes that populate your world? I figured out a great way to get all of those things DONE. - I know someone else may have thought of it already, but oh well :)

Step 1: Write all the things you need to do on your sticky note

Step 2: On the back, write a number (these are points)

Step 3: Every time you do a task, take down the note and collect your points

Step 4: Once you collect enough points (10, 20, 50) cash them in for a treat! Make it fun! ADHD brains love fun!

If I want my afternoon cappuccino, I must collect 15 points.

Remember, keep it simple. Don’t just write “clean the house”. Try smaller pieces like “empty the dishwasher” and “take out trash”.

**This can be for anyone, not just ADHD folks. That’s simply who I had in mind writing this post. Enjoy!

[reptileautistic]

I’ve thought about doing something like this for myself in the form of a sticker chart with reward tiers.

[treygotguap]

Girls will say they busy and be in their bed relaxin or sleep

[melanin-majestic]

Sounds busy to me

[sensiblereblogifposts]

Reblog if you are busy 

[hismami]

don’t let your creativity die from the lack of support

[anxious-acushla]

“I’m still learning to love the parts of me that no one claps for” - Rudy Francisco

[greatwhiteprivilege]

[firefoxed]

why would a candle thats already lit want to be with a match

[balkanbruiser]

also her being lit is going to eventually melt her and reduce her to nothing match guy is an abusive sadboy who thinks he’s the victim when candlegirl just wants someone who will keep her alive

[greatwhiteprivilege]

im here for this analysis

[catchymemes]

[steeiydan]

no but let me add the context here!

these are two pretty well known german tv personalities

palina, the woman on the left here, gets a lot of really gross comments on her body, especially her boobs. stuff like (paraphrased cause they’re in german) “woah, i wanna cum all over those fat tits” or “she’s such a fucking hot slut i wanna fuck those tits” or “with her, half of the guys would cum before reaching her hole” and who can forget “palina, you are and always will be a juicy piece of meat i would drink out of”. and the media tends to really sexualize her too.

so she and klaas (dude on the right), with the help of their team and and lovely ass-model decided to just drop this picture as an instagram, with the caption “finally got that nice necklace with my zodiac”

the media was quick to pick it up as “ah she says its about the necklace but she wants to show her boobs!”, and of course there were more comments like “i jacked off to this like seven times in an hour” and “those tits should milk my cock dry”

like a week later, they dropped the making-off video to that video and the rest is history

[carnival-phantasm]

LEGEND

[sugarmage]

[bellringermal]

[thyrell]

[fendalan]

Way too funny not to share

[ms-demeanor]

[feministism]

[stuffman]

People have written a lot of touchy-feely pieces on this subject but I thought I’d get right to the heart of the matter

[pervocracy]

This is 1000% more motivating than every preachy “real writers write every day” post on all of Tumblr.

[targaryen-stronghold]

Daenerys Targaryen is the best representation of how the Patriarchy treats women I’ve ever seen:

- Being sidelined and having a man taking credit for her achievements | Mileva Marić (Albert Einstein’s first wife)

- Being seen as a harlot who uses her sexuality to control powerful men | Cleopatra

- Being gaslighted into “insanity” because of her anger and anguish of seeing her life work stolen by a man | Camille Claudel

- Being demonized so a man can look heroic killing her (or ordering her death) | Anne Boleyn

- Being portrayed as a evil tyrant while being equally violent to her male counterparts | Wu Zetian

- Being murdered by her male lover | Nancy Spungen

- Her good achievements being demonized and erased from History by her successors | Hatshepsut

[reganx2]

The finale aired on the anniversary of Anne Boleyn’s murder.

[waakemeuupnow]

Do it for knowledge and you will be unstoppable

🖤

[waakemeuupnow]

Quicksand

Do you ever feel like you try too hard to get out of a toxic relationship, but it doesn't seem to work

It feels like quicksand

The more you try to escape it, the deeper it pulls you in

The problem is when this deeper is not deeper feeling

It's more like deeper fights, deeper insecurities, deeper silences

That's like the worst part

Deeper silences

Where no one speaks

It's always like the calm before the storm

Both stays quite, bottling up their feelings until they explode. Effectively ruining everything surrounding them

At such times, all one needs is another external force

A hand that helps you get out of this sand that seems to be eating you slowly

That hand feels so wrong and so right at the same time

It feels like the best thing and the worst thing to do at the same time

It feels like it's the only way out of this, but also feels like doesn't lead you anywhere

It's like it's the only thing that you need but still the last thing that you want right now

But then, you take that hand

No matter how wrong or selfish that may seem for that time

You finally decide to put yourself first

To start new

To leave all that was toxic behind

To grab some fresh air and move on

( Unless you meet with quicksand again)

🖤