Puppy

i like cute things

[wafuwaifu]

imagine if my public digital diary thought dump became tumblr again

[wafuwaifu]

znyorp

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this is what i get for getting my hopes up

[wafuwaifu]

i knew i wouldn’t end up getting this position, but it’s so fucking depressing to get rejected after going through the whole interview process.

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i cannnNNOTTTTndk my algorithms exam smfbemfktgk it’s open book open notes unlimited time whatever (thanks online school that’s how you encourage learning!) but i already know i won’t know any of it and it’s gonna be hell

[wafuwaifu]

do i play league of legends because it is a fun game i enjoy, or because it’s successful at numbing my mind for hours

[rinlanddess]

Link ~~~

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みかん。＠毎日イラスト投稿チャレンジ（九か月目） on Twitter

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tumblr is my new vent space i’m tired of putting all my business on twitter too many people following me

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am i just a jerk like it’s nice of people to reach out if you post something about being depressed but honestly most of the time i’m just like leaaavve me alone lmao... i should appreciate it right and be glad that someone cares about how i’m doing. (unless they’re just doing it because it seems like the right thing to do?)

like “something/what’s wrong?” “you good?” i will literally just say “nah all good” i just feel like shit and hate existing there’s nothing to explain. my life is meaningless and i’m worthless and i’ve never been convinced to believe otherwise by anyone’s attempts to help. i’ve tried explaining the reasons why i feel so shitty 90% of the time and hate living but no one has ever been able to shake my beliefs or sway my feelings.

[wafuwaifu]

i’m honestly surprised that a couple people i follow here are still active maybe i should use tumblr again so i can just have a new private space away from twitter since a lot of people i know follow me there lol

[wafuwaifu]

i do be wanting to die doe

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waited for my friends to show up at work today and then realized they weren’t scheduled for today ):

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suffocating whee

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i feel like i can’t fucking breeeathe

[wafuwaifu]

someone help i cannot get over the loss of my best friend in my senior year still. just why. it’s been almost 2 whole years. it ruins my mind several times a month still. i can’t get over it. why. i’m so tired of thinking about her and what happened. i am so. tired of it. i don’t want to. i want these feelings gone. i can’t do anything about it at this point. i can’t get back those days in hawaii and i can’t get back the last few months of my senior year or the past two years at college. im sure she doesn’t think about me. if she did, she would have worked with me when i tried to make things up with her. so why can’t i just move on. like fuck dude i’m so over this.

[wafuwaifu]

i am so tired of the life bröthers i’m so tired of this i cannot do it lmao