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a blog dedicated to being human, a supernatural series that aired on syfy from 2011-2014 *original content only requests: CLOSED

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Every human spends a night or two on the dark side and regrets it. But what if you only exist on the dark side? We just want the same things that you do: a chance at life, at love. We're not so different in that way. And so we try...and sometimes fail. But when you're something other...a monster, the consequences are worse. Much worse. You wake up from your nightmares. We don't.

BEING HUMAN | 1.01 There Goes The Neighborhood: Part 1 (January 17, 2011)

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*CRASHES THROUGH THE WALL*

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII I’M ALIVE.

So this is the part where I randomly show up out of nowhere to apologize for abandoning this blog. And say that I’ve decided to come crawling back to a dead fandom in hopes to resurrect it again. I’m not gonna be SUPER active (because I’ve got college, 3 other blogs, and my own life to juggle), but I don’t like that this one has just been sitting around inactive since summer 2018. I’m gonna do my best to post again here and there. To anyone who’s out there and still cares about this show, I’m sorry.

I miss my show. And I really want to gif it again. Thank you so much to anyone who still follows and has followed me while I’ve carelessly been MIA. You’re awesome and I love you! And if you unfollowed me, that’s okay too. tbh I don’t remember how many followers I had last time I was here and it’s fine. I’d unfollow me too. 

Anyways....HI! :D

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Aidan Waite + sunglasses

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make me choose ↳ addisonswig asked Aidan in the Season 1 finale or Season 4 finale

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best of being human ► (7/?)

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make me choose ↳ addisonswig asked Sally & Robbie or Josh & Emily

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make me choose ↳ addisonswig asked Sally & Josh in Season 1 or Season 3

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This shouldn't have worked. For so many reasons. But for a little while, for this excellent moment in time, it did work, didn't it? And I felt human, alive. But you were right. A secret breaks things down. It's like bile...dark, corrosive. It's a long story and most of it's unbelievable. But it's time you knew the truth. Now that I have nothing left to lose. When I'm gone, I at least want you to know what I was. I want you to know who you are to me. Nothing else matters. Not anymore.

1.13 A Funny Thing Happened on the Way to Me Killing You (April 11, 2011)

[waitemaliklevison]

I was a good child. I did my homework, ate my vegetables, kissed my mother goodnight. I was patient. I was kind. But I'm starting to think that good things don't actually come to those who wait. We behaved as well as we could for as long as we could. And now it's time to try something else. We came screaming into this world. How can we possibly leave it without a fight?

2.13 It's My Party and I'll Die If I Want To (April 9, 2012)

[waitemaliklevison]

I think that...that when I survived the virus, I..uh..gave myself permission...to live. So I relaxed. And then I drank more blood. And my tolerance ain't what it used to be. And so I would wake up disoriented, not home, not knowing. But really not wanting to know. [...] I turned a man. A man with children. And then I killed him. [...] No, it's important. You listen to me. That's your friend. I want peace. I want humanity. But what I am...is a monster. That's me.

3.13 Ruh Roh (April 8, 2013)

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The day we moved in was the first day of my life. Before then, before them, I had no chance. I didn't think I could feel human. Feel love. The little things. Coffee grounds, laundry day, sleeping late, living life. Thank you for every small moment of this world.

4.13 There Goes the Neighborhood: Part 3 (April 7, 2014)

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Right before a big storm, I used to go with my dad to the harbor. To look at the clouds, feel the air. There's an eerie stillness before the sky cracks open. A hush. You can feel the storm gathering. Smell the flood on its way. When you know you're gonna die a violent death. When that's the only way you can die. It's all about the waiting...for that final storm. If the waiting doesn't kill your first.

1.12 You're the One That I Haunt (April 4, 2011)

[waitemaliklevison]

I used to be afraid of the dark. When you're six years old, a shadowed bedroom can seem as terrifying as the night sky must've been to acient man. And those things said to go bump in the night can feel just as real. I'd imagine something was hiding in the dark corners of my room. A monster. A ghost. And I'd bolt upright in bed, terrifed, screaming for my mother. Eventually, I grew up, got over it, learned that if I could just hang on, the sun would always rise again. But then everything changed. In the night, "dark" came to mean something very different. That the turn was coming. So the childish night terrors came right back. Because now, I'm one of those things that go bump.

2.12 Partial Eclipse of The Heart (April 2, 2012)

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I was the kind of guy who thought that life was just a series of choices. And if you kept making the right choice over and over and over again, that it would all add up to something safe...and constant. A reasonable facsimile of what you thought you wanted for yourself, for your future. But things get derailed. Stuff happens and you don't always get a choice. And uh...for a long time, I thought that was really unfair. Because I had big, big important plans. But I never would've met you. So I'm thankful that I was a complete blockhead. Because as it turns out, life is just a series of accidents. And one of those accidents led me here...to you. 'Cause you are just so, so awesome. So thank you...for choosing me. Thank you for choosing me.

3.12 Always a Bridesmaid, Never Alive (April 1, 2013)

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I know what it's like to be stuck in this house. I do! If I never met you guys, if I never figured out how the hell to get out of here. She's been here for fourty years! Fourty years! And you guys are all moving on and [...] Yes, you are. You are. And I don't have a life to move on to. I don't. That's the truth. Not really. No matter how much we wish things were different. So...I'm gonna help her. Because at least that gives me some sort of purpose.

4.12 House Hunting (March 31, 2014)

[waitemaliklevison]

The only constant in life is change. People, as a species, are in a constant state of metamorphisis. Just when we get comfortable swimming in the sea, we end up on land. The moment we become accustomed to crawling, we stand on two legs. Our instinct is to resist change. To fear it. So we wrap a pretty word like "evolution" around it and hope that it will make the pill easier to swallow. The thing is, change doesn't care if you love it or you hate it. Change is indifferent, intractable. And it will not be denied.

1.11 Going Dutch (March 28, 2011)

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People love that cliché: ‘time heals all wounds’. But live long enough, you realize that most clichés are true. It’s amazing what even the smallest passage of time can accomplish. The cuts it can close, the imperfections it can smooth over. But in the end, it comes down to the size of the wound, doesn’t it? If the wound is deep enough there might be no way to keep it from festering. Even if you have all the time in the world.

2.11 Don't Fear the Scott (March 26, 2012)