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He/him Multi fandom blog Oc writer and occasional horny poster
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Hello, welcome to my blog! I'm pinning this post to make it easier for people to navigate my account.
If you're new, welcome! I'm an x reader account, so I'll primarily be posting x reader content. I write mostly for my ocs, but I sometimes post fandom stuff, depends on my mood.
Somewhat of a yandere blog, but that isn't all I write.
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I DO NOT CONDONE ACTUAL YANDERE BEHAVIOR. I write yandere content because I find it fun, not because I think it should be emulated. If anyone is displaying behavior like that to you irl, RUN.
hey so there's no happy ending what excuse me. this is so evil
Hey...I never said that...there's still two parts to go! Who knows what will happen! Everything could go great, or everything could go horribly wrong! Who knows!
how in the world are we already on the last stage?! i remember finding mate madness when chapter 8 had just came out and feeling like there was just no way the story could get any better but i was very obviously wrong.
I don’t even know if i have the words to describe how i feel about the new chapter. it was so emotional in so many different ways and poor leo oh my god..
him thinking he’s a danger to his mates is absolutely heart breaking and i feel so bad for him and his mates. i’m glad they are getting him the help that he so desperately needs.
this chapter made me super excited to see the mates pov as i really want to know how the situation looks from the perspective of someone not so mentally unstable and distressed.
i remember a while ago someone having a theory about one of the boys getting hurt and needing to call an ambulance and Charlie being on the ambulance. if i remember correctly you pretty much confirmed it i believe ill have to go back and look though. i have a big feeling that will happen in the next chapter or so if Leo actually attempts without his mates catching on which i fear he probably will…
once again an amazing chapter and i can’t wait for the next!! also sorry for rambling i tried to keep it short but i have a ton of thoughts and feelings about this chapter and just wanted to share a few i suppose.
Awe thank you! It's been a wild ride since chapter eight, and I'm so glad you've stuck around through everything that's come after! I also really appreciate the kind words, it means a lot to know you enjoy the story so much!!
I'm also really excited to write the mates perspective, and to share it with you all once it's done! There will be a lot more introspective into what the pack thinks about Leo's conditions and the steps they're all taking behind the scenes, which should provide more insight into what's been going on. I hope it won't take too long to get to that!
As for everything about that theory...no comment.
Don't worry about rambling, I love hearing your thoughts! Thank you for sharing them!
MY FELLOW READERS. FEAR NOT! For I, the gracious KOKO THE BETA READER, am here to assure YOU~
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Look, man, it’s hurting me, too.
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And I already knew it was happening wtf- 😔
Lol nobody is safe from my plans! It's only downhill from here (not that there's very much left in this part of MM anyways...). Hope you guys stick around for that!
I haven’t really drawn or “animated” for a few years but i’ve been seeing this trend a lot and I feel like it just fits @wake-me-up-inside-imagines characters to well to pass up.
I don’t really post on tumblr (and probably still won’t after this) but I wanted to share this and sadly tumblr won’t let you send videos through dms or asks.
I hope I did his characters justice, I tried to get them as close as I could to how they are described with most of them being so tiny, just don’t look to closely.
THIS LOOKS INCREDIBLE!!! I can't tell you how over the moon I am to see this, I can't believe you animated my little dudes! I've imagined them in this animation meme so many times but I never thought I'd actually get to see them in one!!! This is so incredibly cool, thank you thank you thank you so much for animating this!!! I can't even begin to tell you how much this means to me, it's so amazing! Thank you for taking the time to animate this, I'm so, so glad you enjoy Mate Madness enough to be inspired to make something this cool! I love this so much!!!!
these most recent chapters make me wonder if Leo is just a super unreliable narrator at the moment (i’m aware he is unreliable but like how unreliable?) or if his mates were just acting that weird. Also what are charlie’s theory’s? what’s going on with leo’s mates that he isn’t aware of? there is no way they are just sitting there and twiddling their thumbs and they have obviously been talking about leo out of concern.
i know we will get answers eventually but that doesn’t make me wonder any less at the moment.
Lol yeah…you’ll definitely be getting answers eventually, but it’s fun to speculate before they’re given!
To answer your question, Leo is…very unreliable. He has no idea what’s going on. For now, what’s accurate or not is entirely up to the reader’s speculation, but his point of view should not be trusted right now. As for his mates…they definitely aren’t as indifferent as Leo believes them to be, and that’s all I’ll say for now. Charlie’s theories will be revealed in the mate’s perspectives!
Thank you for sharing your thoughts, and thank you for the support!
something in mate madness that feels funny yet also makes me upset at times is Leo the one who probably knows most about mental disorders considering he is planning to be a therapist is the one with the mental disorder.
i have a big feeling that if it was one of his mates in his shoes and he was fine then he would have noticed something or at the very least noticed the depression stage and got his mate help.
it feels cruel at times if i’m honest
Oooh yeah, that’s one of the most unfair (and fun) parts of Leo having mate madness!
Because Leo has gotten his Masters is Psychology, he knows wayyyyy more about mental disorders (including MM) than his mates. Because of that, he’s pretty familiar with Mate Madness and its signs, as he’s spent several units studying the illness. He’d be able to pick up on the signs rather quickly…when they present in anyone besides himself.
Mate Madness very much screws with a person’s perception of reality/themself. So while Leo knows the signs, he’s mostly unaware that he’s exhibiting them. That’s why he has no clue that that’s what’s wrong with him. If one of his mate’s had it however, he’d be able to recognize the disease way quicker. Probably by stage three, stage four at the absolute latest.
It’s incredibly cruel, but hey, it makes for a more angsty story! Thanks for sending in your thoughts!
Leo Myers loves the fall. The weather is perfect, the smell of the season is amazing, and of course, the trees are at their most beautiful! There's very little he finds prettier in nature than the fiery wave of colorful leaves that adorn every corner during the late months of fall. To him, it's the happiest season, not just because of all the sights, smells, and feelings, but because of memories. Although the sensations definitely play their part in it lol. Also, a lot of his favorite music is associated with that time period!
Rain Cantrell loves the summertime. He adores hotter weather and all the activities it brings with it, including pools, oceans, and sporadic adventures out in the great outdoors. For him, summer time reminded him of no school and endless hangouts with his friends all over the neighborhood! His parents really didn't care what he did over the summer (in fact they much preferred him being far away from the house), and he hated being in the house, so he used the lack of school to engage in whatever activity he could find away from his family. Usually that meant much more time hanging with his friends, but he also got to have a lot of fun just hanging out on his own, exploring. Plus, summer is the season he finally gained his freedom! As an adult, he continues to love summer because of the warm, fuzzy feeling it gives him. It just makes him so happy! The vacations he takes are pretty cool too though.
Micah King is a big fan of spring and summer. Not only are both seasons rife with blooming plant life, but the weather also permits him to go out and do all the outdoorsy stuff he misses during the winter. Hiking, camping, kayaking, flower picking, all of those are hobbies he usually has to forfeit during the cooler seasons. He slightly favors spring due to the over abundance of flowers out in nature, but both seasons let him engage in what he loves most, so he'll take it! He's also just naturally a fan of warmer weather and sunshine, so there's that.
Charlie Craven adores winter. He loves the cold, loves the snow, and loves the gloomy, overcast atmosphere that falls over everything throughout the whole season. He could spend hours just sitting in the cold, listening to music and taking it all in. It's perfect for drives with the heat cranked up too, in his opinion. He knows he shouldn't love the cold so much since it could make him sick, but he can't help it! He's always down to mess around in the snow too, although he gets too embarrassed to admit it.
Ren Hirota loves spring. It's the most beautiful season in his opinion, complete with warm, comfortable weather (mostly). The biggest appeal for him is the flowers. He loves how colorful everything gets, how lively the plant life seems, how beautifully nature around him becomes when it's in full bloom. It's the perfect time for him to go out and take a bunch of pictures, which he spends hours doing once he finds a good spot to do so. It's also the perfect time for picnics with his family, friends, and mates, where they can enjoy some good food and the good weather. Plus it smells so nice. He loves it!
2. At the beach… who’s in the water, who’s in the sand, and who ain’t leaving the towel?
3. Do Rain and Leo chase after ice cream trucks like I imagine they do?
4. How does/did Ren spend his summers off as a teacher?
Ooh these are fun questions!
Micah for sure. He's a redhead, and they tend to burn far easier than most other people. He has to bathe himself in sunscreen before heading out for the beach, and he reapplies often. Otherwise, he'll get cooked. Besides him though, I'd say Rain get's sunburn easiest, followed by Leo, then Ren, and then Charlie (he almost never gets burnt).
Rain is 100% in the water. He loves loves loves swimming around in the sea, wave-hopping, body-surfing, and just messing around in the water. Charlie also likes hanging out in the water the most, and will spend most of his time having fun with Rain while swimming through waves. Micah is 50/50, he enjoys playing in the water with his partners, but he also likes taking a break to sit in a chair and let the waves bury his feet in the sand. Leo stays mostly on the sand/in a chair, reading or talking with one of his mates while he watches those in the water mess around. He'll get in if begged to, but the salt water in his hair and the way sand sticks to him afterwards gives him major sensory issues. And Ren...he's staying on the towel, watching his water-bound mates from a distance. Or in a chair reading, like Micah and Leo. He's not getting in that water lol.
Ooh yeah. They love their ice cream. Rain is the most enthusiastic, but Leo is quick to follow for sure. Ren is too, actually. He's got a major sweet tooth, so he'll join them in getting ice cream from the truck. They bring Micah and Charlie treats though, just so they don't feel left out.
It depends on the year. He started his doctorate program during one summer, just to give him a little time to get a head start before working again. But every other year, he mostly does what his mates do. He tries to plan some sort of vacation with them, whether at the beach, out of country, or just chilling at a cool place for a bit. Otherwise, he likes to spend his summer going out, taking photos of beautiful parts of nature, reading outside when the weather's nice, or just tagging along on one of his mates' spontaneous adventures!
not really a question about your ocs specifically, but how did you first get into writing in general?
Ohh good question! Technically it started on tumblr. I was really into x reader content of tumblr, so I decided to start writing some myself. That was the first creative writing I ever did, and it was fun to post what I was writing online!
Ao3 was a little different. I avoided writing my own stories on their for a bit because despite having ocs and story ideas, I was lazy as hell and thought writing an actual story would be too much work. But after a while, I just couldn't deal with keeping all my ideas in my head, and I figured if I was going to write them down, I might as well share them. So I opened ao3, took an embarrassingly long time to figure out how writing on there worked, and then I started writing! My old stuff was pretty amateur (it still is tbh) and much shorter than what I post now, but I realized how much I loved writing once I started, and I've just kept going since then! Not sure if I would have ever realized that if it wasn't for the fact that I was an avid tumblr/ao3 reader for ears prior to writing. But it worked out!
Do you have any other bigger story’s planned for once mate madness is over?? If you do would you be willing to tell us anything about it?
Uhhhh...maybe?
Honestly, I don't know yet. I have a couple large story plots in mind, but they all revolve around at least some of the same five dudes Mate Madness focuses on. I'd love to write them, but they're all with the same characters in mind and idk how fatigued people would be of seeing another large story written about the same dudes in a different universe after they already had such a big story.
I do have a lot of one/two-shot ideas though, both for the men in the pack and for other ocs. And I do have this post from a while back where I listed a couple ideas I had, so I'll link it here! The ghost one is the one I'd most likely write first, if any of them. But it focuses mostly on Leo, Rain, and Micah...again. Take a look if you'd like! https://www.tumblr.com/wake-me-up-inside-imagines/801151834053017600/i-randomly-thought-of-this-and-wanted-to-ask-are?source=share
Anyways, thanks for asking, and I hope this was a sort of satisfying answer!
I know I’m pretty late but I just read the newest chapter and omg my heart. Rain and Leo’s conversation made me so sad for both of them, I can definitely see how Leo’s an unreliable narrator in those moments when hearing Rains perspective.
Also Leo sleeping in his car absolutely broke me. I had to take a good break to pace my room for 10 minutes before I could continue reading.
Thank you!! I'm glad that chapter had a decent chunk of sad moments, even though it was less... dramatic than previous chapters. Poor dude's still going through it! And don't worry, this was just a glimpse into how unreliable he is as a narrator. Once the mates' perspectives start dropping...
Anyways, you're gonna loveeeeeee this next upcoming chapter. Thank you for sending in such a kind message, and stay tuned!
Genuinely what the fuck is slendytubbies and why is all the art for it so fire I looked it up and I'm even more confused than before what the fuck is going on (lowkey gotta get into I think)
A/N: Hi :3 Wrote this so that I could practice writing Ace some more... Getting his personality down and stuff. ( ´ ꒳ ` ) Very self-indulgent...
CW/tags: face fucking, semi-public sex, GN reader, smoking…?, Ace being Ace
Kind of porn without plot.....? A little bit of plot.
18+, NSFW, MDNI.
The summer air outside was terribly hot and humid– almost to the point of being unbearable.
But within the venue, everything was just right. Gathered inside the building was a crowd roaring with energy, dancing and jumping to the sound of the fast-paced beat, tapping their feet and bouncing with the rhythm.
And up on stage was nobody other than Ace, the one who carried the entire band on his shoulders.
Sweat trickled down his skin as he passionately screamed the lyrics of his newest songs, his pale hands working an electric guitar as he looked out into the crowd. Everyone standing before him… Or at least most of them… They were all his fans. Fans of his work, fans of his personality, fans of everything he had to offer. It was addicting.
Being accepted by so many people was addicting.
His guitar pick moved faster still as he continued playing his metal tunes, grinning even wider as the crowd cheered louder. The energy surging through the room was palpable. But alas, as with everything, it all had to come to an end. The hours and minutes passed in the blink of an eye, everyone was coming down from their highs, and the show came to a positive end.
Tonight was yet another success.
“Hell yeah, that ruled!” Ace gave his singular other bandmate a high-five as they exited the stage, their hearts pounding within their chests as they went to pack their things. The way everybody screamed their names was so exciting, intoxicating, thrilling– but… There was something bothering Ace.
As he went backstage and returned his guitar to its case, he couldn’t stop thinking about one person in particular: you.
During the entire show, he had been subconsciously looking for you. Were you hidden in the back? Were you listening to him while hanging out at the bar? Were you hidden behind some random, inconveniently placed pole?
Did… Did you even show up?
These thoughts plaguing Ace’s mind were overwhelming– and far too negative for his liking. He needed to step outside for a second.
“Yo, I’ll be back soon! I’m gonna go out for a smoke.” Ace waved at his fellow band member, to which they smiled and waved back. When he stepped outside, Ace noticed that there was a large crowd forming near the entrance. There were whispers among them– as well as laughter.
“Dude– somebody knocked over the porta potty! Someone was still in there!”
“Whaaaat- no way dude! That’s hilarious!”
“Woah… That’s sick and twisted.”
…Intriguing. But Ace didn’t have time to come take a look– he needed to smoke and get the stress out of his system.
Sneaking out back, Ace pulled out a white lighter and leaned against the dark brick wall of the building, sighing while running one hand through his soft hair. He tried his best to ignore the heat.
Ace knew smoking was bad– but he couldn’t help himself. It was one of his only bad habits… And everyone should be allowed to have at least one bad thing that they do, right? Right…?
With yet another sigh, Ace lit the cigarette and put it to his lips, closing his eyes for a second.
And in that short second, someone snuck up on him and scared the life out of him.
“Ace! What did I tell you about smoking!?”
Ace yelped as you ran up to him and took the stick from his mouth, gripping it between your fingers. At first, he was shocked and angry, but those feelings quickly faded as his eyes met yours.
“Woah– y-you came! You actually showed up!!”
Ace grinned and laughed as he nearly tackled you over, his arms wrapping around your body while he forced you into a tight embrace. The cigarette was quickly forgotten.
“Uhh… Of course I showed up. Why would I miss one of your shows?” You gently pushed him away as you stepped back, the humidity in the air making any and all physical contact uncomfortable. But Ace only stepped closer.
“I… I dunno! I just…” Sheepishly, he scratched the back of his head.
“W-well, anyways. Did you like it?! Did you have fun?” His eyes looked to you for approval, putting his fragile heart in your hands as he asked for your opinion. You nodded.
“Of course I had fun– I always love your shows!”
Your words of praise– that’s all he needed. Honestly, that’s all he ever needs. Once again, his arms spread out wide as he pulled you into another warm hug.
“Awesome!! I can’t wait for you to come to my next one too!”
Without realizing it, he had you pinned against the wall, trapping you between himself and the building. There was nobody else around- they were all too distracted by the incident out front.
Nobody would be able to hear you two.
“And the one after that– and the one after that!” He was giggling so innocently, so sweetly. “How’d you like that one song I performed? Y’know– my most popular one–” Ace’s hands grabbed yours. “The one I made for you.”
Ace continued to push you for more and more compliments; he was addicted to hearing them, after all. Constantly seeking your approval. It was cute.
Perhaps Ace truly was a little innocent and oblivious, or perhaps he was just purposefully ignoring it, but… He was incredibly hard. And his bulge was pushing directly into you.
How easy it would be to mess with him…
“I loved all of your songs,” you spoke softly. Ace opened his mouth to reply, but you quickly cut him off.
“Actually. Can you sing one more time for me tonight?”
Slightly, he tilted his head to the side. “Huh? You want me to sing again–?” Ace looked confused as you switched positions with him. Instead of you being pressed against the wall, it was him leaning against it. He still didn’t catch on to what was happening… Not until you started getting on your knees.
His face turned a dark shade of red.
“W-woah– woah– What are… What are you doing?”
Ace’s breathing grew heavier as you started to unzip his baggy pants, your half-lidded eyes staring hungrily at his bulge. He couldn’t stop the way his hands reached up to cover his mouth.
“You performed so well tonight! And you tried to smoke again– so… Clearly you need something to take the edge off. How about I help you?”
Slowly, teasingly, you stuck your tongue out and licked his length from over his boxers, and he whined loudly. “Ah–ahh–! Wait, wait… Hold on, slow down!” His hips bucked and twitched against your lips as you teased his cock. “W-what if… What if someone walks back here and catches us?! Shouldn’t… Shouldn’t we, um, go somewhere private?”
Despite saying that, he looked as if he didn’t want to move at all. In fact, his hands moved over to the back of your head, pushing your face closer to his crotch. He was so hot; so sweaty and needy. His body ached to be touched even more.
Instead of answering him, you grabbed the hem of his boxers and pushed them down, his length springing free from its restraints. Precum was already leaking from the tip.
Ace needed to be sucked off so badly.
With a small wink, you began to tease the head with your tongue, licking it while your hands reached out and massaged the base of his length. Ace nearly stumbled and fell backwards as he used the wall for support.
“O-oh— Oh… Oh fuck…”
A shakey whimper escaped his throat as you went to work on him. God, he was now happier than ever that you showed up to his performance. All those sleepless nights of writing songs for you and practicing them was entirely worth it. You looked so perfect as you gave his body some much-needed love and attention.
“Tastes so good…” You murmured as you put more of him inside your mouth. “Want more.”
Ace’s length was almost too big– but you were willing to take it. Just for him.
And Ace was so happy that you could. He couldn’t help but roll his hips and gently thrust into your mouth.
“Fuck, f-fuck, fuck…”
Ace could barely form a coherent sentence as his body began to melt under your touch. Your mouth was so damn tight; so warm and hot and wet. He bit down on his bottom lip as he tried his hardest to let you have control. But…
But it was too much.
“I– I’m s-sorry– So sorry–!”
Roughly, Ace shifted your all’s positions. Instead of him being pressed against the wall, it was you– but with one his hands, he made sure that your head wouldn’t hit the bricks.
“Please, please… Suck it more, please…” He begged and whined as his pace slowly began to pick up, your saliva dripping down his skin as he pushed himself all the way in and out of your mouth. Over and over again.
His body trembled as his pace randomly switched between fast and slow– rough, then sensual. The entire time he fucked your mouth, he stared down at you with pure adoration and love in his eyes.
“I love you,” he sang as his thick cock abused the back of your throat. Whenever you choked and gagged, he’d slow down, only to immediately pick up his pace again.
“I’ll… I’ll write my next song about you, too! And the next one… And the next… Hahh…”
Ace’s fingers dug into your hair as he grew even rougher, your mouth nearly becoming a fleshlight to him. He couldn’t think straight; you were so fucking sexy, and your mouth felt so good.
You moaned sweetly as he fucked your face even faster, vibrating against his sensitive dick. The more you did it, the closer to the edge he became.
“F-fuck, more! More… Please!” His voice cracked.
“Whatever you do… Don’t… Don’t stop.”
Ace pushed his cock impossibly deep into your throat, your nose pressed firmly up against his glistening body. Tears pooled in the corners of his eyes as the heat of his orgasm was catching up to him. He spread his legs further apart as he sandwiched you between his hips and the wall, one of his hands still providing cushion for your skull.
“P-please, let me cum, and… And I’ll… M-make it up to you later. I promise!”
At this point, he truly was singing– his moans were so sweet and loud. He didn’t care if the two of you got caught anymore. Besides… If someone were to see, then that would just mean everyone knows you belong to him. Right?
Right…
Ace pulled out for a split second before thrusting slower, wanting to enjoy your love and attention for just a little bit longer. With his one free hand, he reached down and lovingly stroked your cheek, smiling widely.
“You’re so, so amazing.”
And with a few more powerful jerks of his hips, he felt himself coming undone inside your throat, lovingly crying out your name all the while. His cock twitched as thick, hot ropes entered your mouth– but Ace didn’t expect you to swallow.
However, when he looked down and watched you do so, his heart stopped in his chest.
You truly were… Perfect.
Ace was quick to pull you up to your feet, catching you off guard as he passionately kissed your lips.
“I– I love you!” He proclaimed loudly. “I… I promise…” He kissed your lips again.
