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[walkingdead1971]

[walkingdead1971]

God was not ready for me.. I tried, but He said nope… so here I am still suffering

[walkingdead1971]

Goodbye cruel world. Yes you broke me that bad. I’ll be gone by tomorrow

[walkingdead1971]

My daughters are gone now! Nothing left to lose. Fuck life!!

[walkingdead1971]

Depression is real. Broken into pieces! 😭

[walkingdead1971]

[walkingdead1971]

[walkingdead1971]

BDSM is ABUSE!! You get sucked in with all the lies, then BAM!!! You find out all of it was lies!! Just for someone to fuck you!!! Rape you, cause there was NO communication, no consent, and absolutely NO aftercare! This shit is a lie! I’m effed up and damaged from someone I loved with my whole being!! That person knew my past abuse and forced it on me! I’ll never be the same! Makes me wonder why I ever had any respect for him even from HS!! He’s ruined me! I chose not to ruin him in HS, but he CHOSE to kill me inside as an adult!

[walkingdead1971]

[walkingdead1971]

[walkingdead1971]

BDSM is ABUSE!! You get sucked in with all the lies, then BAM!!! You find out all of it was lies!! Just for someone to fuck you!!! Rape you, cause there was NO communication, no consent, and absolutely NO aftercare! This shit is a lie! I’m effed up and damaged from someone I loved with my whole being!! That person knew my past abuse and forced it on me! I’ll never be the same! Makes me wonder why I ever had any respect for him even from HS!! He’s ruined me! I chose not to ruin him in HS, but he CHOSE to kill me inside as an adult!

STILL MESSED UP!!! 😭

[walkingdead1971]

This is a fucking lie!!!!!!

[walkingdead1971]

How do you stop loving someone who abused you? Someone you had so much respect for? Does the pain ever go away? Someone you trusted so much that made promises? Can’t get past the throat rape, but heart I don’t think will ever heal either

[walkingdead1971]

I’m broken and will never be fixed

[walkingdead1971]

Effects of BDSM! Before BDSM I only took old lady pills. Falling apart! Oh well…

[walkingdead1971]

And now I have cPTSD from my abuse!!

But NO ONE cares!

[walkingdead1971]

This is a LIE!! How can you use a safe word when you’re being held down with a penis as deep in your throat as it would go-never moving until he finished! There was NO permission, no communication, NO aftercare- considering he knew he was the first to cum in my throat since my abuse!! BDSM is BAD! Don’t fall for the love bombs!! They don’t love or care about no one but themselves!!