There are people in our lives that are just meant to be a part-time cast. Those who will make you smile, laugh, think. But all of them are just temporary. They are not really meant to be with you permanently. Some might stay longer than the others, but at the end of the story, only the main cast will remain. I just remember a close of friend of mine, we have the same wavelength, accepted each others personality and attitude. We know each others shortcomings, problems, insecurities, negativity, almost everything. But still, something went unexpectedly. The friendship that we have planted, took care for a series of year has become dull. Now, we are just taking each other as a normal person. Maybe, as a stranger. I feel guilty of what happened. I know it is because of the emotion that I felt during those tougher days. But, what can I do? I am just human and I cannot always control my emotion. Anyways, its almost a year since we last talked. Strangely, this past few weeks his presence is mocking me. It makes me feel sad realizing that I miss our friendship. There are new people in my life and I want to cherish each moment with them, create happy memories, having good talks etc. Maybe, these new people are also not going to stay for a long time but I just want to put a remark in their minds. A remark that hopefully will not be easily fade. I know someday the final casting will come or maybe, they already have the small appearances these days but later on, get the major break. And will create a happy ending. (Oh. I hate starting to be melancholic again. My heart is trembling these days. And I know, tears will flow. I know the exact reason. And I am afraid. I am afraid of making the wrong decision once again. )
