blutiger schnee

gian "giz" schade Wir wollen dass ihr uns vertraut Wir wollen dass ihr uns alles glaubt Wir wollen eure Hände sehen Wir wollen in Beifall untergehen

[walkinqchaos]

amcnds‌:

“I appreciate that — I’m sorry that you two don’t really get along.” RJ doesn’t think that they ever will, but the boy always holds out on his hope for it to happen someday. This could be something to look forward to, a dream almost, but at least the two of them weren’t mad at each other anymore. RJ decides he doesn’t like Gian being upset with him. He likes the feeling when his boyfriend freezes his finger against his skin, focusing on that then their conversation about his father.

___ “i don't get his problem with me." honestly why would he hate him? being a mercenary wasn't such a bad thing - and he was paid well! or was it the jokes? or the fact that he couldn't hold a serious onversation for more than two minutes? it was a mystery. "by da way, i bought ya somethin’. n’ it took me a week ta get it. new york is a small city when ya are lookin’ fer somethin’ specific." gian slowly got up, leaving rj on the bed to look for something in the drawers. "stretch yer arms n’ close yer eyes. no cheatin’."

[walkinqchaos]

amcnds‌:

RJ does enjoy spending the night at Gian’s place, appreciating how accommodating his boyfriend was to the fact he was still very Human, and couldn’t be around freezing temperatures for long periods of time. They made this work, and that’s what love is — willing to do anything for each other. RJ never tries to change who Gian is, loving him the way he is. “I’m doing okay, each day is better. Even more now that you’re here.” He says as a bandaged hand reaches out to grab the other hand. “How are you? Are you alright? Something on your mind?”

___ if he was honest, the only thing on his mind was being able to torture whoever dared to go near the boy. maybe just like the idiots at the party... no, it was going to be worse. it could start with the eyes and not the nails, or... anyway, he wasn't going to mention it. nope. "i promise not to go anywhere. even if your father keeps getting on my nerves." gian put one of his hands under the other's shirt, playfully freezing his fingers against his warm skin. distracting rj from a conversation was not easy.

[walkinqchaos]

amcnds‌:

They’ve known each other for a while now, RJ aware that his boyfriend doesn’t know what to do when he happens to be crying or anything like that. The two of them have come a long way, and finally hearing Gian say those words makes him emotional. RJ never expected him to say it, able to see in his actions how much the older man cares about him. “I can spend the night, I want to. I want to be here with you. I always feel safe when I’m with you.” He doesn’t think anyone would come looking for him, but if they do? Good luck to them getting through Gian. “I’d like to hear you say it more often.” He says with a smile, pressing a kiss to the other man’s lips finally.

___ "i'll try." he said to his boyfriend's wish. if he was totally honest with himself, it was something he could do. and fuck it if his only wish wasn’t making rj happy. pretty much the only thing that mattered in his life. "how are ya doin’, babe?" de didn't say anything else, but gian knew that the other would understand. which still made his blood boil but the guilt of not having been there was heavier. 

[walkinqchaos]

30

what’s irritating you right now?

“i just saw someone add the cereal before the milk in the cup. i know that they call me a psychopath, but how is it possible that people like that man are loose on the streets? milk first, then cereal. dis how thangs work.“

[walkinqchaos]

amcnds‌:

There was nowhere that RJ would rather be than right here with his boyfriend, and  now that his body was slowly healing from his bruises, he could move more freely. He didn’t have to be as careful, which is obvious by how many times the boy has kissed Gian today. His smile becomes more of a shocked expression, but it’s also a good one as his lips still have the hint of a grin there too. He was in one of his moods where he was sounding like a romantic, and always did talk to sweetly to Gian. He does own his heart, he meant that when he said it. Hearing those words for the first time makes RJ emotional, happy tears forming at his eyes as he leans in to press their lips together. “I love you too. I love you so much.”

___ gian kissed rj's forehead. "oh... don't cry. i don't know what i shall do when people cry, this is somethin’ we've already experienced." seriously, what was he supposed to do at that time? because the only thing he could think of was a pat on the back. which he was sure was not the right thing. totally. "but, y’know, what i said is real. n’ maybe i’ll get used ta sayin’ it more often." which he was sure was going to be easy - loving rj was as natural to him as breathing. maybe his boyfriend's sweet and cheesy phrases were true. "are ya stayin’ tonight? or isn't that a good idea?"

[walkinqchaos]

starter for @amcnds​ !!

‘  your  lips  were  made  for  mine .  you  are  the  reason  i  have  a  mouth ,  a  heart .’             

___ Gian couldn't help but smile at the things his boyfriend said. With him were not his automatic smiles; those that he used all the time as a signature. These were true, sincere. "I love you." He said almost automatically, without thinking about it twice. That was something the mercenary had never said and wasn't sure how it felt before, but somehow he knew it was right. What he felt for RJ was love. What else could it be? Maybe his head wasn't in the right place most of the time, but it was one of the few things he knew was real.

[thievcry]

event starter!

“I think we should burn the entire building down to the ground.” Axel doesn’t know what came over him, but there was a certain urge to crave destruction. His palm presses against the locked door to the store, flames spreading across it to burn through it. He doesn’t wait for it to be finished before punching a hole through where the doorknob is. The alarm sounds AND he shoots a stream of fire where it was coming from. Axel twirls around to look at who was behind him. “What do you say?”

[ @thephoenixstart​ ]

[walkinqchaos]

___ gian raised an eyebrow when axel walked right to the building and didn’t think twice about using his powers. what was happening to people, lately? ah yes, but he was the one with problems in the head.

“fer the first time in my life, i accepted a normal hangout n’ now ya wanna burn a mcfreakin’ building down?” he took a step back when the alarm was destroyed by a stream of fire, really not expecting the compulsive behavior. axel was the one with the inner peace between them, the one that pulled him from doing stupid things that could get them arrested. why and when were the tables turned? and why in hell did he care? “okay, i will watch.”

[ofsuicideblonde]

Harley screamed at the passers by below from her upstairs window. “What’re you lookin at, ugly!? You want somma’ this? You wanna piece a’ me?” Sometimes she merely yelled, and sometimes she tossed items out at them as well. A tennis racket, a coffee maker, various mason jars and a pecan pie littered the sidewalk below Harley’s window. 

With a gutteral, primal scream the clown girl yelled at absolutely nothing until her face turned red. No matter how much she tried, she couldn’t quell the rage that had bubbled up inside her that morning. It refused to let go of her, and she was determined to keep trying everything until relief set in.

If she had to destroy everything in New York, she would. One brick at a time. 

Speaking of bricks, Harley just threw one threw her neighbor’s window.

[walkinqchaos]

___ gian thought visiting harley would be a good idea. but damn, it was the best idea he had had in weeks. she kept throwing things at people like she didn’t give a fuck about anything anymore and honestly, what a mood.

okay, maybe he should be the voice of reason for once, but... his brain just kept yelling ‘JOIN HER! JOIN HER!’.

“oh, no. not the tv!” he got up in an instant and pulled from the cable that was still plugged. what would they do without tv? he needed to finish whatever he was watching on netflix. “why not fight ‘em? actual punches, y’know. we shall go downstairs!”

[walkinqchaos]

amcnds‌:

RJ hasn’t done that in so long, but his body and mind would always remember. The training he had as a deadly assassin, capable of ending anyone’s life with whatever he could find. He didn’t kill anyone here though, but leapt at the man following them with enough force to knock him over. He punched him a few times, recognizing him as one of the agents who worked for his old handler. He looks up at Gian, upset with himself for getting carried away, but doesn’t show that. He stands up, looking at his hand that was a little bloody now. “I got carried away. He’s alive, but doesn’t deserve to be. He — He works for Colt, but I don’t kill anymore.” He also had some blood on his shirt that the agent spit on him before being knocked out cold.

___ gian extended his hand and took rj’s, finger brushing off the blood with a tender touch that could only be given to the boy. his hands could be bloody all the time but he had promised himself he wouldn’t let rj’s get dirty again. and much less with the blood of a piece of crap such as that man. “no, ya don’t.” he brought the hand closer, kissing it before giving him one of his signature smiles. “but i do.”

quickly, ice started to form around gian’s pale arm, aimed to the neck of the man who was still laying on the floor. he didn’t like using his powers to kill - because what was the fun in that? it was easy and didn’t bring the pleasure a knife could. skin ripping and... he shook his head out of the trance and with a light twist of wrist, the man’s neck was broken. now, that sound was good. maybe it wasn’t that boring. maybe he could start - right, rj. present. focus.

“i’ve got’cha, remember? ya don’t have ta do anythin’ like that ever again, even if ya look damn good doin’ it.”

[walkinqchaos]

starter for @amcnds !!

“i’ll get them, don’t worry!” 

___ gian was already moving his hand to stop the guy that was following them, but rj was already running towards him. and fuck - this was exactly what he didn’t want to happen... which actually wasn’t the first thing on his mind now, because there was a man on the floor now. “me next!” cheered, his known wide smile on his face. he knew rj was highly trained, but being that he was rescued from hydra, there wasn’t a chance to see him in action before. must he say - the boy managed to look cute anyway. deadly, yes - and cute.

[walkinqchaos]

to: @amcnds​

merry christmas, baby. i’m not really good at this gifts thing, but i think i did a good job this time. i know this persian bean will be very loved by you and as for the key on his neck... the answer is outside.

xox

[walkinqchaos]

starter for @ofpoisonedkisses​ !!

“Wait… are you braiding my hair?” 

... “yah. it is not so hard.” even if he had already tried more than five times and failed. but he got it now. pamela’s hair color was perfect for him, so playing with it was almost a need. hugo strange made his hands a weapon but they were doing something cute now. fuck you, hugo. gian huffed after the thought and kept working on his mom’s hair. “ya will look like a princess. well, not like, ya know, disney ones but like... an evil queen. love that!”

[walkinqchaos]

starter for @amcnds​ !!

“Don’t get up just yet, I’ll miss having you next to me.”

... december five marked an important date from the very first time rj mentioned his birthday. gian’s memory wasn’t exactly good and he tended to mix memories quite a lot -like the time he thought he would remember loki’s  but he had noted down the celebration on his phone a while ago, notification alarm and all.

“i first got up two hours ago, sweetie.” rj was damn cute when he was only waking up... okay, the boy was cute at any time, but especially like that. why was he in love with someone like gian, again? he would never understand. the wonders this world had. “i need ya ta come down with me.”

[lilpieceofmyworld]

Francisco Lachowksi

[walkinqchaos]

WHAT IS GIAN SCHADE WEARING FOR HALLOWEEN?

HE IS A...

S K E L E T O N !!

[walkinqchaos]

starter for @amcnds​

“OH you’re jealous!”             

___ gian watched the man leave, almost too fast for a normal human. getting one of your hands frozen and almost broken -okay, probably a finger or two were indeed broken- could maybe make you want to leave a place as soon as possible. he made some bubbles with the gum he was chewing and raised an eyebrow when rj spoke. “ya give a friendly smile n’ da asshole thinks he has da right ta get close. fuck him, i hope he loses da whole hand.”

[walkinqchaos]

starter for @thievcry​

“Okay, so maybe I didn’t see that coming.” 

___ “dis is fuc- freakin’ amazin’!” gian laughed and gave a high five to the little girl with new ice powers. he hadn’t met another person with powers similar to his and the fact that it was mila just made it better. “do ya know da many thangs she can do now? da possibilities are almost endless!” he turned to her with a smile. “ma uncle has penguins, we shall go n’ meet ‘em. we can give ‘em lil homes, princess.”