Wandering Soul

Kenzie. Junkie. Addict. Dreamer. Brilliant.

[dacelio]

have u ever been in a mood to destroy your relationship with everyone you know

[got-the-spirit-lose-the-feeling]

“I was just closing my eyes and swirling around, like ten thoughts at once, and going places with no conscious thoughts at all” 

-John Frusciante on the recording of Blood Sugar Sex Magik

[freja-fatale]

guess who’s angry and sad crying simultaneously

[wanderingofsouls]

Me too

[wanderingofsouls]

Why does no one ever love me? Why do they always pretend? What did I do to not deserve love? That's all I want. I love so hard and for what? A giant slap in the face each time. Why don't I get a loving man and happiness? Everyone fucking leaves once they get all that they want from me. I'm 24 fucking years old. Almost 25. I shouldn't have to be dealing with these fucking games anymore. This isn't fucking fair. I just want to be dead. I'm so close to saying fuck it and going back to being nothing but a fucking junkie. To not worry about anything else but my next fix.

[moan-s]

[wanderingofsouls]

I want to fucking disappear.

[lucifersfirepit]

[wanderingofsouls]

I just don't give a fuck about anything anymore. And also right night now I've got to pick a path. Giving up the man I love? Or giving up the drugs. This choice is all I care about. Everything else is background noise. For once I can't say fuck it.

[my-worst-nightmares]

[cherrybam-blog]

[umushingwe]

Check yourself. Sometimes you are the toxic person. Sometimes you are the mean, negative person you’re looking to push away. Sometimes the problem is you. And that doesn’t make you less worthy. Keep on growing. Keep on checking yourself. Keep on motivating yourself. Mistakes are opportunities. Look at them, own them, grow from them and move on. Do better, be better.

you’re human. it’s okay. (via oaluz)

[xnomoredreamx]

[killjackhooman]

Addicts are people who, at some point, lost part of themselves, and now have a hole they have to fill with anything that eases the constant feeling of emptiness.

(via thepunksideshow)

[recoveryspecialists]

Recovery is not the absence of conflict, but the ability to deal with it

(via queenondope)

[rings0fmary-deactivated20161111]

[moblahblog]

Quick past inktober sketch

[blackmiracleworker-deactivated2]

pretty much exactly how it is

[savannahhmitchell-deactivated20]

The day we met, I swear the sky opened and all the stars in the universe came rushing through my veins all at once

Galaxies of you (via savannahhmitchell)