Living My Best Life

34, married, living in the sunshine state, fur momma to Casper, Oakley, Cane, Turkey, Raven, and Bruno. Disney nerd.

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[aestum]

(by Clay Banks) | {Instagram}

[wanderlust-mydays-away]

I guess you could say that I’m finally using this as a platform to get my frustrations out.

Little back story for those that care…my partner lives 98 miles away…nice little 2 hour drive from home. She owns her home, I live with my parents. We have a dog together, and I’ve essentially adopted her other dog. Her family loves me, and not in the “they love you” kinda way. More in the her dad calls me his girlfriend, and mom always wants me joining in when they go places. They’re always looking out for me.

Here’s a little bit about my home life. 2 sisters, d normal parents. Dad works in a hospital, mom work from home and travels frequently. Younger sister is a teacher, twin sister works for the county. My relationship with my twin has been super rocky over the last few years. My relationship with my other sister, had been meh. Mainly gone that way since I started not being home every weekend. I go to my girlfriends house just about every weekend. I don’t go to “escape” my family, I go because it’s easier for me to make the drive and have a place to stay comfortably, whereas if she comes here we have to stay at my grandmothers or get a hotel. (Home is just recently becoming an option due to having a bit more space”

About 2 weeks ago I did something to my back and has been in an incredible amount of pain. Like, can’t bend, hurts to get out of bed, hurts to stretch, and even hurt to go to the bathroom. I get in with my doc who tells me I have a uti and gives me an antibiotic. I make an appt with a chiro, and they can’t see me til the end of august. Fine whatever it takes. I come home from work Friday, start doing laundry before going to mh partners, and I have every intention of staying til it’s done. Until I get a call from my chiropractor in the middle of me doing laundry “if you can be here in the next 15 min, we’ll squeeze you in today” okay awesome. I hop in the car and I’m there 2with one minute to spare. I don’t leave til 630/645. Now, one this about going from the west coast to the east coast, is it’s hella dark at night. Don’t really want to be on a pitch black road at 10 at night. So I let my sister know that I’m not coming home but that I’m aware my laundry was left. I hear. Itching back. Fast forward to today. I make it home around 10, issues out of my control forced a late arrival. I go to get my hamper and notice it’s not as full as it should be. Low and behold I look in the wash and she let my washed clothes sit, for 3 days, while soaking wet because “I had to do my laundry and I didn’t want to wait for yours to be done” okay but common sense would dictate that your clothes still have to go through the wash and then the drier, so you could have dried my clothes while yours were washing. Instead I know have to REWASH THEM BECAUSE MY SISTER IS AN ASS!

Oh how I can’t fucking want until I move out next summer.

[themysteriousmurasamecastle]

my dad has this crazy ass huge camera lens so we went out during the eclipse last night and got maybe one of my favorite photos i’ve ever had a hand in taking

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I’m just a needy piece of shit that needs constant reassurance that I’m wanted

[jadelust-deactivated20160826]

i don’t fuck with people who make fun of people for their financial/social/job status (or lack of).

[dogg]

[wanderlust-mydays-away]

A weekend getaway with my all time favorite human. I love you more than you’ll ever know. ❤️

[ashstfu]

take the day off from being the bigger person and choose violence, you deserve it

[ashstfu]

aside from being the worst person alive i am literally perfect

[s-alsh]

People say a lot , watch what they do

[perfectquote]

“Just be yourself. Let people see the real imperfect, flawed, quirky, weird, beautiful and magical person you are.”

— Unknown

[place0fperfecti0n]

things that mean a lot to me but I will never mention:

• goodnight/ goodmorning texts • I miss you’s • I hope you’re okay’s • thinking about you • when someone goes out of their way to show you they care • when someone shows a real interest in you • feeling wanted • feeling like what you feel is validated •feeling important

[livinginxmadness]

Do it do it do it

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