Savasana

Yoga instructor, weightlifter, international relations and biology double major, adventurer, future cardio thoracic surgeon. Do what is good for the good of the world.

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In fields where the grass grows knee high

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So much went on today. So many atrocities that I can do nothing about. One day I know I will be able to make a difference. One day my peers will too. But today, sadly, all I can do is sit in silence and mourn those lost and also injured during the US air strike in Kunduz, Afghanistan. The MSF hospital that was hit was a critical care unit, not that that matters since the US called the lives lost and people injured just "collateral damage." How is that collateral damage? How do you decide that innocent lives can be taken just by the push of your shiny red button? This isn't ok. And if I was done with school, I know I would be there helping. Acting as relief to the previous relief. One day I will make a difference.

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My book collection is growing haha textbooks/light reading

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Where did u get your textbooks!

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I got them online like a couple months ago, from Amazon Prime!

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My book collection is growing haha textbooks/light reading

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This weekend was the best and the worst. But I spent it with the ones I love so it made everything better.

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Method to My Madness

I'm not pathetic. I'm not helpless. I'm not needy. And if I was? None of those are bad things to be. Some people are helpless in the moment, help them any way you can. Some people seem needy, help them with what they need if you can. Don't ever see someone as pathetic because when you are at your all time low, they might have reversed rolls with you. So all the wile, I am self sufficient, independent, and headstrong, I won't ever kick a person while they are down. I will only build up what I can, help when and where I can. Because that's life. That's what it's about. Helping each other.

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There is no better feeling than taking your bra off. After a long day at work, when I set them free I feel set free

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If you're given things to read, do not pass them up. Stop. Give them the attention. Maybe somebody is trying to open your mind in ways anew... Or just completely mind fuck you. Either way. Reading is amazing.

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John Milton, one of my favorites.

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Today.. Lake Berryessa homestead trail. Took my paper up and read.

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The weekend well spent in a VERY last minute and really needed trip the city with my favorite people. Too bad it was majorly spent revising peer essays, and writing my own. Soon enough class will be over and I can just do whatever I want without having to worry about studying. I can't wait for more nights exploring my favorite city, loft nights in laughing so hard we can't breathe while the neighbors hit the floor with a broom to shut us all up, and finally getting my car packed up for week long backpacking trips. So not looking forward to driving to class in the AM from here... Ugh

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Ruby better be in season four or I swear I’m gonna go kill those evil sons of bitches.

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At first I was like

And then I was like

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After being up for 2 days straight......

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Stressing out of my mind

Sitting in the battle ship (re: the nurses station) studying for my Middle East IR class, panicking because there is so much to study. I'm wondering if taking three of these classes in the fall is really the smartest idea. This professor is really difficult but in a way that betters you as a person. He challenges you and really makes you think and formulate your own opinions on the subject matter. It's just that there is so much to study and if I can only average a B in his previous class and this current class what makes me think taking 3 will be easy? If I get C's I'm going to really freak out. Stressing so bad. Everyone's telling me I can do it. I have the brains. But it's the work load that I'm most terrified about. That would mean 3 term papers (10-15 pages each), 2 presentations, and also excess reading on top of the book reading already assigned. And that's not including my 4 other classes... What to think. What to feel. Motivation, focus, drive, determination, I just have to keep telling myself I can do it I guess.

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Adventure may be the death of me. But monotony sure as hell won't be.