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considering making a new tumblr i hate all my layouts growls and dies

he's glorious.

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you alright bro ? anything we can get you or you need to get off your mind ?

no no don't worry about doing anything guys!! thank you though!!

but generally, if im doing okay is a tough question?

i guess yes and no? i have no horrible people in my life, i'm in a good spot, i have money and i can pursue things i want to enhance my living like certain surgeries to help me feel less insecure. yadda yadda.

but in hindsight, not really? not at all, actually, i can't confidently say this is the lowest ive felt in years but i definitely sank pretty low? there's things that are invisible that are hindering my life, mental illness untreated and all and fear im just a walking trail mix of mental illness.

i detest my own home everyday, my room feels like a suffocating cage of memories i don't want to remember and people i don't want to remember. i have a surgery upcoming that im horrified for, for no reason, and it's reminding me of an old surgery and old people and im afraid the old surgery is coming back to nip me in the butt and im afraid the issue is coming back. it is most likely placebo, fear of the fear since memories i have in this type of weather are not at all pleasant. i'm clinging onto that.

i don't think my mind ever feels eased unless im with our girlfriend, at her place or mine. she makes every scary thing go away or feel quieter and i'm horrified of the codependency that probably follows that, i literally can't live without her, and i don't mean i need to text her constantly; i need to be next to her constantly, she doesn't find it bothersome, but i truly wish i could exist comfortably alone, i'm tired of dreading everyday without her when i live most days alone. i only get to see her on the weekends.

uhh what else. lots of things? but i'll spare the details and ventpost on our vent sometime later. thank you for the ask and i apologize for venting pffff.

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might make a vent delulu blog so i stop bothering people hmmm

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good night to be mentally ill!

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the mistake of accidentally posting the cyno fic and having to private it has completely destroyed my motivation to finish it

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onemillionvolts

I'M READY.

wangshu

CYNO YOURE INSANE!!!

onemillionvolts

A MADMAN IF YOU WILL.

wangshu

YOU GOING FOR HIS WEAPON TOO???

onemillionvolts

I'M READY.

wangshu

CYNO YOURE INSANE!!!

onemillionvolts

the way my world comes crashing to the ground when i see really really good nsfw cynonari art but then check the artist's profile and they draw kaeluc <////3

time to redo my simply plural layout for the 2837th time

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wangshu

going to end myself i accidentally posted the writing early now i have to PRIVATE IT GHHSHSHHE

wangshu

GRAHHHH RAGING

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going to end myself i accidentally posted the writing early now i have to PRIVATE IT GHHSHSHHE

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playing honkai to cope 👍

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i hate the feature that throws tags with quotations at the top of the tag list thanks tumblr for making me look like a weirdo

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wangshu

fym "fuck you" you're the one making playlists about me and covering up trying to cheat on your bf with me by calling it a grieving process after you got caught

wangshu

can't comprehend how someone can be so disgusting and not realize it

onemillionvolts

Real actual for real actually true and right and and and

wangshu

me 🤝 cyno

and i know they gonna see this, they changed their fuckass playlist to "fuck you" like bro i should be making that playlist they're harrasing US

#fits of rage #i will probablly delete this when my rage episode is done #by god i dodged a bullet #fym <gonna pull up by their house> hwat

wangshu

fym "fuck you" you're the one making playlists about me and covering up trying to cheat on your bf with me by calling it a grieving process after you got caught

wangshu

can't comprehend how someone can be so disgusting and not realize it

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