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High school page:

I'm gonna have my shit together and be like a proper adult right after I graduate!!!!!

Me now:

*hasnt eaten anything besides pasta n bread for weeks*

*drinks multiple cups of coffee a day*

*hasnt seen the sun in 4 days*

*talks to no one ever*

*stays up till 5-6am and forgets to wake up early*

hah

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sup

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Hongkong is hot but still definitely better than Japan right now because best friend

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I believe there is a reason why I'm so hesitant when I'm thinking of going here. So many things here make me feel out of place, upset and frustrated. And I have no idea if I'd ever return to this place for longer than a trip.

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some people are so hard to be around with

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me, walking around in another country, nothing else but my guitar. maybe talking to a stranger or two, writing songs and drinking plain black coffee

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3.43 am. Get your life together, kid

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I cannot sleep, and I feel restless. Maybe I really am not made for friendship. Why is it that I'm always standing alone, what am I doing wrong that I always feel left behind ? I know. Yet it still hurts that I never get an answer from anyone. It's just all in my head.

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I sort of miss having random video calls with people I barely knew and singing with them at 3 am; well, it is rather quite a nostalgic feeling

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So I barely survived last weekend but I'm recovering slowly. My fever is gone but I still cannot seem to focus..I legit slept for 7 hours straight for a "nap" and now I'm really tired and ready to get back to sleep again even though I shouldn't bc I have so many deadlines and so much left to study but also I cannot focus help

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I haven’t been feeling quite well these past couple of days.. my back hurts, my head hurts, I cannot sleep well and I am about to lose my voice. It must’ve been ages the last time I felt this sick, I keep feeling hot and cold then hot and cold again. Hope I’ll get over this soon.

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I think I get too excited lately. Seriously need to calm down.

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It doesn't matter how much time will pass, you're gone. You're gone.

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Just because we aren't constantly talking, it doesn't mean that we are out of each other's sight, right

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I like my job a lot, and the people there are really nice; I'm learning so much every day. It's challenging and hard for me because I let's be real, I don't know a lot about the world. Barely a thing. However, for some reason they tell me that I'm doing a good job. They ask me for my opinion, to actively be a part of things I'm still new to. I am striving to do my best now, I really want to do well. It's been a while actually the last time I felt like this, but I will do my best from now on. Work hard.

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I think I'm quite content with my life right now More or less The only thing that bothers me are my exams why do they exist

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guess what i got a job and I love it