i haven’t been active on this blog in over three years i think? i never had the heart to come into here and delete anything, because this blog meant a lot to me at the time. i appreciate all of you who loved it when it was active, and because of that i’m going to leave everything here as a sort of archive..
i don’t rlly write anymore, but if any of you are still here and wanted to follow me, my main is @bytheosean
i have a lot of creativity left, and hopefully one day i’ll be writing again, but with the loss of wanna one i don’t really see the purpose of keeping this blog open.
request: Could you do a Best friends to lovers with Park Jihoon? Btw I really love your blog please keep writing ‘cause I enjoy it soOOo much. Thank you!!!!!
so yeah i’ve kinda been dead the past couple months but school is kicking my ass, i haven’t wrote in a while and i was super stressed out yesterday, so i’m glad i got to get back into it with my boy!!! i personally don’t think this is as good as the rest of my best friends to lovers, but it’s been months. ily all i’m sorry for being dead.
you were a barista at a small cafe off campus
you thought it was nice bc it smelled like coffee and when it wasn’t very busy you could either study or just curl up and read
many people had the same idea bc the colors of the place, the constant warmth, and the soothing music played made it easy to focus
it was really only busy during the holidays with people coming in for coffee and to ask for advice on what to get a loved one
since you worked so often, you were well known by some customers and they would always check in with you
it was odd whenever someone you didn’t know visited
that’s where jihoon came in
he was new on campus, he had just recently switched into your university
he was advised to try and make some friends early to help him adjust
and he thought a cafe was a good start, it was quaint and cozy and he thought it was really cute
he didn’t expect it to be so calm inside
he almost turned around and left bc he didn’t want to disrupt anything
“i’ll be with you in a moment!” you called from beneath the counter, rearranging some cups
“welcome! i don’t think we’ve met before, my name is y/n!”
“a-ah yes, i’m park jihoon. i just transferred here. i’m just trying to get acquainted with the area”
“it’s beautiful around here, especially around sunset. you should check it out! now what can i get you?”
he placed his order and sat by the window, looking at the gold leaves fall to the ground.
you on the other hand were shook
he was one of the most attractive people who ever came into the cafe
he seemed shy and a little lost which you found adorable
you had to befriend him while you still had the chance
you brought him his order, along with your personal favorite
“my shift is over, do you mind if i sit?”
he nodded
“so jihoon, tell me about yourself”
after chatting for around twenty minutes, you exchanged numbers, and were ready to part ways before you noticed the sun was about to set
“come on!” you cheered, grabbing his hand and pulling him towards a small park further off campus.
you sat in one of the swings and motioned for him to do the same
he sat in awe at the different red and orange hues as they hit the autumn leaves and how the light hit your face and made you look prettier than he had originally thought
“it’s beautiful”
“told you so”
this became a normal routine
jihoon would come in nearing the end of your shift, studying or just observing you work until sunset, where you would sit at the swings.
it was early winter now, and jihoon couldn’t hide the slight flutter his heart did when he saw your pout and flushed cheeks from the cold
“i really should start dressing warmer. it’s too cold.”
“the red is a good look,” he chuckled, “you look like a baby”
“wow thanks jihoonie~” you teased
you had developed a crush on the boy in the few months you had come to know him
he didn’t seem to pay attention to the other friend’s he had made when you were around
you couldn’t lie you liked the attention
he was like a safe place, something you hadn’t really had before
he was just one of those people you felt like you had known for years
but obviously not well enough bc jihoon likes you too lmao
ever since that first evening on the swingset
you looked so happy to be out there in the autumn wind with him, to spend time with a stranger you had met maybe an hour before
and you still looked happy now, despite the discomfort the now falling snow was causing
“why don’t we get you to your apartment so you don’t get sick”
“okay”
he wrapped his arm around you in attempt to make you warmer, but it only made both of you blush
you leaned into his embrace bc it wasn’t often that he had you close like this
you made it to your home, opening the door and suggesting jihoon comes in for a while
you grabbed and extra set of clothes he had left there and tossed them to him, suggesting he changes into something more comfortable why you pick a movie for the two of you to watch
he whined bc you had been hiding his pink tracksuit from him
he nevertheless listened, changing into the sweats and plopping on the couch with a big blanket, leaving enough space for you
you jumped in next to him and let the movie start
you couldn’t help the drowsiness that overcame you, as the warmth from the blanket and jihoon made it difficult to focus
the movie became background music as your eyes fluttered shut
jihoon glanced at you trying to figure out why you were so quiet
he saw your closed eyes and your craned neck in a weird position
he moved your head to lay on his shoulder and smiled before shifting his attention to the movie
you woke up nearing the end with jihoon’s head on top of yours, deep breaths leaving his mouth as he slept
you glanced outside to see that the snow had stuck and it was too frozen for him to go home
“jihoon,” you shook him slightly, “let’s go to bed”
he wrapped his arms around you, “but i’m comfortable here”
your face flushed, “we can cuddle later jihoon but let’s go to sleep okay? you’re not going home like this”
“i like the way you take care of me. i like you y/n” he said before nuzzling into your neck
“i like you too jihoon” you said and you felt him smile against your skin “but if we’re gonna cuddle can we cuddle in a place with actual space”
“fine” he pouted, releasing you
he cringed in the morning bc that’s not how he was planning to confess
but then he smiled when he realized he gets to wake up with you in his arms
request: I love your writing!!! Could I request cuddling with boyfriend Kang Dongho? Could you pretty please put in loads of cute kisses? thanks so much!!
ik ik i haven’t uploaded for a while, and this short little scenario doesn’t make up for it. i’ve been struggling a bit with writers block plus starting tomorrow its finals week but i promise i havent forgotten abt this acc
cuddling dongho makes you feel safe
he likes to wrap his big arms around you and hold you close
he giggles a lot and is overall happier with you that close to him
he likes to cuddle after stressful days
he likes to leave little kisses on your cheeks and neck and likes to listen to you talk abt your day
your heartbeat calms him
who falls asleep first could really go either way
sometimes your voice is just so soothing and having you cuddled up against him makes him sleepy
other times he likes to sing a song he’s been experimenting with or a song that reminds him of you
he’s okay if you fall asleep first bc then he can look at your peaceful figure and it just brings him so much joy that your his and one day he’ll get to wake up to a similar picture everyday
request: Would you be able to do a best friends to lovers with Sungwoon please? Btw your writing is amazing. Thanks x
caN WE JUST TALK ABOUT HOW GOOD SUNGWOON LOOKS IN THE TEASER PICTURES?? WHAT A VISUAL
you had been in choir since middle school
when you got into high school you managed to make it into the audition group and that meant you got to compete every spring
during the fall all the choirs in your district would meet at a church that was in a central location
and they would showcase what they had accomplished in the one to two months that school had been going on
there was one school that went before yours, as they hosted the event every year
they sang a few songs in a different language, and then one pop song near the end
there was a solo part that you couldn’t wait to hear, as you had done it the year before at your spring concert
you expected it to be a girl, as it was rather high and guys usually had a hard time hitting the notes
so when a tenor’s honey like voice filled the church you were shocked as he hit the final high note
you clapped, and there was a small break in between the groups, as your band was setting up for their performance before your choirs
“hi! my name is y/n, you sounded really good during your solo!” you greeted him with a bright smile on your face
“thanks! my name is sungwoon. are you performing next?”
“mhm! i’m singing a solo too, make sure to listen for me!” you waved before going back to your seat, waiting for the band kids to finish performing
your choir went up and did fairly well for only being together for a month and a half
you did the solo of your closing song perfectly, smiling at sungwoon as he gave you a thumbs up
you had another, longer break between sets, giving all the choirs a chance to mingle
sungwoon complimented your voice, and you talked for the next 15-20 minutes and then sat by each other for the rest of the performances
before you both had to board the busses and return to your schools you exchanged numbers
and ever since then you’ve been best friends
you’d text throughout most of the day
and considering how quick your face lit up whenever you saw his name on your phone screen everyone thought you were dating
including people in your choir
who would tease you whenever the choirs met up
which happened a lot
both of your choir teachers were practically brothers, and you were “cousin choirs”
so you would spend days at the their school and vice versa
you occasionally spent weekends together on choir retreats
and ofc you and sungwoon would hang out by yourselves
you would sing karaoke together a lot
everyone would tease you for the romantic ballads you sing together and how one if not both of you end up blushing by the end of it
which made you start to realize you had feelings for him
but you didn’t want to confess because you don’t see each a lot, and if he rejects you that would mean the few times you get to spend together would be awkward
but you weren’t so sure it wasn’t mutual
seeing as he was really clingy
he’d always have a hand on you in some way
or would rest his head on your shoulder on bus rides
so you were just like screw it and confessed to him
you were out for ice cream with him because it was the last day of school and you were getting ready for the heat to come your way
“hey sungwoon?”
“hm?”
“i wish we could stay like this,”
“what do you mean?”
“like this,” you smiled grabbing his hand, “together”
this boy nearly choked on his ice cream
but he intertwined your fingers before nodding and saying “we can stay like this if you want,”
request: hi can i request for a woojin school au? THANK YOU!
wOW this is way longer than i thought it waas lol
anyways i really like how this turned out, enjoy!
you were the “perfect” student
you got straight As and were involved in student council, sports, and did your best to support the other programs
everybody knew who you were
you had a pretty large group of friends, and were pretty social
you had a large group of guys to choose from too
but none of them caught your eye like the shy boy at the back of your math class
he always made sure to wave to you, an occasional grin spreading across his face causing your heartbeat to quicken at the sight of his snaggletooth
he was typically by himself outside of class
you knew he danced, and he was hella good at it too
ever since you found out he danced you made sure to be the dance program’s number one fan lol
you could say you had developed a crush on the boy
you didn’t tell any of your friends bc you knew they’d overwhelm him
he got good grades too
you always compared scores after exams seeing as you were some of the best students in the class
that’s why it was such a shock to everyone when you got a D on the math test and had to retake it
woojin was also very shocked and offered to help you review since he got 100%
you agreed to meet him at the library
even though the whole situation was frustrating, you were secretly glad that you got the chance to talk to him more
during the library he helped you review all the formulas
he was a really good teacher, always checking to make sure he wasn’t moving too fast for you, and would often write our example problems for you to try out
you finished and you were already feeling more confident in the material
“thanks woojin,” you smiled, slinging your backpack over your shoulder
“no problem, it’s getting late, can i walk you home?”
“i don’t see why not”
it was late evening, the sky dimly lit with pinks and yellows as the sun set
you were walking along the edge of the sidewalk, walking with you arms out as if you were on a balance beam
causing woojin to smile widely at you
you were really cute
you weren’t really paying attention to what was happening, so when woojin grabbed you wrist and pulled you to his frame, you were surprised to say the least.
“w-wha-“
“a car was getting really close to you, sorry”
“it’s okay! thank you!”
he brought you to the gate outside your house
“hey woojin?”
“yeah?”
“can i have your number?” you smiled, glad the dim sky hid your blush
he put his number in your phone and then left
you walked inside and tried to go up to your room
you may be perfect at school, but at home you were far from it
your parents were fighting, your dad was drinking again
you looked in the cupboard but there was nothing for you to eat, so you went up to your room and tried to rest for your test tomorrow
surprise
the yelling kept you up for a few hours
you started to cry, you weren’t exactly sure what to do
you got a text from woojin
“hey, just wanted to make sure i remembered your number correctly.”
you sighed “yeah, hey are you free?”
“i mean it’s late but yeah, are you okay?”
“no,”
“i’ll be over soon okay?”
you got out of your bed, dressing in slightly warmer clothes before sneaking out of your window, hiding near the gate
woojin showed up quickly, bringing you into a hug when he saw the distressed look on your face
“come on, let’s take you somewhere warmer, okay?”
you nodded, holding onto his arm for most of the walk
he unlocked the studio with his key as a trusted member, turning on the lights and sitting down with you in a corner
“are you okay?”
“n-not really” you sniffled
“have you been crying?” he said softly, wrapping his arms around you. “what’s wrong?”
“my parents are fighting. they have been all night. they fight so much they forget to take care of me, the yelled for so long i couldn’t sleep and i’m sure i forgot everything you taught me.”
“hey, it’s okay.” he pulled you closer, kissing your forehead before resting your head on his chest, his heart beat lulling you to sleep. “i’ll keep you safe, get some sleep.”
you woke up a few hours later, cuddled up to woojin on the floor of his dance studio that you had spent so many evenings at admiring him.
“do you feel any better?” woojin said, sleep laced in his voice. you nodded, “thank you,”
i haven’t updated in a while, so i tried to make this longer!
you were in fourth grade when you met samuel
ever since you started school you were typically by yourself
all the friends you had in kindergarten typically didn’t stick
so you would often sit by yourself and sketch stuff in the classroom
you had a small crush on samuel
he was kinda awkward but you thought it was cute
you had small pictures of him but they never turned out as well as you hoped bc he was always moving and you didn’t want to get caught staring at him
you were getting ready to go to lunch, everyone had already left the classroom
you walk out into the hallway and see samuel being backed against a wall
there were two boys in front of him who were teasing him for only being half korean
“what’s wrong with your nose?”
“remember mason he’s not full”
you went back into the classroom and thankfully the teacher was still there
you told him what was happening outside and waited for the teacher to deal with the two boys
once the teacher had left with the two, you ran to samuel and sat by him in the corner
“are you okay?”
“y-yeah”
you wrapped your small arms around him
“hey, i could barely notice you’re not fully korean. it’s okay that you’re not, that’s what makes you unique. now come on, let’s go get lunch.” you smiled
samuel started to hang out with you more often claiming that you were his “safe space”
he made sure to help you with any subject you were struggling with
and made sure to try and protect you
as you grew older your crush on samuel only intensified
he lost his chubby cheeks and cut his longer hair
he was more attractive now
and other girls seemed to notice
“sammy”
“hm?”
“don’t forget me when your famous” you giggled, motioning to a group of girls that were too shy to approach him
“a-ah, them” he sighed, “i don’t know how to turn them down,”
“pretend you already have a girlfriend? i mean i know you’re to awkward to ever get one but they don’t need to know that.”
“wow i’m glad you think so highly of me. can i use you as my girlfriend?”
“what?”
“we’re together all the time, it’s believable.”
“fine, but i better not get attacked by your fangirls.”
“i’ll do my best.”
the bell rang and you had different classes
“sammy, give me a hug, we gotta act the part.”
he sighed before pulling you into his warm embrace, “see you later,”
you went along with this routine for a few weeks, and although no girl ever confessed to samuel, you did start to see less girls stalking by his locker
you thought it would be safe to stop the whole thing, but you didn’t want to say anything bc you were loving the hugs and handholds you got from samuel even if it meant nothing to him
but boy were you wrong
samuel knew he could have stopped a while ago, or could have done less and still got the same effect
but he couldn’t help but notice his heartbeat quicken whenever you hugged him or grabbed his hand or smiled at him
he knew he liked you and he also knew that this was the closest he’ll ever get to dating you
you went up to him and asked him if you could draw him for your art class
you didn’t tell him the assignment though
it made him nervous to have you stare at him that intently
you were enjoying the sight before you
samuel was obviously flustered and that could only be bc of you
when you were finished you couldn’t help but add in the blush on his cheeks
“i always forget how talented you are.” he smiles at the finished project, but not before whining over the blush on his cheeks. “what was the assignment anyways?”
“i was told to draw something or someone i love, and i chose you as my muse.” you smiled, blush dusting your cheeks.
“you’re really dedicated to this fake dating thing, aren’t you?” he said, trying to slow his beating heart.
“see that’s the thing. i don’t want to fake date you anymore, i want to actually date you.”
“o-oH”
“that’s why i drew this, i love you.”
“i uh, love you too.”
your routine before didn’t change much besides the occasional pecks here and there
Please don't worry about updating when you're already doing your best. Even tho I really love your account you should worry about yourself first and how your life is doing. Good luck with everything and sorry I can't do anything to help.. Love you!! 💕
request: Hi, I can I please request a Flower Boy Cafe au with Daehwi? Like, you meet him at this flower boy cafe that your friend dragged you too, and all of these girls flirt with him, so you think he’s only looks and conceited. But he tries in multiple cliche, romantic ways to get you to like him? Can aegyo and flower crown Daehwi also be throw in there, along with a fluff ending?
so i wasn’t really sure how to go about aegyo in this so i left it out, hope that’s okay. anyways i hope daehwi’s ear gets better. he’s such a precious baby and i love him <3
so your best friend somi decided that for your birthday
she was going to take you to a flower boy cafe
which you had no idea wtf that was
you never like officially agreed to going
but somi wouldn’t take a no for an answer
so when she showed up at your door step with some pastel clothes for you to wear
you just gave in lol
she dragged you to the cafe and you questioned why she wanted to bring you here
and she said it was for fun
you didn’t really believe her but it was too late to back out now
you showed up to a small cafe the was painted a light mint and the greenery was well trimmed outside
and you were like maybe this won’t be as bad as i thought it would be
but then you walked inside
and you were like nope bye
the inside wasn’t poorly decorated either
it was just the people who worked there
most of them were wearing flower crowns and were flirting with the girls who worked there
a boy with blonde hair and came up to you and somi and hugged somi
“my favorite customer!”
she smiled “hi daehwi, this is my best friend y/n”
he looked at you before a giant smile spread across his features “helLO”
“uh hi”
he sat the two of you at somi’s regular table before leaving to tend to others
“he’s uh, nice” you say, coughing trying to stifle a laugh as you hear his loud voice from across the cafe
“he’s great, i actually brought you here because i wanted you to meet”
you choked on your tea
“why”
“jesus y/n calm down i just wanted two of my closest friends to meet, unless you want it to be something more i can totally set you up”
“no thanks”
you couldn’t help but glance at daehwi throughout your time there
he was cute you’d give him that
but he flirted with every girl there
somi got up to use the restroom and daehwi came and took her spot at the table
“somi told me it was your birthday,” he singsonged
“u-um, yeah”
“here”
he took the flower crown off the top of his head and placed it on yours
“look at you, you’re so cute” he pinched your cheeks
“um, thanks,”
you couldn’t help but blush
after he left you scolded yourself
“he flirts with everyone don’t think you’re special” you mumbled
somi came back and you were getting ready to leave
“wait!” daehwi squealed, running up to you
“take this,” he handed you a piece of paper “bye haPPY BIRTHDAY”
you walked outside to somi and she just glanced at you to your hand
“did daehwi give you his number”
“i uh think so, i haven’t opened it”
“wow, never seen him do that before”
somi brought you back again to give you one more chance to see if you wanted to initiate anything with daehwi
she also made you wear his flower crown back lol
daehwi was so happy to see you again
he told somi that he thought you were super pretty
and somi told him that his flirting was ruining his chance
so daehwi didn’t flirt with anyone while you were there
if a girl approached him he’d force a smile but he did his best to keep an eye on you
it was nearing closing time and somi gave you money to pay but she said she had to leave
you got ready to go
“hey y/n, can i walk you home?” daehwi asked
he’d changed out of his flower boy uniform and into more casual clothing
you were shook bc this boy pulled off overalls
he looked cuter than you though originally
“sure,”
you two talked a lot on the walk home and hit it off quite well
you were both thanking somi in the back of your mind for leaving early
he got to the front of your house
and the lighting of the sun setting made him look g r e a t
“y/n i uh,” he looked down at his shoes, “somi showed me some pictures of you two together a few weeks ago and i thought you were really cute so i made somi bring you to the cafe and you were cuter in person and idk what i’m saying anymore i just want to be around you and-“
you cut him off by pecking his lips
“you’re cute too daehwi,” you smiled, pinching his red cheeks
