slim thique shitass

Talya | 30s | gaining weight | fat lib or die | 5’10” LW: 106 CW: 138 HW: 140 GW1: 145 GW2: 160 GW3: 180 UGW: 200(??)

[wannabinger]

reading red velvet discourse and I really resent the way people talk about people with eds as conniving liars like idk I've been the noticably underweight girl talking about how "I know I need to gain weight and I eat a lot I just can't gain weight no matter how hard I try" and I was being mostly truthful like sure I was downplaying and disguising the hard days and skating around some things but that is honestly how it felt experientially... Also people really underestimate just how much you can eat while still maintaining a very low weight especially if you're active and busy... like shits hard it sounds like she's trying her best leave her alone

[wannabinger]

"if I gain 20lbs my body will be perfect"

"losing 30lbs made my body beautiful in a deeply fucked up way and I was scared I'd die but maybe I was being dramatic and having a sub-16 BMI wasn't actually all that bad"

"gaining 30lbs back was good for me but my proportions are weird let's gain another 30lbs and then lose 10-20 so you can maybe be soft skinny instead of sharp skinny"

"actually maybe I shouldn't have given up the ability to maintain a 16-17bmi maybe I'm actually so small framed that was actually healthy for me and I am actually fat for my frame now that I'm up to nearly 21"

"how to lose an inch in the waist and add 2 to the hips at the same time"

"is fasting all day so you can eat 3000 calories of junk food late at night then fasting again the next day intermittent fasting and normal or is that a little bit bulimic of me"

"why do I keep fantasizing about letting myself get crazy hungry and eating until I'm so full I have to puke and then eating more and why does that seem fun in a pleasurable and hedonistic way when everyone who actually does that fantasizes about being so scared of food they starve themselves"

"I'm so lucky I gained the weight back and am not so eating disordered anymore *proceeds to freak the fuck out because breakfast plans changed*"

just things that have been on my mind lately

[wannabinger]

crazy that I used to have to sit for 45min working through a little cheeseburger and fries at 5 guys and still have to throw most of the fries away bc I just couldn't get them down... Now I can finish everything in like 15min flat under the right circumstances

[wannabinger]

weight cycling between dangerously underweight and minimally normal until I'm skinnyfat as fuck

[wannabinger]

People need to stop pretending that a cheeseburger tater tots onion rings and a milkshake plus a soda is a lot to eat in one sitting like that's normal actually

[wannabinger]

sometimes I'll get myself into trouble bc someone will have like a bag of snacks that we're sharing and I'll ask "are there any left or did you finish them" and they'll get incredibly upset with me for suggesting that they would eat the whole bag in one sitting meanwhile I'm over here like "that is normal To Me in fact I do not eat snacks unless I'm prepared to eat the whole bag" which is apparently Not Normal

[wannabinger]

Best part of eating a big meal is getting to lie there and show off how swollen you are and whine about how your tummy hurts or whimper about how warm and sleepy you feel unfortunately that is widely considered to be “annoying” and “inappropriate” and makes people think you “have a problem” and also if you do it while you’re alone it’s not fun anymore bc there’s no one to show off or whine to so now you’re just alone with a tummy ache so then you get sad and start wondering if maybe you shouldn’t be doing all that, actually, which is the devil infecting your mind btw

[femmefeedist]

Regarding your metabolism making it hard to gain weight - if anything, it kinda highlights your gluttony and fatty diet even more.

The fact your body is so adamant on being skinny and not putting on weight, yetttt - you still have a round podgy pot belly, fatty hips and a fat ass. It just highlights how greedy you really must be

it's so hot to think that my body naturally wants to stay thin and I'm literally FORCING it to put on weight because it's so hot

[safftums-deactivated20260117]

feeding someone who’s been starving with food that’s healthy, warm, and easy on their stomach, only to watch them guzzle it until there’s a little bulge on their middle from it all. mmmmm…

[wannabinger]

Full and hungry and bloated and empty and ravenous and nauseous and anxious and upset and sad and angry and ugly and cute and sweet and silly

[wannabinger]

I need to be greedier I'm tired of being scared to eat the treats I ask for / buy for myself, saving it for later when I'm not scared, then not getting to eat it at all because I keep being scared and someone else in my house eats it since it was about to go bad and I can't even be mad abt it because yea you're right I would have let it go bad before I got over myself... cue guilt & refusal to even bother treating myself ever

[es-draws]

Day 16 24: Silhouette

[wannabinger]

you can feel empowered by saying yes to food... or relinquish control to self denial and wind up disappointed in yourself.

its your choice but we all know which one is right and which one is wrong

keep eating

[wannabinger]

you’ve still got a lot to pack away before you hit your goals

do not give in to doubt

do not habituate denial

You don’t want to lose all your progress, do you?

just keep eating

you got this <3

[wannabinger]

Bitch, get yourself together. Carboload. Buy an air fryer. Start cooking for fun. Get 6 or 7 pastries with your coffee. Eat hummus with a spoon. Book some dinner reservations. Eat. Smoke weed. Listen to your body. Start some type of psychosexual weight gain blog.

[wannabinger]

I love being hungry and eating food that I like I love feeling like I cannot get enough of what’s in front of me or get it down fast enough I love feeling my waistband slowly grow tighter I love feeling slightly weighed down by the mass in my stomach I love knowing that my bloated belly will lead to wider hips and softer thighs and a rounder face I love lying there after I’ve finished wondering how much more I could fit before my body makes me stop

[fatty-lit]

I love how much personality fat bodies have. All skinny people look essentially the same from the neck down, but when a gainer/feedee posts, I immediately know who it is because everyone accumulates fat in such different ways.

It's one of the things that makes a new feedee so exciting. How is that fat going to start coming on? Is it going all to the belly? Will it be a taught, rund, pregnant-looking belly or a big, hanging, jiggly gut? Will it distribute more evenly? Fat arms and face? How long until a double chin? Will it all go to the ass and thighs, making a delicious pear? Or will it make her tits huge and heavy? Will she get lit up with greedy red stretch marks right away or will she remain smooth and round all over?

There's just so much diversity in fat bodies, both in size and shape, that make them so tantilizing and vivacious, and I love all of them.