musings.

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        I DON’T CARE WHAT THEY SAY,       I KNOW ONE THING’S TRUE :

                                        𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚈 𝙳𝙾𝙽’𝚃 𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙻𝙸𝙺𝙴 𝙸 𝙳𝙾.                                         𝑇𝐻𝐸𝑌 𝐷𝑂𝑁’𝑇 𝐿𝑂𝑉𝐸 𝑌𝑂𝑈 𝐿𝐼𝐾𝐸 𝐼 𝐷𝑂.                                     𝑇𝐻𝐸𝑌 𝐷𝑂𝑁’𝑇 𝐿𝑂𝑉𝐸 𝑌𝑂𝑈 𝐿𝐼𝐾𝐸 𝐼 𝐷𝑂.                                  𝑇𝐻𝐸𝑌 𝐷𝑂𝑁’𝑇 𝐿𝑂𝑉𝐸 𝑌𝑂𝑈 𝐿𝐼𝐾𝐸 𝐼 𝐷𝑂.

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𝐂𝐇𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐎𝐏𝐈𝐀.  a prompt list of lyrics from 𝐭𝐲𝐥𝐞𝐫, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫'𝐬 new album.

i'm gonna make it out, i promise. i'm gonna make it out.

i think my neighbors want me dead.

just how long is forever?

come and catch me, please.

it's not fair just to be stuck with me.

i know our exes want to see us in hell

this is my fault. the results are justified.

maybe it's a blessing in disguise.

i'm dramatic, you see.

i hope you find yourself.

i hope you take your mask off.

the thought of children -- it brings me stress.

worry about it tomorrow.

don't you wait on me, i'll be fine.

i was born with a gift.

look at me, i turned out fine.

they thought i was dead.

how could i ever miss something that i never had?

i'm everything i strive to be.

do i look like him?

do your thing, just keep shining.

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i want to be that fucked up girl .

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𝐀  𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑  𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍.  a  prompt  list  inspired  by  two  up’s  musical  36  Questions. feel  free  to  change  pronouns,  etc.  death  mention,  alcohol  mention,  slight  drug  mention.  slight  self  harm  mention.

❛  you  share  a  lot  in  common  with  my  husband.  ❜ ❛  i  feel  like  i  know  you,  like  we’ve  met  before.  ❜ ❛  when  i  was  with  you  i  could  be  myself.  ❜ ❛  when  i  was  with  you  i  was  real.  ❜ ❛  i’m  only  afraid  of  dying  alone.  ❜ ❛  when  i  am  with  you  i  can  feel  shivers  running  down  my  spine.  ❜ ❛  there’s  never  really  one  thing.  ❜ ❛  sad  i  had  to  make  the  call.  ❜ ❛  sometimes  to  solve  a  problem,  you  follow  it  back  to  the  start.  ❜ ❛  so,  you  came  here  looking  for  one  thing.  and  you’re  saying  that  one  thing  was  to  forget  about  me  ?  ❜ ❛  after  tonight,  you’ll  never  hear  from  me  again.  ❜ ❛  we’ll  do  this  one  thing.  ❜ ❛  it’s  our  word  against  his.  ❜ ❛  i  was  told  to  keep  their  secrets.  ❜ ❛  as  i  got  older,  i  got  dumber.  ❜ ❛  i  couldn’t  help  but  cross  the  line.  ❜ ❛  three  times  i  nearly  wrecked  my  life.  ❜ ❛  i  developed  some  fun  habits.  ❜ ❛  she’s  always  been  so  god  damn  independent.  ❜ ❛  but  eventually  we  had  to  send  her  home.  ❜ ❛  for  the  record,  this  is  self  destructive.  ❜ ❛  and  yes,  i  admit,  i  wish  i  could  touch  her.  ❜ ❛  i  was  just,  uh…  setting  the  table,  here.  i  don’t  know  why  i  did  that.  ❜ ❛  it’s  kind  of  like  a  weird  first  date.  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  imagine  all  the  horrible  stuff  you’ve  heard  about  me.  ❜ ❛  i  guess  i’m  still  afraid  that  i  might  lie.  ❜ ❛  there’s  a  good  chance  that  this  wine  terrible.  ❜ ❛  there’s  something  to  the  ritual  of  setting  some  old  shit  on  fire.  ❜ ❛  why  did  you  lie  to  me  ?  ❜ ❛  can  i  pet  your  dog  ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  ___,  what’s  your  name  ?  ❜ ❛  with  you  in  my  life,  i  was  a  better  person.  ❜ ❛  for  the  first  time,  i  was  in  love.  ❜ ❛  all  the  mundane  shit  i  used  to  hate  was  invigorated  with  your  sense  of  wonder.  ❜ ❛  they  say  before  you  die  your  whole  life  flashes  before  your  eyes.  ❜ ❛  you  never  said  goodbye.  ❜

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— and yet you chose to love .

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so much have changed, but i'm the same.

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i  will  never  tempt  fate

                         not  once,  i  swear

 i  will  never  trust  ice

                         i  will  never  trust  a  thing

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i  might  have  been  your  pal ,

i  might  have  been  your  friend ,

but  you  know  how  that  saying  goes  :

all  good  things  gotta  end  !

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i think we deserve a soft epilogue , my love .

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i'll take the darkness if i can't claim the light .

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𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐃 𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐌𝐀𝐘 . // or 20 different ways 𝗣𝗜𝗘𝗥𝗖𝗘 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗩𝗘𝗜𝗟 has said i love you.

"i still think you're beautiful."

"i don't ever wanna lose my best friend."

"i hope you like the stars i stole for you."

"you hold my attention without even trying."

"if i ever catch the ones who hurt you, i'm hoping that god looks away."

"hold my heart, it's beating for you anyway."

"for you, i'd count the salt under the sea."

"maybe we're meant to lose the ones we love, but i'll fight for you 'til the end."

"i might be perfect with you."

"on my arm, there's a tattoo of your name."

"what if i can't forget you ?"

"it was all for you."

"without you, what's the point ? "

"without you, there is no me."

"sharpen your teeth and bite as hard as you want."

"you're my angel."

"i wanna hold your hand so tight, i'm gonna break my wrist."

"i waited my whole life for you."

"the taste of you and me will never leave my lips."

"darling, you'll be okay."

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𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐒 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐂𝐓 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐍𝐎𝐖 . // or 20 different ways 𝗠𝗬 𝗖𝗛𝗘𝗠𝗜𝗖𝗔𝗟 𝗥𝗢𝗠𝗔𝗡𝗖𝗘 has said i love you.

the  hardest  part  of  this  is  leaving  you.

  don't  stop  if  i  fall  and  don't  look  back  !

 and  if  they  get  me,  take  this  spike  to  my  heart.

  i'll  never  let  them  hurt  you,  i  promise.

  i'd  end  my  days  with  you  in  a  hail  of  bullets.

  i  would  drive  on  to  the  end  with  you.

  i  mean  this  forever.

  without  you  is  how  i  disappear.

  let  me  be  the  one  to  save  you.

  you're  the  only  hope  for  me.

  we  can  live  forever  if  you  got  the  time.

  save  yourself,  i'll  hold  them  back.

  nevermind  the  shape  i'm  in,  i'll  keep  you  safe  tonight.

  you  can  run  away  with  me  anytime  you  want.

  if  you  stay,  i  would  even  wait  all  night  or  until  my  heart  explodes.

  i'll  find  you  when  the  sun  goes  black.

  the  world  is  ugly,  but  you're  beautiful  to  me.

  if  you  save  my  life,  i'll  be  the  one  who  drives  you  home  tonight .

take my hand and never be afraid again .

and for the last night i lie, can i lie next to you ?

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why  did  it  take  DEATH  to  see  that  HAPPINESS  was  up  to  ME  ?

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  we  function  on  routine  :

 we  sleep ,  we  eat ,  we  read .

 we  eat ,  we  drink ,  we  sleep.

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why  can't  i  leave  well  enough  alone  and  go  to  the  light  ?

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𝐈𝐅  𝐈  𝐊𝐍𝐄𝐖  𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐍 what  i  know  now

i  would've  crossed  every  line

and  𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐊  all  the  wine

before  my  final  bow.

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it could have been me .

IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME !