from a to zee

i write... sometimes... when i can...

[wasteddmoondust]

ZEE’S LITTLE CORNER *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

i’m 20, she/her, a preschool teacher who needs sleep and a massage, and i think too much about these little fictional people

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LATEST: car mirror selfies

requests/thoughts are open! <3

currently writing for: James Potter, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, Harry Potter.

CURRENTLY... TIRED FROM WORKING PLEASE BE KIND 😭🙏🏻 WRITING COMES TO ME ON A WHIM

[haedyllic]

i promised you 🦋

(crossposting from x, bsky, & ig)

[cyborgsmanifesto]

dealing with the worst case scenario

your condom breaks

you feel a lump on your breast

your friends are ignoring you

you’re stranded on an island 

you got rejected by a crush

you get into a car accident

you got stung by a bee/wasp

you got fired from your job

you’re in an earthquake

your tattoo gets infected

your house is on fire

you’re lost in the woods

you get arrested abroad

you get robbed

your partner cheated on you

you’re on a ship that’s sinking

you fall into ice

you’re stuck in an elevator

you hit a deer with your car

you have food poisoning

your pet passed away

you fall off of a horse

you or your friend has alcohol poisoning

you have toxic shock syndrome

your house has a gas leak

[4velitta4]

I feel like this could be useful in my future

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REBLOG THIS. I CANNOT STRESS HOW IMPORTANT THIS GUIDES ARE, BOOST THIS SHIT

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[wasteddmoondust]

you and sirius black and words of affirmation.

because all he wanted in life was for someone to look at him and say, "you're great, i love you."

"wow, this tastes really good. you should cook more often."

"i hope you know your tattoos are the coolest thing ever. they're the first thing i noticed about you."

"aw, honey. it doesn't matter, you did great."

in the loud moments where you're laughing and screaming at each other. "you're the best!"

in the quiet moments of the night when you're cradling him after a nightmare. "come here, you're safe with me, love."

even in the turbulent heart-aching moments. "i do it because i fucking love you okay?! i love you, and i care so much about you it actually scares the shit out of me!"

even twelve years later, when he thinks you've left him behind for better things.

"sirius? is that you?"

"i never gave up on you. never."

"i love you, i'm never letting go of you again."

he realises he's the best you'll ever need.

a/n: heart hurts just a little... but like in a good way

[wasteddmoondust]

waiting room removed from spotify AGAIN i don't think i can bounce back from this guys

[wasteddmoondust]

hi pookies i just started being a full-time daycare teacher 🥲 updates will be coming in very very slowly... but thanks for all the support <3

[wasteddmoondust]

james in his compression shirt and grey sweatpants and his glasses. that's all

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the way this has over 100 notes DAMN i see you all...........

[wasteddmoondust]

you and james potter and physical touch.

heads? on shoulders. in each other's laps. in each other's hands. he holds your face like he's holding the entire world. his favourite pillow to rest on is your chest. yours is in the crook of his neck.

hands? intertwined. at least one of your fingers interlocked as you walk in a crowded hallway. on your waist, or the small of your back. on your thigh (he's a thigh guy, sue me), on the couch or when you're in the passenger seat. your hands comb through his dark curls. his hands braid your hair if it's long enough. fingers are for head massages whenever they are needed.

arms? linked. as much as possible. while walking, while watching a movie, when you're sitting on the same side of a booth for dinner. arms around each other, warm and always welcome. big or little spoon or just... tangled like pasta in a fork.

legs! around his hips when you're on his lap. his between yours in the early hours of the morning. or when he picks you up and throws you over his back.

sometimes all he wishes for is to be close to you and melt into you. lucky for him, it turns out you wish for the same too.

a/n: can you tell my love language is physical touch... (gonna make one of these love language things for the other boys too teehee)

[wasteddmoondust]

okay guys you can send in requests in hopes i get my writing motivation back because i feel like i've rotted for most of my break and i literally start work next week (preschool teacher era is starting again!!!)

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RRRAAAAHHHH i just realised we hit over 100 followers :,) thanks guyz!!!!! <333

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james has a crush on you. and he thinks he's sooo slick about it.

he forgot his pencil case today.

(he didn't, really. it's buried deep in his book bag and hope no one actually rummages inside to look for it.)

he takes a deep breath and put on his play-it-cool face before tapping your shoulder.

"hey can i borrow a pen? i forgot to bring mine," he asks.

"oh. yeah, sure," you take a pen from your pencil case and pass it to him. "you can give it back tomorrow."

he smiles at that. "thanks," he breathes out. you turn back around before the lesson starts.

remus is staring at him. "i literally sit next to you."

"yeah, but did i ask you? shut it before i shove your pens up your arse."

he plans to cherish your pen as much as he can.

a/n: i am him he is me. i did this when i was 14 with the boy with the uniball signo 0.38 pen.

[wasteddmoondust]

james in his compression shirt and grey sweatpants and his glasses. that's all

[wasteddmoondust]

nights out with the boys. and you.

sirius couldn't be happier. across from him at the table is james, talking very enthusiastically about his current interest. his hands never rest, emphasising every thing as it should be.

remus is next to james, listening intently. his hair falls slightly into his face but he doesn't care to fix it at that moment. the mouth of his glass hovers over his lips. every now and then he takes a swig and continues smiling.

and there's you.

you, whose right knee is touching his left. your elbows resting on the table, leaning forward into the conversation. your head occasionally dips down to sip your cocktail.

sirius looks at you and it's you, the person who sleeps by his side at night. the person he wakes up to in the morning. you, the one who waits for him to come home. you, who's there for him at his lowest moments. you, who cradles him when he wakes from a nightmare. you, who calls in the middle of the day just to update him on your workplace gossip. you, who loosely braids his hair while you watch a movie. you, who he got matching tattoos with. you, the person who knows his exact coffee order. you, the muse for so much of his art.

it's you, the one he loves.

you're looking at him. "you good?"

he smiles, leaning to kiss your cheek. "never better."

a/n: sirius is the kinda guy i wanna hold hands with and tell him it'll be okay

[wasteddmoondust]

Hi love, I was wondering if you have a tag list for be my baby

hi!!! yes i do! just send in a non-anonymous ask and i'll add you :)

[wasteddmoondust]

if possible... maybe send sirius reqs because i think my boy deserves love 😭

[wasteddmoondust]

car mirror selfies || james potter

pairing: james potter x bestfriend's sister!reader 826 words, reader is sirius' little sister, secret relationship at the start, accidental announcement?????, suggestive joke towards the end. a/n: THIS CAME TO ME WHEN I SAW A TWEET BUT I LOST THE TWEET (also, not proofread pls be nice)

"When do you think we should tell them?"

You're with James. You're right next to him but you're also with him romantically.

It just sort of happened. One of those moments where you're hanging out and he just leans in and you also lean in and suddenly you're kissing. It's been very slow and sweet between the both of you since then.

As much as your now boyfriend would love to scream from the top of the hills about you, there's just one tiny problem.

"You want me, your girlfriend, to tell your best friend, my brother, that we are dating?"

"Well, Remus too-"

"Still! You see my point."

James lets out an exasperated sigh and shrugs. "We'll have to tell him eventually."

You bite the inside of your cheek. "I feel like at this point I rather him find out accidentally."

You should probably watch what you wish for.

It's Saturday afternoon, before your bi-weekly hangouts with your brother and his friends. Sirius had told you and James to meet at his car which was parked in the mall car park while he and Remus ran errands.

Five minutes pass by since the both of you arrive, and the other two are nowhere to be seen. It's not likely for them to be late, but you'd still let it slide.

"I wonder what's taking them so long..." you say. You decide to take out your lip gloss and reapply it, using the car's window as a mirror.

James smiles at you. He loves the way you concentrate and slowly apply it onto your lips and smack them together when you're done. He knows you'd kiss him on the cheek later and he'll keep the gloss stain on for as long as he could.

"Come here, babe," he says, using his arm to wrap around your neck as he pulls you closer to him. He pulls out his phone and aims the camera at the window. He starts to snap a photo.

"Cute," you say, smiling.

The both do a few poses. Smiles, sticking out tongues. You pucker your lips to pose, and James presses a kiss to his cheek and takes a photo of that, and you kiss his cheek back.

Just then, the car window slowly winds down.

"What the hell are you two doing?" Sirius asks, his brows furrowed and mouth agape.

You've never wanted to bury yourself underground so badly in your life until this moment.

The three of you are in silence for what felt like forever. James breaks it first.

"We were... taking selfies?" Wow. James, the love of your life, cannot even save his own life.

Sirius gets straight to the point. "How long has this been going on?" he asks.

You decide to speak this time. "Like... three weeks ago?"

He raises his brows, he looks curious now. "Before or after March 31st?"

"Before."

Sirius gasps, so loud that you and James flinch. He claps his hands, the sound echoing through the underground car park. "Remus owes me so much money!" he exclaims.

What?

"You bet on us?" you almost yell, once you realise what he said.

Sirius laughs. "On New Year's, Remus said he thought you two would get together by the end of the year. I knew better, you'd have it solved by March." He shrugs.

You scoff, "I can't believe this."

"Oh come on, I believed in you! You finally did something!"

James cuts in. "I made the first move," he announces confidently.

Sirius turns to look at him, his face now deadpan. "You're my best mate, James. But if you hurt my sister don't think I won't hunt you down."

James backs up suddenly, losing all said confidence. He mumbles an 'okay'.

You look at your brother. "You're not mad?"

"Why should I be? If anything, I rather have you be with James than some random git." The look on your face doesn't change much. He sighs. "You know what? Fine, I'm happy for both of you and I only want the best for you, blah blah blah. Are you happy now? Get in the car, and hold hands or whatever, I'm fine with it."

You and James look at each other. He smiles at you and shrugs, opening the door for you to enter. He gets in with you and doesn't hesitate to link his arm with yours, intertwining your fingers together. He squeezes your hand, and you know it's for reassurance.

Sirius happily sighs from the driver's seat, watching the two of you from the interior mirror. "Ah, young love," he says, crossing his arms.

"Please shut up, you're just a year older than me," you say. "I still can't believe you bet on us like that."

"Be happy for me! I'm now a whole one grand richer."

"You bet one thousand?!"

"Yes. But honestly? Remus can just repay me with some really good he-"

You kick the back of his seat.

a/n: i know it's not teacher and james but!!!! don't worry babes have this in the mean time, may this be the start of my motivation coming back. thank you guys! <3 likes and reblogs are appreciated