Sad life

Just a girl struggling with shit please dont r3p0rt im just a girl

[watchmewither111]

okay so i think im supposed to do this so heres some info on me

btw please just block if my acc is triggering

height: 5’7

hw: 145lbs

lw: 104lbs

cw: 119lbs

gw1:110lbs

gw2: 105lbs

ugw:100-95lbs

age: 18

[watchmewither111]

havent used tumblr becuase ive been heavily binging for 2 months now…. i feel like a fake i want to get back to my gw but its so hard without having using drugs to ignore my hunger

[shotfawn]

[watchmewither111]

just watched the victoria secret show…. i will not be eating for the next year

[bonescrusher]

Thinspo That Stays In My Head

[watchmewither111]

ik i’ve been inactive but my birthday passed… i’m the legal drinking age in canada now so.. yk

[nepttunno]

ngl i miss old edblr, when we didn’t have to put fucking numbers and symbols in words to search for a tag, when we could simple search the things we wanted without the annoying warning

like please let me be triggered in peace

[watchmewither111]

im so glad i have toxic parents it makes it easier to starve

[babyfrogstuff]

yall ever be in public and when you see a fat person you think like "thank god I'm not you"

like damn what i gotta be an asshole for

[watchmewither111]

im half way through day two… this is when it gets hard for me since im naturally quite fit with a fast metabolic rate so i burn well over 2000 cals a day but i know i must keep going, i cannot give in just yet, i might allow myself and iced coffee with milk or something i dont know yet

update i got a coke zero, so hopefully today goes smoothly

[watchmewither111]

okay so yesterday went smoothly! i also took this strong laxative to reset my body and flush out all the food frm the week so im glad.

my weight for tdy is 122lbs!! i still have a long way to go but its working!

[watchmewither111]

today im starting a 4 day liquid fast i might even push it to 5 days and im gonna track it here so i can have the motivation to keep going

my starting weight is 124…. i binged so much this last week its terrible

safe drinks are

coffee (no sugar)

tea (no sugar)

zero sugar redbulls (i need the energy)

and water ofc

i might allow myself a protein shake on monday aswell

wish me luck!!

[dolliesbone]

Reasons to loose weight

1. You'll be able to see ur ribs

2. You'll be able to see ur collar bones

3. You'll notice your thigh gap

4. People will notice your weightloss

5. People won't be able to call u fat or say anything about you being fat

6. You'll look good in almost all clothes

7. Your face will loose fat

8. You'll see more of your figure that was covered in fat when you reach ur gw or ugw

9. People will think ur light and be able to easily pick u up

10. People will hug you and feel your bones

11. Your double chin will go away

12. Your wrists will look smaller

13. You'll see the bones in ur hands

14. Your fingers will look slimmer

15. Your thighs won't rub together

16. You'll be able to admire your body in the mirror in anything

17. You can wear baby tees or crop tops

18. You can wear low rise jeans

19. You can wear tight tops and maybe your ribs will even show through them

20. Your waist will look thinner

21. You'll look smaller in of guard pictures or pictures in general

22. People would be jealous of your body

23. You'll be able to enjoy food more often

24. People won't judge you for eating

25. You'll see your bones from every angle

26. You'll look prettier

27. Youll be those type of skinny people that are "cursed with skinny problems"

28. You'll be proud of your body

29. Your back rolls will go away

30. You'll look perfect

[cdstarslog]

my favorite th1ñśpø

[watchmewither111]

thin thighs are my dream

[theskinnistfairyprincess]

Morute t h I n s p o 🎀🩷🪓

Nature edition🌷🌳🌸

Found on 📌dm for removal

[kittenpawz47]

Love having to stand/walk all day for work 🥰 Burns so many extra calories vs a desk job

[skin-bones-swag]

My ED means nothing if I’m still fat. No one cares when you’re fat. People will say “you should eat” and then cringe when you eat. I have to be thin enough to make people worried.