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marianne / 24 / ednos???? hw 133 cw 105 gw 90 ugw 80 bmi 19

[xxchampagnemomyxx]

Having an eating disorder and not being skinny is the most embarrassing thing ever.

[watermeloncals]

I’m the lightest I’ve been since I was like 13 and I’m still fat what the he’ll

[watermeloncals]

not happy when I workout not happy when I starve AUGH

[watermeloncals]

i’m like recovered ig but a girl at work said “omg marianne i never see u eat u gotta eat something!!” and i was like #slay

[justwishiwasded-deactivated2022]

The hunger hurts? You feel nauseous and dizzy? Good. That's what your body deserves as punishment for wanting to eat so much. Make sure you make it suffer just as much as it makes you.

[watermeloncals]

“u can eat ur favorite foods and still lose weight!” yeah but i live in america everything comes in huge sizes and i can’t buy that shit because i have no self control maybe if america let me buy tiny packs of cheez it’s that would be great but they only have the huge box sizes ugh

[watermeloncals]

is it weird that although i rlly wanna try macrofactor i’m kinda invested in lose it bc i have like 400 something consecutive days now

[watermeloncals]

i love my life

[watermeloncals]

i would like to lose my period

[watermeloncals]

tuna + hoisin sauce + garlic + cilantro and green onion = delicious low carb protein meal

[543634]

i have no idea what a normal amount of food is

[lild3m0nsworld]

[watermeloncals]

was cursed with big huge weird shoulders and weird fat distribution so it looks like i’m overweight when i’m not but also if i stand at a certain distance away from the mirror i AM overweight but also if i stand at that same distance away from the mirror the next morning i look different and skinnier and if i look in the bathroom mirror i look fat the same hour WHAT IS THE TRUTH!!!!!!!!!

[watermeloncals]

it’s hilarious how i’m actually skinnier and more toned than i was a year or two ago but i’m more miserable than ever

[watermeloncals]

i’m eating chunks of parmigiano reggiano that’s only meant for grating bc i’ve lost control of my life

[watermeloncals]

it’s not been a kind week lads

[watermeloncals]

omg can’t believe goat cheese is less calorie dense and healthier for u than cow cheese this is fantastic bc i love goat cheese