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allie. twenty five. scorpio 「i said to the sun, "tell me about the big bang." the sun said, "It hurts to become."」

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hi i’m reviving this account xo

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hi i’m getting to replies soon! i just had a really crazy hectic couple weeks! being in college is exhausting!! i can’t wait to be done!

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kitexlikexgirlx:

open to m/f/nb ~ wanted connection: bf/gf/spouse/fwb ~ based on this.

“Please tell me your almost home.” The brunette stated the moment she realised her call had been answered. Camped out on the couch, free hand resting against her very pregnant belly she let out a shaky breath. They had both known that the other going away on a business trip so close to her due date was a bad idea, playing with fire so to say, especially with her being on her own. “I just really need you here.”

“Baby, I’m almost home,” He said into the phone. “What’s wrong?” He quickly added, the concern rising in his voice. He’d managed to barely get so much as a wink of sleep since he was away, too busy worrying about his wife stuck pregnant at home. “I’m just waiting for my car service to come and get me and then I’ll be right there,” He assured her. Dexter huffed out a breath as he finally saw his car pulling up. He hurried in it and shut the door quickly. He hoped the driver could sense his urgency. 

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otherhalfmuses:

“A-Are you sure this i-is a good idea?” Grace asked anxiously as the other pulled out their phone. Grace wasn’t exactly sure why they wanted to take pictures of her in her new underwear, and she wasn’t exactly sure why she was still going through with this. “D-Do you promise no one w-will see them?” She asked, wrapping her arms around herself bashfully. “My f-family will kill m-me if they found out a-about this…”

“Sure,” Nick said and gave a half shrug. He opened the vintage photo app on his phone to give it a cool filter. “You look really beautiful. You should feel like it too,” He explained. “I thought maybe some cool pictures would help,” He added. “No one is gonna see ‘em if you don’t want ‘em to. I won’t even keep ‘em if you’d rather have keep them yourself.”

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✧ * º • snap →  h e r . ❜

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altitudc:

CHESTER:   drunk  snapping  me  is  a  little  cliché . CHESTER:   but  i’m  endeared  as  to  why  you’re  only  nice  to  me  when  you’re  drunk . CHESTER:   i  mean  i  know  it’s  likely  that  sober  you  try  to  smother  your  feelings  for  me . CHESTER:   because  you’re  scared  of  what  caring  about  me  means .

SAGE: wow ya really read all the way into that huh SAGE: why isn’t a drunk snap just a drunk snap SAGE: doesn’t have to be a huge metaphor for some hidden feelings 

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mclliflvous:

{ ✕ ◯┊— connections: girlfriend.

one word. wedding. the man hated them. the man hated getting dressed up and attending formal events. he hates suits and he would rather be wearing anything but them. “do we have to go?” asked theo, putting on the blazer and turning around the girl who sat on the bed. the pair had rented out a hotel room as the wedding was in another state. “they’re shit.” he commented.

scarlett hurried to get ready for the wedding, seeing how theo was dragging his feet. she knew he’d need a little motivation to get ready, and she hoped her finished look would encourage him to get a move on. “babe, we checked yes on the RSVP and we booked the hotel room, i kinda think that means that we have to,” she laughed. “look how handsome you look,” she murmured and stood up from the bed. she crossed the space between them and wrapped her arms around him. “if it really sucks at least there’s an open bar,” she added, and gave him an encouraging smile.

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mistletoc:

CALEB: you’re strong. i bet you could. CALEB: koalas are cute though. i could deal with that CALEB: you kinda look like one right now huh

SAVANNAH: look at that smile ya so handsome! SAVANNAH: thank u for believing in my little lady strength SAVANNAH: it was a lil preview of what’s waiting when you’re finally home!

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animosities:

audrey rubbed her tired eyes as she listened to the male. he seemed so put together, so intact, and she had to admit she was a little jealous. her hair was thrown up in a messy bun and she was almost positive her dress was on inside out, she was the epidemy of a hot mess but she tried to play it off. “and here i was thinking you were superhuman.” the female replied with a soft giggle before looking at the other with pleading eyes. “do you have any advil? my head is killing me.”

sam offered her a smile and hoped she might take his offer. she seemed like she could use a minute or two to really wake up and he thought he might like some more time to just talk to her. “ah, no. just good at drinking,” he laughed. “i had to learn how to combat it if i wanted to keep having nights like i do,” he added. sam crossed the kitchen and reached for advil and a glass which he then placed in front of her before going to the fridge. he grabbed the pedialyte and an ice cube from the freezer before fixing her the drink. “a grape pedialyte, on the rocks,” he joked, and gave her a wink. “do you want water for the pill or do you wanna just take it with that?”

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prcttybabes:

♥ hxmemadedynamite:

“well at least eight doctor dates. but we’ll see, maybe it heals faster. in that case… you’ll be done with me earlier,” she teased playfully. stephanie put all of the things she had previously taken out back into her little bag before looking at the male with a small smile. “oh,” she was slightly taken aback by his words but the smile was still present on her lips. “in that case i hope we’re done with these doctor dates sooner,” she flirted.

“well, i think i’m part superhero so--we’ll see about eight more visits,” he laughed. ryan wasn’t sure how he’d been able to get this far with the absolute hell he put his body through. always fighting, always acting like he was auditioning to be a part of the new jackass squad, he never put much thought into the consequences until moments like now when he didn’t have a choice but to deal with them. “i’ll do my best to heal up quick, yeah?” he winked. “unless you’re feeling rebellious.” 

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mcmacita:

✧ * • BLAKE

“why would you get that fucking crazy idea?” he spat not really wanting to deal with the other trying to wiggle their way back to him.  “i’m here to fucking end this. i can’t be doing this anymore and it is in no way to benefit you.” lies spewing left and right, but he knew he shouldn’t have been there. he had to be strong for someone else with promises to keep. “because this has to end. i don’t love you, i love her. i’m happy with her and you were just a decoy to get me to see that.” he stated blankly trying to demonstrate that he had to be serious about ending things with blake.

“because you’re still here, you’d rather argue with me then go back to her,” she shrugged. she just had to keep playing it cool, keep pretending like she had the upper hand that she wished she did. but the truth of it was that she was putty in his hands. “if you really just came here because you wanted to end it, then you’d already be out the door. but you’re still sitting here,” she added, rolling her eyes and swallowing the lump in her throat. the words, if they were true, stung deep. “i was just a plaything while you decided whether or not you still wanted her?” she asked, then scoffed. “you would’ve learned that lesson a lot sooner if i actually meant nothing to you.”

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mistletoc:

        ❝ roxanne monroe, are you callin’ me old? ❞  leo smirked at the girl in front of him. ❝ you’re the one throwing out cliches about old dogs and tricks. i think you’re the old dog here. ❞  the word disappointment didn’t fall flat on leon, even though he was relatively tipsy. but the male decided to ignore it, not wanting to remind himself that he was a disappointment to roxanne, over and over again. ❝ i’m sorry you’re so much more responsible than me, ❞  he spoke, pouring more wine into his glass. ❝ that’s one thing that’s probably never changing. ❞

“i’m not calling you young,” she teased. she shook her head as she started to smirk at him. he’d always had that sort of hold on her, making her smile when she didn’t want to. especially now, when the liquor was fresh in her. “i’m no old dog, don’t even try it. i just paid attention in school better than you,” she played. “i hate to break it to you leo, my dear, but that’s not much of a feat,” she laughed. “i dunno, i think you’d be surprise at what you’re capable of if you only had a little faith in yourself.”

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mistletoc:

closed starter for @hxmemadedynamite / dana && any female

       ❝  do i have to unpack my shit at every motel we stop at? ❞ dana asked her friend, throwing her suitcase on the queen sized bed and unzipping it open. she rummaged through the contents inside until she found what she was looking for – a button-up top and some skinny jeans. more dressy, but less comfy than the yoga pants and t-shirt she’d been wearing while traveling in the car. she threw them on the bed and turned to the mirror to fix her makeup.  ❝ that’s nice enough for tonight, right? ❞

       even out here at their first stop – some little town on their way to chicago – she was asking her best friend for advice on what to wear. it didn’t matter what she wore in this rinky-dink town that she’d never visit again, but relying on her best friend’s advice for every little thing was second nature at this point.

“i would say to unpack the dirty clothes so we know when we have to find a laundromat,” blake shrugged. “i’m only unpacking the stuff that i’m gonna wear,” she added as she looked through her suitcase.  “and i’m gonna unpack even less the dirtier the motel looks,” she laughed. blake stripped down before finally settling on what she wanted to wear. She settled on high-waisted pants with a bandeau and a blazer. “you look totally hot,” she grinned and gave her an enthusiastic nod.

she knew it was probably silly that they were getting so done up in some small town, but blake couldn’t stay in the casual clothes much longer without losing her mind. so she swiped a red lipstick across her lips before turning for final approval from her best friend. “what do you think?”

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vrcticmvnkeys:

instantly, prior to her arrival, rhys felt much more relaxed, and knew asking her to help was the right thing to do. a smiled tugged at the edges of his lips, before a smile parted them easily. “oh, great.. maybe you could give me a few pointers, also.” he felt bad by not being able to properly look after his baby girl, by everybody learnt somewhere, right? “i- this is the first time i’ve looked after her alone, and i really didn’t want to admit i’m not a suitable father for her, she deserves the world, and i know i might not be capable of that.” becoming a father was the first real commitment in his life, and as much as it scared him, he was trying to pull his weight when it come to it. he watched the female closely and her actions towards the younger girl, but his head tilted as she questioned, “i fed her, an hour ago, maybe.” unsure, he glanced towards the clock before nodding, it must have only been an hour ago, maybe a bit longer and it was worrying how uncertain he was. “and i did change her, yep.” with a nod, his eyes trailed back towards the fmale figure now holding his daughter, “do you think she just wants her mom, or somethin’? should i call her?”

“of course i can, baby,” she assured him with a gentle smile. “hey--” harley frowned and furrowed her eyebrows. “don’t say that! you are absolutely a suitable father,” she argued as she stepped in closer to him and bounced the baby in her arms. “you’re still here, and you’re trying. that’s more than a lot of fathers can say. and that means you’re plenty suitable to me,” she said softly. “and by the time i’m through here, you’re going to be plenty capable of taking care of her. you won’t even need me anymore,” she winked. “see! look at you go, already taking care of the two big ones,” she enthused, and grinned his way. “can you do me a favor and grab me one of her pacifiers?” she asked, and gently starting singing to the baby in her arms. “she might just want to suck on something,” she began. “no, we don’t have to call her mom, you got this,” she confidently assured him. “i think she just wants to be held,” she explained. “do you wanna hold her? i think she’d like dad to hold her more.”

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animosities:

audrey chewed on her lip as she listened to the other. she was sure he was just offering to be nice, but she could hear her stomach rumbling and she knew some food would probably do her good. “are you sure?” she asked with a raised brow as she leaned against the wall and watched him, trying to recall the previous night. “how are you not hungover?”

“yeah, ‘course i am,” he chuckled. “i wouldn’t send you outta here on an empty stomach,” he assured her. “my gram would have my head,” he added. sam laughed at her question and shook his head. “i drank some pedialyte. i’ve got some in the fridge if you want some. it’s grape flavored--i know a lot of people don’t like grape,” he explained. “and after i eat this i’ll be ready to go to the gym,” he boasted. “have a seat, why dontcha?”

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myxsweetxlord:

“I think you already know the answer to that question,” Wyatt replied, rubbing the back of his neck. And it wasn’t like he hadn’t thought about kissing her or anything, it was just that he knew it was wrong. If she hadn’t been his friend’s sister, he would’ve already been kissing her. “Hypothetically, if I were to do this with you, what if he found out? Then you and I would be in deep shit, right?”

“Maybe I do, but doesn’t mean I agree with it,” She shrugged. Maybe it was a little forward, but Harley had thought about kissing him a few too many times to just let the opportunity pass without trying. Besides, that’s what this whole game was all about, wasn’t it? Sure, she knew her brother wouldn’t be thrilled to find out about it, but she had no intention of him finding out. “Who says he has to find anything out?” She shrugged. “I won’t tell if you don’t.”

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prcttybabes:

“oh, you definitely should stop doing that.” the blonde teased, a grin making its way onto her lips as she looked up at the male. “seems like at least twice a week this whole month, i have to make sure there’s no infection and i’ll have to change the bandage every now and then.” steph explained. “so this is only our third date and you already got bored of me, hm?” she teased, smirking a little. “what a shame.” she chuckled.

“that’s what i said the last time,” he laughed. “but here i am once more,” ryan shrugged. “so that’s--” he began counting on his fingers. “how many more doctor dates?” he asked with a little smirk her way. “i didn’t say i was bored of you. i just wanted to know how long the countdown was until i could ask you to go out for a drink without you breaking the doctor code or whatever.”

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mcmacita:

✧ * • OPEN STARTER.

dark hues flickered at the figure before him, “i don’t love you.” lies spilled from his brims. the exchange between the two was growing increasingly difficult for the larger figure while he had someone at home who was now bearing his child. another woman he loved just as much as the one before him. how he had gotten himself in the predicament left him unsure as well. yet he managed to become completely engrossed in two women. “she deserves better than this. i need to go home to her. this is wrong and you know i shouldn’t be here anymore. i have my own promises to keep.”

“liar,” she said simply. “you don’t want to love me,” she began. “but you do. that’s what’s happening,” she continued, refusing to believe that all of this was nothing. it didn’t feel like nothing to her. “you’re right. maybe you shouldn’t be here. and yet, you are. again,” she argued as she crossed her arms in front of her chest. she felt like a fool for holding on to this shred of feeble hope. but she couldn’t let him just walk out without fighting for it. she’d never forgive herself. “if you were really so keen about keeping those promises then why did you come back to me again?” she questioned. “because i’m gonna take a little more convincing to believe what you’re saying.”