for my dear and amazing friend @underworldariel ♡
i’ve started my whole day of past life divination with picking out some crystals that i’ve wanted to have near me when i am doing the reading for my dear friend. i’ve intuitively picked them out of my entire collection and they were 4 chunks of green calcite, 4 tumbled stones of botswana agate, blue calcite, labradorite, cobalto calcite, and citrine.
i am starting the divination session with my pendulum pey ☆ i am asking a bunch of questions to verify some information that april recently has gotten.
is V. really [ what we think she is ] ? — yes
was V. adopted at a young age ? — yes
was it by [ who we think it is ] ? — yes
does [ he ] consider V. his child ? — yes
and does [ his ] wife ? — yes
does [ he ] consider V. his 1st child ? — yes
does [ his ] wife ? — soft no
is there a reason for this ? — yes
what is the reason ? — THE EMPEROR
does the number 4 play a role? — yes
were there other kids of [ her ] before V. ? — wonky
[ i am not allowed to ask deeper here ]
is there more to [ the story of adoption ] ? — yes
was this young life a pleasant one ? — no
was the og mother good to V. ? — wonky
was the og mother selfish ? — yes
did she not care for V. ? — yes
were there more reasons to leave ? — wonky
[ i am not allowed to ask deeper here ]
now i am asking my tarot cards for some more insight on the relationships of V. and [ the father that adopted her ] and i’ve pulled THE STAR + THE QUEEN OF FEATHERS ☆ this immediately gave me a really loving and proud feeling and i am very sure that these two speak about the nature of their relationship and how [ he, the father ] sees his daughter.
i get a feeling of [ him, the father ] travelling the endless spheres of his own reality with a sense of longing and an unfulfilled desire. i feel as if THE STAR that appeared in front of him was the beginning of something very new and beautiful. he was feeling hope, inspiration and so much spiritual love. finding you was like a little miracle to him and this experience was very healing for his heart and soul. this little daughter grew to become a powerful and independent woman with an incredible sharp and wise mind and holding deep inner truth. i can really feel how proud [ he ] was and still is.
i feel very drawn to doing a crystal cast for april to deliver a message that she needs to hear, so i am intuitively and with closed eyes picking crystals of my divination collection. i’ve picked chrysocolla, moonstone, tiger’s eye, malachite, and clear quartz ☆
i suddenly get the impulse to do a crystal cast .. but unlike usually i do not interpret the crystals as they fall on the mat, but take a photo. and then i cast them again and take another photo. and then one last time, and take a photo again. my intuition leads me to put these three photos on overlay in photoshop - in order to create the full message. i am confused by this so i ask my pendulum pey if this is the way to go, and she says yes.
when i see the pattern of all the crystals it instantly resonates and i know there’s a message here ☆
i get a strong feeling that challenges and finding creative solutions to these challenges have always been a part of your journey and will continue to be (1) - as your path seems destined to follow a certain route - this path appears to go not only forwards but also upwards! it makes me think of stairs. many stairs to climb but eventually going upwards to all times - and i feel that you have come incredibly far already and also that you have eternal support, lots of divine love and friendship and family on your side, hovering all around and over you to support your growth with harmony and to guide you on your path like they always have been (2) - a quote that comes to mind is “as above, so below”.
i feel like you always had to work really hard in order to believe the evidence that you’ve found despite the fact that you are bursting with mental clarity and spiritual connection (2) even though you’ve been following your path on wings of true purpose, your confidence in your abilities and the inner truth you feel always seemed so far away, maybe impossible to reach - and it may still does sometimes, but you are definitely heading there right at this moment (3)
another message i can sense here is that you are giving too much of your energy to others, especially your spiritual energy, and that it is finally time to prioritize yourself and your personal creative and divine projects (4) - are you maybe sometimes sabotaging your own progress by putting others first? this could be one of the reasons why you still sometimes have the feeling to not be “enough” - give a little more love, appreciation and self-celebration to yourself.
a very vague feeling i get from (5) … it has to do with future challenges and once again digging deeper within your soul and especially your magical powers.
generally i am feeling this cast especially wants to tell you that you are doing really fantastic on your personal path - apart from not focusing enough on yourself - and that you are protected and deeply loved by your soul family. there’s a lot of harmony and growth.
this was very nice to read, but i want to confirm the message with a quick shufflemancy for more clarification i am using my usual divination playlist for this which is named A+B+C ☆
♪♫♬ queen - don’t stop me now
haha! this feels really right and like a total reassurance that the message i’ve delivered previously in the triple crystal cast was correct. this song is a really energetic, fast-paced one that carries an unstoppable and really empowering energy. the quotes that speak to me the most are:
“and the world, i’ll turn it inside out” which reminds me a lot of your amazing brain that picks apart every chain of thought and checking everything twice and more before being really sure - this powerful clarity of yours that tells you that you just gotta look for the answers thoroughly and not settle for less than the definite truth.
“like a tiger defying the laws of gravity” which reminds me a lot a detail of your personal path that i happen to know. i shall let it just be here and inspire you. alternative it makes me think of an “impossible thing” that for some reason is actually possible! it feels like a complicated story.
“theres no stopping me” which is of course your undeniable determination to reach your goals, explore your soul being to the very core, and to work towards the best and most powerful possible self of yours.
“i am burning through the sky” which is a little warning i feel. don’t overwork yourself on your journey to the top of your dreams. don’t burn yourself out and be aware of your energy levels.
“travelling at the speed of light” which makes me feel as if your progress on your spiritual path will now happen even quicker and more powerful than before and that your hard efforts are paying off. i feel you are on a good and intense route of growth right now.
after i’ve done this shufflemancy i’ve caught 15:15 on the clock and it seemed like a wonderful sign to confirm this message.
for my next step - the coloracle - i’ve asked for a song to listen to while painting and the answer was ♪♫♬ muse - uprising ☆ so i’ve sat down to channel some art for my friend.
this feels really powerful. crashing waves of growth and rapid movement. bright and healthy colors that maybe signify a healthy and functional approach to general and spiritual views and to the knowledge and experiences that you absorb. i feel your foundation is extemely solid and feels straight and strong - like pillars that hold you high. your experiences might be harsh and feel very exhausting and turbulent sometimes, but i feel that these lessons are truly making you grow so much. have faith and let this trust carry you deep into the ocean of endless possibilities.
right now, it seems as if there is something in front of the whole picture though. i don’t know why but this white wall of something that i’ve painted over the entire image feels like a selenite tower that is covering half of the actual potential, maybe. either this tower is a wall that needs to be broken down for seeing the whole picture and for being able to explore these powers and energies, or this tower is something like a protective shield that is standing in front of that whole movement and experience like a guardian.
i hope you’ve enjoyed this ^-^ ♡ it was really fun for me ☆
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