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fcllingflower​:

                        the lack of carefulness he has is a fatal flaw. couldn’t  even look her in the eyes… he doesn’t know how to answer or what he is saying but there is one thing he does know… he inhales sharply “you do mean something to me. ” owen looked at mars she has the all too familiar face he’s seen once before “ but i can’t keep doing this when we are both still messing around. like are we just a hookup ?? ” 

it was painfully obvious where this conversation was going. the same place it always goes. part of her knew that if she tried hard enough, this wouldn’t be the end and they’d have their happily ever after... yet as much as much as she wanted to she couldn’t. engulfed by all of her emotions mars, there was a tornado of thoughts hurling in her head. getting lost in the maze of her mind, she struggled to find the words to say. “ you’re not making any sense! you don’t wanna be just a hookup cause i mean something to you. but you took back what you said- ” choked up, her face turned a light tint of red.. “  like if you wanna tell me that you wanna end things and leave.. you should just go. ”

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fcllingflower·:

                        the next day came and went all the while the two exchanged texts completely disregarding anything that was said the night previously. he went over to her place spending a good while watching tv together again nothing new… it was almost calming being like this. she being under his arm and laying on his chest always hoping the other couldn’t hear the sound of his heart. as netflix moved on to the next episode he slowly said “i didn’t…. i didn’t mean what i said yesterday. ” digging the hole even deeper for himself.  yes he liked her a lot but was he willing to risk his own heart being broken again ?? he didn’t want history to repeat itself. “ it was heat of the moment…”

this whole time, reconnecting with owen, she attempted to suppress her feelings to avoid another heartbreak. the perfect scenario was that she could have him and he wouldn’t leave her. she’d never feel alone again. for a moment perfection seemed obtainable... but not anymore. “ so what are you saying? ” there was this overwhelming feeling, a feeling she’s very familiar with. “ do i not mean anything to you? ”

...and there it was.. the feeling of loneliness..

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fcllingflower·:

                   “ i mean im just saying just in case… let me know…”why he kept digging this hole for himself he didn’t know and you couldn’t tell by the nonchalance of his tone that he regretted every utterance of the past few minutes. owen pauses for a while…she’s right and truthfully when he is with her he disregards everyone else. words hurling out like vomit he couldn’t stop it..but he should’ve “they aren’t you mars. ” he blurted without seeing the implications of what that phrase could signify. in a hopeless effort to save the conversation he moves on to whatever they are watching “ um..anyways… this movie is confusing.. ”

it was at this exact moment her brain was sent into a fritz. they aren’t you mars. four words, all it took were four words to lead her back down the path the two have been down before. was he confessing his feelings towards her? if he was, was she ready for that level of vulnerability? are they about to become official? these questions burned in the back of her mind...

“ yeah.. so confusing.. ”

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·• ꕤ ⌇ MARS&OWEN

                          perhaps he shouldn’t have brought it up, this unusual limbo he’s in with the girl he previously loved  and maybe still does makes him slightly irrational. “ i mean if you do like him just let me know so we don’t have to keep doing this…. ” 

      …. with full certainty he knows he does not mean that

                         knotted. if you asked her to explain her current love life, she would respond with knotted mostly because entangled just doesn’t cut it. of course she still had strong feelings for him, they never really left,  yet she continued to pursue her options unwilling to let history repeat itself. “ i don’t think there’s any correlation between this... we can keep doing what we’ve been doing- we’re both single. ” ( self sabotage, she has a gold medal in it ) “ besides, it’s not like i’m the only one with other people right now... ”

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