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abandonment issues r so fucking idiotic "ohhh someone left me i'm all alone in the world" girl so what you've always been alone -_-

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we should all explode

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i rlly don't care abt anything more than i do suicide lmao

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pathetic existence. should've died a long time ago

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choking myself throwing up jumping off a cliff etc etc yesssss

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obsessed with the concept of being pure n knowing that's somethin that won't ever apply to me

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this is why i don't talk to anyone ever i fucking hate myself

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cannot fucking get over my overwhelming self hatred it's destroying everything i care about

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stupid, evil and need to die

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the hollow ache of desiring a better life and of a knowledge that i would truly want to live if my life wasn't this unbearable

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i've been awake too long i fear >_< i wanna cry n i feel sick to my stomach as if puking will purge all the twisted feelings inside of me

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hating myself isn't helping anything but god it's so hard to view myself neutrally when i'm such a dumbfuck

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anxious i feel the need for somethinggg

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at least we have give up october ! it's where u give up n kill yourself

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I just want to die man like nothing good ever happens in my life it's just punishment after punishment

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i feel like im missing so much of being human because sex is meaningless n unappealing to me

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i feel so unworthy of kind words said abt me n i get super Embarrassed when ppl do it cause it feels like . well you're clearly a kindhearted person but i must be bad because i made u feel that u had to say those things. don't feel obligated to be nice to me it's fine 2 just ignore me !!! n then when ppl say hurtful things abt me im so upset im throwing up n its like man just what do i do