Letting Go: Of You, and This Tumblr
I wish I can tell you that I love you, but I’m not sure how valuable it is anymore.
You’ll always have a spot in my brain. A thought will be reserved for you.
But I feel like an idiot going on, because I know you’ve moved on.
Parts of me is willing to wait. But the other parts are telling me to “Fuck it and let’s get a move on, we’re missing out!”, my rationality convincing every fiber in my being that you’re not coming back.
I’m probably bored and I haven’t found the right person to invest in emotionally as much as I did with you.
A huge part of me wants to bump into you one day, then there’s a part of me that knows that’s not the best thing for me. That’s the rational part.
My entire being understands that the two of us--no matter how different we become--will never be compatible for each other.
I have to unwillingly accept that truth. An amicable reunion will never be possible and a rekindling romance will never happen, not even in another universe.
It’s how life works I guess. Some things kink themselves out, and some things are not worth repairing. Things don’t always work out the way you’d want them to.
With that drivel aside (sorry for the, er, “randomness”, I just had to let it out), I’m advertising to anyone reading this that I’m quitting this Tumblr.
I’ve had this Tumblr for over 5 years, and frankly, logging into this Tumblr account every time I’m on the website is like peering into a time capsule. I feel like an adult trapped in the whimsical clutches of nostalgia. Great at first...but it’s hard to navigate through the present and future if you’re busy looking back at the past.
I’m a dweller, if I’ll be completely honest.
I like to dwell on things for longer than necessary. And it’s got to stop.
Well...so long to anyone who's reading. Maybe I’ll get another Tumblr page. I don’t know. I’ll play it by ear.
--WeAreUnderTheSameSky












