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I suffer from non-purging bulimia SW: 210.0 lbs CW: 159.2lbs | August GW: 150 lbs (9.2 lbs left) | UGW: 130 lbs

[bby-goth]

so lovely that i just constantly get weight loss ad after weight loss ad like even the cloud knows im a fat pig

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I’ve eaten more than I intended to a couple days this month but I can honestly say for a over 2 weeks straight I haven’t driven to McDonald’s for my binge days. No binging in weeks! I’m so proud of myself. The weight is still not wanting to come off but I’m trying. I won’t give up this time

[weightlessandmaybe]

I like to weigh myself at the end of the day because I get to estimate how much I’ll drop overnight and what I might weigh tomorrow 😐

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Breakfast lunch and dinner 😎🤙🏻

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I don’t understand how anyone could possibly lose weight in a healthy way. I ate 900 cal which is still a little bit below what they recommend, ate three meals filled with vegetables and healthy proteins. I went a little hungry but not like normal. I exercised for 30 minutes intensely. And instead of losing a good amount of weight, I would’ve settled for a few ounces, I gained weight. It does not make any sense at all. Is it just me? I’m eating low calories. I just seriously apparently cannot eat throughout the day. I’m allowed to have a little bit one time and then I’ll lose weight. It’s not fair, why does it have to be one specific way? I don’t understand it, I truly don’t.

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[skinnyy-thinspo]

[weightlessandmaybe]

Non-purging bulimia means I don’t throw up the food I binge on, I just over exercise and fast for long periods after a binge to compensate. It’s not a traditional “purge” but it’s still abusive behavior.

I know people with anorexia might exercise to make up for a binge or fast even longer than usual, but what makes what I have bulimia and not anorexia is....my wEiGhT 🤗🤙🏻

As stupid as it sounds, this form of bulimia is diagnosed in people who are average or above average weight. If I would be considered underweight, my therapist could’ve chosen anorexia as my ED diagnosis. Even underweight people with literal purging tendencies are diagnosed with anorexia rather than bulimia, and just given a different subtype. (Anorexia with Binge/purge subtype)

It’s pretty ironic that my weight affects everything in my life including my eating disorder diagnosis 🥸

[weightlessandmaybe]

584 calories, 72 ounces of water

[alaska-bowie]

🌼

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Why are people on the internet so mean

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Going to bed hungry...I better freaking wake up skinny

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I’ve been sleepin on chips and salsa

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728 calories today

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I lost 6 pounds in April, could’ve been a lot better 🙃 I’m aiming for 8 in may (but really 10+ 😬)