Every Other Way

"I've never told this to anyone. I've just tried to move past, but lately it seems that my insecurities have got the best of me and I'm no longer in control. No one should ever have to feel like this, to feel like me. Even though the good I have outweighs the bad, the bad is what's leaving me with sleepless nights. I spend most of my time arguing with my own reflection for no apparent reason and it may seem as if I have all the answers, but I'm just as lost as you. I've spend the past few years trying to overcome my own misery, but these sort of things take time, and I'm running out of mine. So I will pray to a God that isn't there, to a world that doesn't hear, to anyone who will listen, to keep me from becoming everything I promised myself that I would never be. I do not deserve this." Reflection - Counterparts

[weneedtofuckingerrupt]

I'd wrap my car around a tree for any of you.

Just to say my life meant anything.

[weneedtofuckingerrupt]

I feel comfortable enough posting this now that I feel not many people use tumblr these days...

So I used to pity you for how you felt... for how much pain you must have been in to end it all and leave your family behind. we sai8d we were a family and that was because we were a bunch of degens, misfits, and/ or outcasts that all came together and made a new family, life , etc.... Even though we were nothing important. when you left us I was shaken to the core and it did some things to me... probably because I’m also a parent so I get the grand gesture you've committed... not to mention I'm frequently knocking on that door.... I can’t imagine how you felt comfortable enough to leave those commitments behind. they’re the only thing keeping me here.

So many days IU dream about wrapping my car around a tree because I feel so worthless and incompetent... overall not worth a fuck... yet here I am. I’d put a bullet in my brain if I could but here we are. I just don’t know what to do most days.

[weneedtofuckingerrupt]

When your future father in law gives a bigger fuck about you than your future wife....

[weneedtofuckingerrupt]

The irony is I'm not o-fucking-kay, and I haven't been in a long time... But I don't care, I just want my friends to be okay......

[weneedtofuckingerrupt]

It's not the fucking same!

[weneedtofuckingerrupt]

Truth is I'll never do it, but if you put a bullet in my brain I'll love you forever...

[notagiraffe]

Me: *shows basic human decency to cashier

Cashier: ??!?! Thank you! You’re the nicest person ever!

Me: are you ok

[bravadopinfire]

Reblog if politeness to retail and service workers is important to you.

[that-one-irish-idiot-deactivate]

honestly 

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[dubcars]

Trackday.

[rxbytuesday]

[thatlove]

[quik]

Thoughts in ice #1 by Alex Smith

[extihnction]

[friendlystrangers]

[weneedtofuckingerrupt]

Do you ever stop and think you don't deserve this? I know I do. I have a son that adores me, a girlfriend that will do absolutely anything for me, a mom and stepdad that have already done way too much. I really don't deserve to have these people in my life yet they're always there without question. You guys are so amazing, I can't even begin to thank you enough.

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Choke. Counterparts. Tragedy Will Find Us. 2015.                                 Design by Bryce Slaughter.

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