I'm sorry guys
Oh gosh, I really hate having to make this post... I guess it has to be done, though.
The reason I'm making this post is because I'm considering leaving Chi/re and associated communities.
Why may I be leaving?
The reason is not because I hate the people in Chi/re, nor am I considering this as a response to someone's actions.
It's just that even though people in Chi/re can be kind, I always just feel like I'm walking on eggshells with them. It's made me afraid to talk to people in the community at all. In fact, I've only ever chatted with one blog and that was a while ago.
I feel lonely in this community. I joined a few other Chi/re related communities as well, but it just hasn't helped. I've always been shy and socially awkward except for when I'm with the right people, so I'm starting to think that maybe the people in Chi/re and I just don't click that well. I just don't feel like I fit in here.
Where would I be going?
Well, that's a good question that I don't know the answer to yet. I don't plan on joining Cg1re anytime soon, even though I know some of their members. I don't want to call myself a L1ttle because it is a term that should be for System-Littles only, and I feel uncomfortable calling myself a L1ttle because of the ties to k1nk.
I may be going non-community and just post in the kidcore and general agere tags. I also may try to find a community where I'd fit in more. Perhaps I'll just leave agere Tumblr for a while.
When will you decide?
I don't know. This month, probably. I may be too tired to post it on time if and when I leave, though. I'll do my best.
If there's anything you wanna know, just message me or send me an ask off anon please. Also, please don't reblog this post to your blog. This doesn't need to be spread to people who don't follow me.



















