x lilith's side blog x

27 years old. saint lucian. romance writer. general nuisance. cat lover. dog lover. bunny lover. horsephobic.

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me: i love jim morrison

my amygdala: girl he probably stank

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love telling other mixed ppl we are just white ppl with a tan to watch them get triggered. anyway back off social media. my website is up

sislevelup.com

my mailing list is broken, but i’m gonna make one soon and start doing a newsletter weekly. of what? who knows. who cares. just visit the website.

when this shit house goes up in flames, i’ll be gone!!!

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if y’all don’t fuck with kansas... i don’t fuck with u...

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days without my evil ministrations. you once knew peace which i will now strip away.

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the worst thing about marriage is knowing the other person so well that the subtlest things in their face you can detect like stoppp.

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she’s just something we have to let go of now that “the trump era” is over. like hating azalea banks.

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i’m about to go on an art history book binge when i’m done with my feminist depression gas

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yes, i grunt at the gym while i’m rowing

yes, i’m a short female (pronounced fee-MAh-lay)

yes, i “exist”

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ohhhh miss teigan came up on neopets.

neopets socially conditions you to accept anarcho-capitalism and i won’t explain or give evidence. if you don’t trust me you’re off the compound and must surrender possession of all your males to the public harem.

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Chrissy Teigen’s fall from grace

The rise and fall of Chrissy Teigen shows how drastically Twitter changed in 10 years.

having a hard social media addiction relapse today but i just want to say... we were dramatic when we were bringing up quevanzhane still... but the internet takes notice when it’s courtney stodden 👁

at the end of the day, interesting media & culture issues to discuss and good someone’s bringing it up. but it’s hard not to be noticin shit.

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my fitness pal is a scourge though.

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still a queen to me, i don’t care what the haters say

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https://www.vanityfair.com/news/2021/06/the-lab-leak-theory-inside-the-fight-to-uncover-covid-19s-origins

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funny how accomplishing things makes you feel more positive.

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everyone wants to sell us something. diet culture wants us to fail. food industry wants us obese consumers. bitch on the internet wants us to physically intimidate men with our lean muscle and brute strength not to mention the confidence from pursuing athleticism. the worst thing i did for myself and my health was pursuing hard cardio as a form of “weight loss? (which always failed) potentially injuring my body with exercise not suitable for my weight + frame that put excessive stress on my skeleton. child... these ‘health experts’ are telling big ass women to go do harmful shit a la “joyful movement” (joyfully moving yourself from comfort to gurney?)

instead of saying yeah sis you need to go for a long walk daily (or other low impact high calorie burn exercise) for 2 years and eat about 5-600 calories fewer daily before you try these extreme sports suited for lean, athletic bodies.

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but that would be FREE so they won’t tell us this.

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8 months ago i would have madly proclaimed that living with men is what’s making me overweight and actually... it was 50% true. i still cook dinner for my grandfather out of guilt, brainwashing and obligation but i stopped eating “men’s meals” and it’s been much easier to keep weight off.

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writing find a man propaganda by day, vaping cope with men because they’re horrid weed at night.

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“they’re a product of their time”

if we were saying that about a rotten tomato it would be clear it needs to go in the bin.