[wetbeachesanddrymartinis]

I can do better.

[wetbeachesanddrymartinis]

Biggest smile turn on?

“I want you”

[1617]

Sometimes, all you need is someone who understands what you don’t say.

[aidashakur]

I want to be a better person. A better friend. A better lover. A better me. Just better.

[yuyuuyuyuu-deactivated20230726]

“ur overthinking this” bro I have anxiety. I have no other type of thinking available

[yuyuuyuyuu-deactivated20230726]

“ur overthinking this” bro I have anxiety. I have no other type of thinking available

[yuyuuyuyuu-deactivated20230726]

“ur overthinking this” bro I have anxiety. I have no other type of thinking available

[wetbeachesanddrymartinis]

At very least could you pretend you don’t think I’m an absolute thick idiot.

At least hide stuff well if you still apparently feel the need to.

I know you see these.

I even made a point of bridging the gap and talking to you about them as a friend today. Took an interest cause I know; *knew* nothing is between you.

But clearly something in his Convo you didn’t want me to chat about. Or at least I now think it’s clearly. Cheers.

I actually sat and smiled today, feeling great about us and the work we’re both putting in to help each other and the relationship. I was confident for one sitting back happy that I didn’t actually feel panic seeing the name. I was proud of myself.

You just caused a nice big rewind.

I don’t get why you’d do that. Unless something I would be concerned about came up. There’s no other explanation. That’s not me catastrophying. There literally isn’t another route other than “I don’t want you to ask or talk about it or the convo”.

What am I supposed to do with that.

[wetbeachesanddrymartinis]

Y tho.

[yuyuuyuyuu-deactivated20230726]

“ur overthinking this” bro I have anxiety. I have no other type of thinking available

[yuyuuyuyuu-deactivated20230726]

“ur overthinking this” bro I have anxiety. I have no other type of thinking available

[yuyuuyuyuu-deactivated20230726]

“ur overthinking this” bro I have anxiety. I have no other type of thinking available

[brendanmk2]

[yuyuuyuyuu-deactivated20230726]

“ur overthinking this” bro I have anxiety. I have no other type of thinking available

[bopeep]

no offence but like smother me in affection ok

[depsidase]

[wetbeachesanddrymartinis]

Bad night bad brain, help a dumbass out please.