sometimes i cry so hard from pleading

so sick and tired of all the needless beating

[wetdreamsofdaggers]

intro *.†

main is @jayyywith3whys

taken anons- 🫆

hello im jay this is my freakblog this will mostly be smut fics maybe some fluff sometimes. I might vent here also but it's mostly fics.

🍎masterlist (soon!)

⚰️DNI

waycest, transphobes, homophobes, terfs, racists, maga and other assholes dni

🦴TAGS

❤️run away with me - fluff

🫀 kick me like a stray - smut

💌 jay is responding... - asks (open!)

🌹jay is barking - me talking

🪫jay is whining - venting

[frankjoshi]

im off screen catching it btw

[wetdreamsofdaggers]

i saw you at the store the other day. not really, but they looked like you. they looked like you the day I left. the day you cried and cried thinking youd forget me and never see me again, calling me the best friend youve ever had. isn't it crazy to think you weren't even in love with me yet on that day? because I was in love with you.

[wetdreamsofdaggers]

i think I keep not using this blog for venting because im scared no one will see or care. I know the point is to get it out and I feel like I'm being self centered for wanting people to listen. I want to get help but im constantly being denied it. I really hope they know what they're doing. I hope they're right and I'll get better over time.

[uncertainlys]

i hope everything works out in the end because i am so so scared

[taigotscared]

a bullets moodboard ~

[comikbook]

me coming on tumblr dot com telling people to send me asks

[grrrrrrwoof]

if he wont cum in a dog bowl for you to lick clean he doesnt love you

[frankwentmissing]

if youre REALLY my friend youd tie me up and fuck me senseless

[wetdreamsofdaggers]

yes sir!

[whitetrashdegenerate]

ughhh sweaty gross boys. do not trust me around gym clothes I will be huffing that shit

[wetdreamsofdaggers]

dog that walks up to his owner and randomly bites them for no reason and then runs away because he thinks it's a fun game and will be waiting for said owner to chase him and hit him on the muzzle

[wetdreamsofdaggers]

did I #overreact

[wetdreamsofdaggers]

dog that walks up to his owner and randomly bites them for no reason and then runs away because he thinks it's a fun game and will be waiting for said owner to chase him and hit him on the muzzle

[manzyxoxo]

i start ovulating every time frank iero does his guitar gun thing

[wetdreamsofdaggers]

#relatable omfg 🤤🤤🤤

[manzyxoxo]

I grew up in South Louisiana (I’m super Cajun) and I’d kill for a fic like this

[fuwaprince]

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[uie-deactivated20230402]

ALWAYS REBLOG WHEN YOU SEE SOMETHING LIKE THIS PLEASE; ITS SO MUCH MORE THAN IMPORTANT TO PEOPLE. IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO SOMEBODY AND EVEN THOUGH YOU MIGHT NOT SEE THIS IN THE SAME LIGHT, SOMEONE MIGHT. INFACT YOU REBLOGGING THIS COULD STOP SOMEONE TAKING THEIR LIFE TONIGHT.

[kitten--aesthetics-blog]

I noticed there isn’t one here for Ireland, so

Irish free suicide helpline: 01-116 123

[manzyxoxo]

im at the beach so im obviously thinking about beach/surfer gerard way

[sleptthrudday]

“aww poor thing” yes yes yes im a pathetic little thing care for me make me feel better make me feel small nnnggghgggghghh