actually i’m kinda scared posting that...
anyway i said i’ll be back mid-february and here i am just a day before the all star game!
i’ve been working a lot lately.. 60 hours a week. it’s really gotten to me and i don’t know how to handle it. i work and sleep and that’s it. so it’s the reason i’m not here a lot.
i hope to in the future, ask for less hours. but i don’t know how to. so until the unforeseen future, i will continue to be inactive. it kills me knowing i can’t enjoy the one thing that kept me sane last year anymore :(
i came back here mostly to mention the above tweet. i don’t know what demar is going through but to post this during the most media heavy week of the year is ... well incredible. if you saw my post a second ago, you know how hard it is to say this even online (hence why i deleted it).
suicide prevention hotline: 1-800-273-8255
i’ve personally made a call and it took a lot for me to do it, but it was worth it. even if you are not suicidal, it is worth it. if you are depressed, i recommend it.
please continue to support demar and the raptors! this is their year and if i finally do ask for less hours i’ll be back to support them with you!