ramblings and bitchings

Just a 23 year old cis pan(?) girl tryna not poop herself/ cry from pain Hashimoto's hypothyroidism Depression/ anxiety Chronic pain/ digestive issues from "stress" My non spoon blog is spongeboobnopants

[weloveshortvideos]

[whatarespoons-blog]

The good news: I'm gonna probably start blogging again. The bad news: it's because I'm getting bad again

[youhavelupus]

Why my head hurt? I just woke up. Why my feet hurt? I just woke up. Why my knees crack? I just woke up. Why don’t my hands work? I just woke up. Why am I tired? I just woke up. 

I just woke up, and I guess there’s nothing left to do but go back to bed. 

[disorderedcripple]

Docs use anything to refuse proper care of physically disabled patients. You fat? Gotta lose weight before we treat your pain or condition as valid. You also mentally ill? Better Cure yourself of that shit before we treat your physical pain as anything other than In Your Head so why would we treat that. You black? You have a high pain tolerance and you’re probably drug seeking why are you crying to me. You a woman? You have a high pain tolerance so quit complaining

Docs will nestle their prejudices and hatred of certain bodies into the excuses they make abt not treating their physically disabled patients and this is bc we live in an ableist world so if you’ve ever said or implied any of these sentiments you’re part of the problem yo

[cystic-fibrosis-warrior-deactiv]

“List all medications you’re currently on” Gives you one line

[thisisableism]

[Image Description: Dobby slams his head into the dresser.]

[whatarespoons-blog]

Can't wait to spend $20 at the doctor for her to tell me what I already know- that my thyroid isn't working and I need blood work.

[whatarespoons-blog]

my blood tests: you're in perfect health and nothing is wrong

me: *looks at body*

me: you lying little shit.

[whatarespoons-blog]

I'm in bed and just thought "wow my body is uncomfortable, I should go lay down" I am in my bed I am already laying down Fuck

[recoveryisbeautiful]

When someone tries to cuddle with you on a bad body day:

[whatarespoons-blog]

Thyroid problems

So my thyroid is getting really swollen and I'm having trouble breathing.. And then that trouble breathing is causing me to start to panic.. Ugh

[chronic-illness-cat]

[picture of a cross-eyed Siamese cat’s head against a gyronny (a triangle-sectioned background) with six shades of blue. Top line of text reads: Tries Yoga || Bottom line of text reads: Firestorm of Pain]

[whatarespoons-blog]

I have so many physically taxing chores to accomplish today plz send good spoon vibes

[whatarespoons-blog]

I had no idea that people with hashimotos often had to go on special diets...... This explains so much .... Now.

[whatarespoons-blog]

I need to go through the hypothyroid/hashimotos tags more often.. It reminds me I'm not alone and I'm not insane. I'm constantly so exhausted and no one gets it.. Also my neck is pretty swollen.. My throat is pretty sore and tight when I wake up... Thank God I have an appointment soon (may 18th) because I need to have my dosage increased by like two million.

[hashi-girl-deactivated20171217]

I wish it wasn’t true HAHAHA

[katrinarosa-blog]

MY FELLOW FIBRO WARRIORS (and others who experience cognitive fog) This product is so freaking cool. I got my pack at Papersource, I bet you can find them online. I know we all make lists, but really, how often do we check those lists? Not often enough. Now your list can go on your wrist!! Hot damn.

[it-is-ok-i-am-ok]

Oh my god I need, link???????

[lizardtitties]

These are the best idea ever!

[lancrebitch]

oooooh

[klingonsarecute-deactivated2015]

You can buy them [here]

[whatarespoons-blog]

"Why am I seeing so many spooniestrong selfies? It is Sunday. Oh.. Wait... It is Saturday... If it was Sunday I would be graduating college. Damn. Get your shit together, Jamie." An actual conversation I had with myself just now. Anyway I graduate college tomorrow and I really just hope my stomach behaves for the very long ceremony and my knee behaves for the long walk I have to do and my brain behaves because there will be so many people! May the spoons be with you!